Chapter 17
Monday
My mom got me a job working st a summer camp. I will be starting Wednesday. Am I looking вперед to getting up early at 8am every morning? Heck no! My mom thinks I will make new friends. I don't think so.
Chapter 18
Wednesday
L. J was at summer camp and he was working there too. It was tons of fun working with him and everything was cool. Until something happened. He kissed me and I like it. Oh and bu the way, this is my last blog. I'm still friendless but at least o have a boyfriend that will always stick by my side. My sister Velvet is still being awesome. She will be going to college Далее week. I don't think keeping a blog is healthy. I need to communicate with actual people. So this is my last post. Goodbye blog!
Monday
My mom got me a job working st a summer camp. I will be starting Wednesday. Am I looking вперед to getting up early at 8am every morning? Heck no! My mom thinks I will make new friends. I don't think so.
Chapter 18
Wednesday
L. J was at summer camp and he was working there too. It was tons of fun working with him and everything was cool. Until something happened. He kissed me and I like it. Oh and bu the way, this is my last blog. I'm still friendless but at least o have a boyfriend that will always stick by my side. My sister Velvet is still being awesome. She will be going to college Далее week. I don't think keeping a blog is healthy. I need to communicate with actual people. So this is my last post. Goodbye blog!
Thursday
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water или something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system или something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if минуты I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water или something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system или something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if минуты I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
What a change Such a dramatic change
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
или looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
или looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame