I’m sorry I cant tell Ты really what going on.
It wasn’t meant to hurt.
For either of us.
I guess it did.
I panicked. Shit, I did.
I was happy but I was scared. How can happiness and fear exist at the same time, every time?
I wanted it bad. Wanted Ты badly.
For a long time.
When I got to know about what Ты felt, what Ты told, I was happy. Maybe after a long time.
After a really, really, long time.
You always did make me feel something I’ve rarely felt.
You ever always, sincerely, the rose among the thorns.
But I was scared.
One bitten twice shy couldn’t even cover it. I knew this was different. Ты liked me back right? I’ve know Ты for so long.
But convincing myself that maybe, just maybe, this time it would be different was hard.
I was so confused. Torn between Ты and the right thing. God, what a choice.
I don’t know why I made this worse. I knew what I wanted. I wanted you, I wanted what Ты offered and I wanted to be happy. So why did I throw it away because I was thinking about the right thing?
When was the right thing ever right? Wasn’t the wrong turn the best turn?
Is it?
I panicked. I thought ‘why should I risk getting hurt again? Its not worth it’.
So I put out all the reasons I’ve thought to convince myself that I don’t need a guy. Even if they liked me.
I wanted to be single, I’m not ready for a relationship, my parents wont like it.
Its not really valid, however true, is it?
I’m such a coward.
I’ve always сказал(-а) to myself that I was the type of girl who would never let the “clichéd” get in the way of what I wanted the most.
I guess I did.
Its late, so late, but I have to say.
I am sorry.
I panicked - no excuse - but always my bad.
You’ve never probably see this, but I just wanted to get it out.
It wasn’t meant to hurt. But it did. For me.
Because I just let go of a man who meant a lot еще to me than rock music, because apparently, my normal medicine rock, couldn’t even heal the pain I felt.
Here’s to You: An Apology too late.
It wasn’t meant to hurt.
For either of us.
I guess it did.
I panicked. Shit, I did.
I was happy but I was scared. How can happiness and fear exist at the same time, every time?
I wanted it bad. Wanted Ты badly.
For a long time.
When I got to know about what Ты felt, what Ты told, I was happy. Maybe after a long time.
After a really, really, long time.
You always did make me feel something I’ve rarely felt.
You ever always, sincerely, the rose among the thorns.
But I was scared.
One bitten twice shy couldn’t even cover it. I knew this was different. Ты liked me back right? I’ve know Ты for so long.
But convincing myself that maybe, just maybe, this time it would be different was hard.
I was so confused. Torn between Ты and the right thing. God, what a choice.
I don’t know why I made this worse. I knew what I wanted. I wanted you, I wanted what Ты offered and I wanted to be happy. So why did I throw it away because I was thinking about the right thing?
When was the right thing ever right? Wasn’t the wrong turn the best turn?
Is it?
I panicked. I thought ‘why should I risk getting hurt again? Its not worth it’.
So I put out all the reasons I’ve thought to convince myself that I don’t need a guy. Even if they liked me.
I wanted to be single, I’m not ready for a relationship, my parents wont like it.
Its not really valid, however true, is it?
I’m such a coward.
I’ve always сказал(-а) to myself that I was the type of girl who would never let the “clichéd” get in the way of what I wanted the most.
I guess I did.
Its late, so late, but I have to say.
I am sorry.
I panicked - no excuse - but always my bad.
You’ve never probably see this, but I just wanted to get it out.
It wasn’t meant to hurt. But it did. For me.
Because I just let go of a man who meant a lot еще to me than rock music, because apparently, my normal medicine rock, couldn’t even heal the pain I felt.
Here’s to You: An Apology too late.
The sun is up in the sky
i watch it in the big blue ksky
And i ask myslef,"why?"
i stare at the ceiling.
then i get a strange felling.
and this felling is still being.
and then i ask,"why?"
What do i see in those eyes?
what do i see in you?
even thought i still despise.
i always ask myslef,"why?"
ask me that question,"why?"
i say i dont know
they tell me dont lie
so then i speak th truth.
i know that in my heart
i will always Любовь you
your eyes that shine like he sun
being with Ты is always fun
one день i will tell you,hun
that Ты are the only one
sorry,not all the words rhyme.im not the best at making poems,but i wanted to share it with Ты anyways
i watch it in the big blue ksky
And i ask myslef,"why?"
i stare at the ceiling.
then i get a strange felling.
and this felling is still being.
and then i ask,"why?"
What do i see in those eyes?
what do i see in you?
even thought i still despise.
i always ask myslef,"why?"
ask me that question,"why?"
i say i dont know
they tell me dont lie
so then i speak th truth.
i know that in my heart
i will always Любовь you
your eyes that shine like he sun
being with Ты is always fun
one день i will tell you,hun
that Ты are the only one
sorry,not all the words rhyme.im not the best at making poems,but i wanted to share it with Ты anyways
Is it possible to fall in Любовь with someone you’ve never met
Your only knowledge stemming from information you’ve seen или read
Before I knew of his existence I would have stated no
Yet the first time I saw him my сердце begged to never let go
It isn’t rational
или logical
Though Любовь rarely is
I can’t make my сердце stop wishing that I held his
And I know it's stupid and silly to believe
In some kind of fairy tale
The perfect prince for me
But every time I see that smile
I can’t help but feel
That one день we could share
A Любовь that is real
Your only knowledge stemming from information you’ve seen или read
Before I knew of his existence I would have stated no
Yet the first time I saw him my сердце begged to never let go
It isn’t rational
или logical
Though Любовь rarely is
I can’t make my сердце stop wishing that I held his
And I know it's stupid and silly to believe
In some kind of fairy tale
The perfect prince for me
But every time I see that smile
I can’t help but feel
That one день we could share
A Любовь that is real