Everything was cold,
the house, my room,
my mother most of all,
cruel, calculating, but mostly cold,
to her child,
to me.
Life didn't apply to me,
only madness,
emotions brought pain,
thinking, disappointment,
obeying stopped my hunger,
killing stopped the beatings.
She experimented with my mind,
my body,
my soul.
Forced to Присоединиться with liquid despair,
it turned my blood black,
black,
black like my future.
My Главная wasn't safe,
just a place for pain and killing.
My mother wasn't loving,
only wanting what I could become.
My body wasn't private,
shared between a demon and my soul.
I was never left alone,
joined with a monster.
Painful prodding and beating,
he drove me onwards to meet our needs.
Self-preserving and defensive,
for himself или me, I was never sure.
With him in a world I didn't understand,
living was something scary,
that I didn't know how to deal with.
Thoughts brought discomfort,
madness took over,
and the future turned black,
black,
black like my blood.
the house, my room,
my mother most of all,
cruel, calculating, but mostly cold,
to her child,
to me.
Life didn't apply to me,
only madness,
emotions brought pain,
thinking, disappointment,
obeying stopped my hunger,
killing stopped the beatings.
She experimented with my mind,
my body,
my soul.
Forced to Присоединиться with liquid despair,
it turned my blood black,
black,
black like my future.
My Главная wasn't safe,
just a place for pain and killing.
My mother wasn't loving,
only wanting what I could become.
My body wasn't private,
shared between a demon and my soul.
I was never left alone,
joined with a monster.
Painful prodding and beating,
he drove me onwards to meet our needs.
Self-preserving and defensive,
for himself или me, I was never sure.
With him in a world I didn't understand,
living was something scary,
that I didn't know how to deal with.
Thoughts brought discomfort,
madness took over,
and the future turned black,
black,
black like my blood.
Dear readers,
This is an fanfiction/rp for the amazing Аниме soul eater.
This fanfiction will be just like the Аниме just alittle different.
Please if Ты have any ideas или thoughts please share them I'd Любовь to see and read them.I may put them in the fanfic.
Well enough of that here's alittle about the characters.
The regular characters will be in the fanfic and Ты can make an oc character for the fanfic/rp.I even made afew myself.
There will be couples in the fanfic.the couplesI've decided to put in are soulXmaka and tsubakiXmufune.
if Ты want Ты can make еще than just 1 oc character,you can make up to 3 oc characters.
To make an oc character(s) put his или her
1-first and last name
2-their appearance(please include the eye and hair color)
3-their age
4-if their a mister или weapon(please include their mister's name или their weapons name)
5-do Ты want them in a relationship with anyone(if yes than with who)
This is an fanfiction/rp for the amazing Аниме soul eater.
This fanfiction will be just like the Аниме just alittle different.
Please if Ты have any ideas или thoughts please share them I'd Любовь to see and read them.I may put them in the fanfic.
Well enough of that here's alittle about the characters.
The regular characters will be in the fanfic and Ты can make an oc character for the fanfic/rp.I even made afew myself.
There will be couples in the fanfic.the couplesI've decided to put in are soulXmaka and tsubakiXmufune.
if Ты want Ты can make еще than just 1 oc character,you can make up to 3 oc characters.
To make an oc character(s) put his или her
1-first and last name
2-their appearance(please include the eye and hair color)
3-their age
4-if their a mister или weapon(please include their mister's name или their weapons name)
5-do Ты want them in a relationship with anyone(if yes than with who)
I'm falling down my shadow
iki wo hisomete
maateiru deadly night
don't scary majo ga egaita
kobocha no basha mo
sono me ni utsuseru kara
see in your dreams yeah,baby
kowai yume da to shitemo
fairy blue kimi no tame ni
hoshi wo kudaki
kazaritsukta
black paper moon
shinjite kureta nara
when Ты Остаться в живых here I am forever with your soul
miagereba kagayaku
tsuki no youni
-NOTICE-
Ты may have yours alittle bit или a whole bunch of differences in mine and yours but,just to let Ты know that so Ты don't get confused ok!:3
iki wo hisomete
maateiru deadly night
don't scary majo ga egaita
kobocha no basha mo
sono me ni utsuseru kara
see in your dreams yeah,baby
kowai yume da to shitemo
fairy blue kimi no tame ni
hoshi wo kudaki
kazaritsukta
black paper moon
shinjite kureta nara
when Ты Остаться в живых here I am forever with your soul
miagereba kagayaku
tsuki no youni
-NOTICE-
Ты may have yours alittle bit или a whole bunch of differences in mine and yours but,just to let Ты know that so Ты don't get confused ok!:3