We were on the bus just going around while the boys gave us a tour around the place. So were exactly are we going Jada asked o ya сказал(-а) prod we r goin to um like only 3 hours from here o wow well that's ok I guess so were is that Jada asked. Um huhu the...white house prod сказал(-а) he knew how much kiki always avoided the president. WAT!!?? Kiki сказал(-а) uhuh bunny turn the fuckin bus over she went in the drivers area prod chased after her it was just me and roc in the room. U did this on purpose didn't u roc asked still on his rubix cube. Wat I asked ur cousins and them coming and on the tour with us u know I like ur cousins and all but I really don't believe that Любовь at first site shit soo- what I сказал(-а) interrupting but u kissed me the first 30 минуты u met me. O ya about that um... ya ya roc u do u just I stopped cuz I know he really doesn't how did u know my name I asked. Wat he asked back my name when I met u I never told u my name. He got silent... I got up diggy my eyes got big. I ran Into the room and sat on the постель, кровати o my God I was so blind I lifted the cover to see a box the smell box cam gave me that I never opened I looked at it and thought of the time my family spent Рождество with him and his grandpa. The день when I knew me and cam лайм, известь each other a couple of год back. Remember December.


I started cry and remember that December again I forgot diggy was there and I bated him for just remembering him I loomed at the box and was about to open it when I saw a lil box and a note I read the note it said.
Faith I want u to keep this treasured and only open The big present when ur ready Любовь u cam the words Любовь u reminded me on when he told me that earlyer before we went out omg I forgot to tell him I Любовь u. I never did at all. I opened the lil box and saw a ожерелье with a lock it was kind of rusty I opened the сердце lock and saw two lil kids holding hands it was me and cam we were on his grandpa's porch on a snowy день looking outward directions putting one arm out his handwas on вверх of mine he was smiling I was blushing. I remembered again that Рождество when he gave me that lock and the sweater in the picture inside of the lock was the sweater he gave me a год before I laughed a lil and remember it was snowing hard out and he struggled through the snow on winter morning to give that sweater to me my mom would tease me about him. But I didn't care he also gave me a ring but my mom сказал(-а) I wasn't allowed to keep it cuz I was too young I remembered so many thing from that wi tee that's been trapped at the corner of my mind just collecting dust. I just went through a total shut down and started get mad and tired of thinking. I did wanna do anything any еще I was mad I went on the tour with the boys I should have stayed I felt like I was tied to a дерево and someone yelled ready. Aim. Fire.

A lil while later roc came can I come he сказал(-а) no I yelled with anger. He just sighed and leaned against the door with his hands in his pocket I'm sorry to get u mad diggy just- that word diggy through me off. GET OUT!! I сказал(-а) screaming into my pillow. And kicking my legs. He quietly walked out. I was so tiered of the screaming and fighting and remembering. So I just did what I always do....
Sleep.