Felt like I've been howling for - forever (?).
It seems like it's all I did these past few months.Geez...MONTHS!
Howling in grief, in desperation. Does she care? I don't think so. She's happy - happy beyond the borders of sanity, I realized bitterly.
I pushed forwrd with all my might, as fast as these four legs can. The bloodsucker drove even faster, I thought disdainfully.I howled once more.
I could hardly see their vehicle - the vehicle that would bring her to her doom - a doom she happily embraced.
I will kill you! I swear I will! I vowed.
I wished with all my сердце the bloodsucker could still hear my thoughts.
The tail lights are now fading. Like her, she's fading away from me.
I stopped. I can't catch up on her, try hard as I might, I can't. I realized I've always tried to catch up on her, tried to include myself in her perfect happy little world, not merely as her friend. I craved to play a bigger role. I could have been good for her.I howled once more.More grief - I succumbed to it.
I'm so sorry, man.. It was Seth. I growled, baring my teeth. The pack shied away from my thoughts. They knew better than to wallow tith me.
Oh! so, they pity me now?
I don't need your pity! I thought vehemently, arrogantly. I already pity myself, I thought weakly as I slowly lower myself on the ground. I shook my fur. I tried to shake the tears away, too. I covered my eyes with my paws, then whimpered.
All my efforts to keep her safe, alive - wasted! She's a sucker for death wishes. The girl who stirred - longing, grief, desperation, hopelessness, Любовь - all these inside me - thinking of her cold, lifeless - I cringed.
There's nothing Ты can do now, Jake. Quil thought.
Go away! Stay out of my mind!I really wish they could. I need to be alone - to suffer alone.
I let еще suffering seep into my whole consciousness.
The first time I saw her down at the beach.
The first time I danced ackwardly with her at her stupid prom.
The first time she brought me those darn motorcycles.
The first time I watched a movie with her - while Newton was gagging.
The first time I saved her life. The first time I realized I can't live without her.
The first time I realized I Любовь her with all my might.
The first time I kissed her, held her in my arms.
The first time I begged her to stay with me, to choose me.
The first time she realized she Любовь me, too.
The time she admitted, it wasn't enough.
The time I danced with her - and she officially belonged to another.
OUCH!
All those firsts, I'll glady relive them, pain included, over and over again, if it only means I won't lose her. How many times do I have to lose her? After all the firsts, I hope this would be the last.
Phase back, Jacob. Billy's concerned. Sam thought.
I can't. I won't be able to endure this. I thought
Jacob... Sam tried to start.
Command me to phase back, then. I thought bitterly.
Finally, silence...I'm already falling apart. All the broken pieces of my сердце - shattered, minced even more.
If only I could forget about her. But it would be like forgetting a huge part of my life. I couldn't. I wouldn't forget about her. Let all the grief and desperation start again. Let me savour it. I don't care. I won't forget her. I simply refuse to. I simply won't!
All the while, the tears never ceased...
It seems like it's all I did these past few months.Geez...MONTHS!
Howling in grief, in desperation. Does she care? I don't think so. She's happy - happy beyond the borders of sanity, I realized bitterly.
I pushed forwrd with all my might, as fast as these four legs can. The bloodsucker drove even faster, I thought disdainfully.I howled once more.
I could hardly see their vehicle - the vehicle that would bring her to her doom - a doom she happily embraced.
I will kill you! I swear I will! I vowed.
I wished with all my сердце the bloodsucker could still hear my thoughts.
The tail lights are now fading. Like her, she's fading away from me.
I stopped. I can't catch up on her, try hard as I might, I can't. I realized I've always tried to catch up on her, tried to include myself in her perfect happy little world, not merely as her friend. I craved to play a bigger role. I could have been good for her.I howled once more.More grief - I succumbed to it.
I'm so sorry, man.. It was Seth. I growled, baring my teeth. The pack shied away from my thoughts. They knew better than to wallow tith me.
Oh! so, they pity me now?
I don't need your pity! I thought vehemently, arrogantly. I already pity myself, I thought weakly as I slowly lower myself on the ground. I shook my fur. I tried to shake the tears away, too. I covered my eyes with my paws, then whimpered.
All my efforts to keep her safe, alive - wasted! She's a sucker for death wishes. The girl who stirred - longing, grief, desperation, hopelessness, Любовь - all these inside me - thinking of her cold, lifeless - I cringed.
There's nothing Ты can do now, Jake. Quil thought.
Go away! Stay out of my mind!I really wish they could. I need to be alone - to suffer alone.
I let еще suffering seep into my whole consciousness.
The first time I saw her down at the beach.
The first time I danced ackwardly with her at her stupid prom.
The first time she brought me those darn motorcycles.
The first time I watched a movie with her - while Newton was gagging.
The first time I saved her life. The first time I realized I can't live without her.
The first time I realized I Любовь her with all my might.
The first time I kissed her, held her in my arms.
The first time I begged her to stay with me, to choose me.
The first time she realized she Любовь me, too.
The time she admitted, it wasn't enough.
The time I danced with her - and she officially belonged to another.
OUCH!
All those firsts, I'll glady relive them, pain included, over and over again, if it only means I won't lose her. How many times do I have to lose her? After all the firsts, I hope this would be the last.
Phase back, Jacob. Billy's concerned. Sam thought.
I can't. I won't be able to endure this. I thought
Jacob... Sam tried to start.
Command me to phase back, then. I thought bitterly.
Finally, silence...I'm already falling apart. All the broken pieces of my сердце - shattered, minced even more.
If only I could forget about her. But it would be like forgetting a huge part of my life. I couldn't. I wouldn't forget about her. Let all the grief and desperation start again. Let me savour it. I don't care. I won't forget her. I simply refuse to. I simply won't!
All the while, the tears never ceased...
ok so here are a few rumors i heard over the course of the months after Eclipse came out,about Breaking Dawn.
the first rumor is that Breaking Dawn will be rated R. ok people i can officially Подтвердить that this is not true.Breaking Dawn will be rated PG-13.
the секунда rumor is that Zac Efron will be starring in Breaking Dawn. absolutely not, Zac Efron is sticking to his High School Musical stuff. good boy.
third rumor, is that Justin Bieber is going to be in the film for thirty seconds...nice try people.you must be thinking of men in black where M.J was on screen for 30 seconds.
finally,that Bella is getting replaced. ok girls, as MUCH as we wish this rumor was true...it's not.i know i know. we would ALL Любовь for kristen stewart to get replaced.sorry, maybe Далее time.
the first rumor is that Breaking Dawn will be rated R. ok people i can officially Подтвердить that this is not true.Breaking Dawn will be rated PG-13.
the секунда rumor is that Zac Efron will be starring in Breaking Dawn. absolutely not, Zac Efron is sticking to his High School Musical stuff. good boy.
third rumor, is that Justin Bieber is going to be in the film for thirty seconds...nice try people.you must be thinking of men in black where M.J was on screen for 30 seconds.
finally,that Bella is getting replaced. ok girls, as MUCH as we wish this rumor was true...it's not.i know i know. we would ALL Любовь for kristen stewart to get replaced.sorry, maybe Далее time.
Muse won an American Музыка Award as the best alternative rock artist. Ты can see their video from the Eclipse soundtrack of Neutron звезда Collision here. Unfortunately the Eclipse soundtrack did not win. It was beaten out of an award by the Хор soundtrack.
Opinion:
I've read that alot of people loved the Eclispe soundtrack...to be honest I dont even remember any of the songs on it! Now the Twilight soundtrack and the New Moon soundtrack I know by heart....I feel quilty that I dont feel the same about the Eclipse sountrack...but congrats to Muse!