Did any of Ты have loved ones who died?

heres my story:

12 in the afternoon i woke up, i went to check on her and...oh my god shes laying on her back with her neck kinda twisted

i tried to open the cage door quickly and...she cant Переместить her feet and mouth...well she kinda flap her wings when her boyfriend was calling.oh god i started to cry because...she is really dying this time. i was telling her how sorry i was, i tried comforting her but i tried giving her Еда and water and her mouth isnt moving...i know shes starving to death.shes been in my childhood, shes the happiness to my life...
great.I Остаться в живых Jessica, my blue parakeet, and an Энджел so special(Cindy)...


now i Остаться в живых part of my family.
my сердце is crying,bleeding.

oh god my spring break is turning into a nightmare ill never forget.im so scared to check on her.i dont know what to do. i told myself i promise to take extra care of my other birds because THIS IS THE LAST TIME I WILL LOOSE THEM.


note:dont worry i placed her laying on her stomach.ive been using towels since the день she was sick so i gave her warmth