**Authors Notice- This chapter mostly revolves around Hutch and reveals some other info that will be important later in the story**
*Hutch's POV*
I couldn't believe that Winston was actually allowing Blackjack to stay here. He knew too damn well my beef with the likes of outsiders, and here he was welcoming him. Winston was like a father to me, ever since my dad died he had taken me in like a son and treated me no different than he did Kate или Lilly. But this, it probably would have hurt less if he would have sunk his claws into my back.
What was worse, was that he didn't even have the decency to tell me his reasoning. Was he trying to teach me something? или just blissfully ignorant of how angry I was? Either way I was going to make it my personal mission to never take my eyes off of this new comer.
"Hey Hutch," I heard someone shout from behind me. I turned around to see Winston's daughter Lilly walking up behind me. She may have been an omega but she was a good friend.
"Hey Lilly, where's Garth," I asked trying to keep the subject off of me.
"Oh he's back at the логово, ден taking a nap and I didn't want to disturb him," she сказал(-а) shyly. I noticed that she had gone back to wearing her hair in front of her eye, not that I minded. Honestly I thought it looked better this way.
"Why so lonely," she asked suddenly. I felt my сердце skip a beat and my brain searched frantically for an answer.
"I uh, just finished my alpha duties early and figured I would take a walk," I replied nervously. She didn't know the truth about todays importance, but then again, not a lot of Волки did.
"Well would Ты like some company," she asked sweetly. I almost teared up a bit at her kindness.
"Sure, I'd Любовь some," I сказал(-а) holding back a choking sob.
"Hey Hutch, how come I never see Ты at the moonlight howl,"
"You're just full of Вопросы aren't you," I laughed trying to quickly change the subject. She giggled but refused to let up.
"I'm serious, Ты should find someone to go with, I'm sure there are a bunch of girls who would Любовь to go with you," I blushed at that. It was the closest thing to a compliment I had gotten in two years.
"Maybe at one time there were, but I guess I'm just to old for that anymore," I sighed, knowing very well that I would have killed for a date.
"Oh stop being so modest Hutch, you're like the strongest alpha I know, I'm surprised there aren't dozens of girls lined up for you," why did she have to be so nice?
"At one point, there were, but that was before they realized someone had already украл, палантин me," oh shit.
"No way what was her name," Lilly asked excitedly. There was no way I was digging Maytag out of this one.
"Well, that's kind of a touchy subject, I'd rather not go that much into detail," I hoped she would understand and just drop it.
"Aw well can Ты at least tell me what she was like," should have just told Lilly her name.
"She uh, she was the sweetest girl I'd ever met. She always knew how to make me smile. And she was the most beautiful волк I had ever met,"
"Hey Hutch are Ты alright," Lilly asked. Oh shit, I got so caught up in my memories I didn't notice that I was starting to cry. I quickly turned away and started to wipe away my tears.
"I'm fine, it's nothing really," but it wasn't nothing. It was much еще than that. Every time I tried to think about her I would break down and start sobbing. A two год old scar that still hadn't healed. And never would.
"Hutch I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make Ты cry," Lilly apologized.
"No Lilly it's fine really," I сказал(-а) trying to keep her feelings from being hurt.
"Are Ты sure, I really didn't mean to make Ты cry," she сказал(-а) again.
"I promise I'm fine, but, if you'll excuse me, Winston wants me to talk something over with Candu," I lied. She nodded but it was like she had become disheartened.
"Alright, I'll talk to Ты later I guess," she сказал(-а) before turning and quickly walking off. I didn't mean to make her feel bad, I really didn't. So just in case she was still watching, I went looking for Candu. With any luck he had abandoned Blackjack and I could talk to him privately.
"Oh Hutch," called yet another interrupting voice. Ii turned to see Eve walling up to me with a bright smile.
"Yes Eve," I asked curiously trying to act like nothing had happened earlier.
"How are Ты feeling dear," she asked kindly. There was no point in telling her I was fine, she knew I wasn't.
"No better and no worse than I have since then," I replied. She sighed and shook her hear as if she were disappointed.
"Hutch, it's been two years now, what would Ты have wanted her to do if she were in your position," she asked. She knew I hated this question.
"I would have wanted her to Переместить on," I replied looking away from her.
"And I know she would want Ты to do the same,"
"I know Eve, but it's hard to let go of her,"
"I know dear, letting go of a loved one is never easy. But please make this the год Ты Переместить on, if Ты don't do it for your own health, do it for her. I'm not going to scold Ты any further, but Ты need to understand that it's for your own good," with that she quickly gave me a hug and walked away. As much as I didn't want to believe it, I knew that everything she сказал(-а) was true. But that didn't make it hurt any less. Eve had turned my lie around, now I needed to talk to Candu, badly.
I walked around for a while looking at all the different places her could have been at. I had no luck at any of them. Luckily I managed to run across Garth, who I guess was looking for Lilly.
"Hey Garth have Ты seen Candu anywhere," I asked him.
"Yeah, he's down at the feeding grounds with some new guy, Ты seen Lilly anywhere," I grit my teeth to hear he was still with Blackjack but then tried to calm myself down.
"I saw her a few минуты назад but I don't know where she went," I replied with a shrug and turned away. I didn't want to get dragged into a meaningless conversation. I went to the feeding grounds and sure enough there sat Candu with Blackjack. Candu noticed me and whispered something to Blackjack before standing up and walking over to me.
"Candu, we need to talk," I сказал(-а) as he stated to say something. He nodded and I turned to lead him out of earshot.
"Hutch, I know what this is about, and believe me Ты can trust Blackjack. He's a very nice wolf-"
"Candu, Ты remember what I сказал(-а) back then, it's my own choice and I'll live by it. That день changed my life forever, and it's because of him that I'll never trust another outsider ever again,"
"Come on, at least give the poor guy a chance, believe me, he's not capable of doing something bad,"
"Candu, you're my friend and I won't argue with you, but I just know at some point he's done something bad. He may not admit it, but I see it in his eyes. It's the same cold stare I saw from he who should never be named,"
"I know they look alike, but Blackjack isn't as sadistic as Ты know who was. Something about him seems hurt, like he Остаться в живых someone dear to him,"
"Believe me Candu, once you've stared into the eyes of one killer, you've seen the eyes of all killers. Think what Ты want about him, but I know he's a killer. Just make sure he never comes near this place," I concluded as I took my usual сиденье, место, сиденья in front of the grave. It was hidden away in the forest just enough to be invisible, unless Ты knew where it was.
"I'll give Ты a minute," Candu сказал(-а) as he turned and walked out of sight.
"It's been two years since I Остаться в живых you. Two, long, miserable years that I've had to suffer without you. I'm sorry I didn't bring any Цветы today, but I promise I'll bring Ты some tomorrow. But, they all want me to Переместить on, and I can't, not without fearing Ты wouldn't approve. I miss Ты baby, so much," it all became too much. I broke down into a flood of tears and cried in the place I had been for a long time now. I looked up at the stone I had engraved myself for her. 'Victoria R.I.P I will always Любовь you.'
*Hutch's POV*
I couldn't believe that Winston was actually allowing Blackjack to stay here. He knew too damn well my beef with the likes of outsiders, and here he was welcoming him. Winston was like a father to me, ever since my dad died he had taken me in like a son and treated me no different than he did Kate или Lilly. But this, it probably would have hurt less if he would have sunk his claws into my back.
What was worse, was that he didn't even have the decency to tell me his reasoning. Was he trying to teach me something? или just blissfully ignorant of how angry I was? Either way I was going to make it my personal mission to never take my eyes off of this new comer.
"Hey Hutch," I heard someone shout from behind me. I turned around to see Winston's daughter Lilly walking up behind me. She may have been an omega but she was a good friend.
"Hey Lilly, where's Garth," I asked trying to keep the subject off of me.
"Oh he's back at the логово, ден taking a nap and I didn't want to disturb him," she сказал(-а) shyly. I noticed that she had gone back to wearing her hair in front of her eye, not that I minded. Honestly I thought it looked better this way.
"Why so lonely," she asked suddenly. I felt my сердце skip a beat and my brain searched frantically for an answer.
"I uh, just finished my alpha duties early and figured I would take a walk," I replied nervously. She didn't know the truth about todays importance, but then again, not a lot of Волки did.
"Well would Ты like some company," she asked sweetly. I almost teared up a bit at her kindness.
"Sure, I'd Любовь some," I сказал(-а) holding back a choking sob.
"Hey Hutch, how come I never see Ты at the moonlight howl,"
"You're just full of Вопросы aren't you," I laughed trying to quickly change the subject. She giggled but refused to let up.
"I'm serious, Ты should find someone to go with, I'm sure there are a bunch of girls who would Любовь to go with you," I blushed at that. It was the closest thing to a compliment I had gotten in two years.
"Maybe at one time there were, but I guess I'm just to old for that anymore," I sighed, knowing very well that I would have killed for a date.
"Oh stop being so modest Hutch, you're like the strongest alpha I know, I'm surprised there aren't dozens of girls lined up for you," why did she have to be so nice?
"At one point, there were, but that was before they realized someone had already украл, палантин me," oh shit.
"No way what was her name," Lilly asked excitedly. There was no way I was digging Maytag out of this one.
"Well, that's kind of a touchy subject, I'd rather not go that much into detail," I hoped she would understand and just drop it.
"Aw well can Ты at least tell me what she was like," should have just told Lilly her name.
"She uh, she was the sweetest girl I'd ever met. She always knew how to make me smile. And she was the most beautiful волк I had ever met,"
"Hey Hutch are Ты alright," Lilly asked. Oh shit, I got so caught up in my memories I didn't notice that I was starting to cry. I quickly turned away and started to wipe away my tears.
"I'm fine, it's nothing really," but it wasn't nothing. It was much еще than that. Every time I tried to think about her I would break down and start sobbing. A two год old scar that still hadn't healed. And never would.
"Hutch I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make Ты cry," Lilly apologized.
"No Lilly it's fine really," I сказал(-а) trying to keep her feelings from being hurt.
"Are Ты sure, I really didn't mean to make Ты cry," she сказал(-а) again.
"I promise I'm fine, but, if you'll excuse me, Winston wants me to talk something over with Candu," I lied. She nodded but it was like she had become disheartened.
"Alright, I'll talk to Ты later I guess," she сказал(-а) before turning and quickly walking off. I didn't mean to make her feel bad, I really didn't. So just in case she was still watching, I went looking for Candu. With any luck he had abandoned Blackjack and I could talk to him privately.
"Oh Hutch," called yet another interrupting voice. Ii turned to see Eve walling up to me with a bright smile.
"Yes Eve," I asked curiously trying to act like nothing had happened earlier.
"How are Ты feeling dear," she asked kindly. There was no point in telling her I was fine, she knew I wasn't.
"No better and no worse than I have since then," I replied. She sighed and shook her hear as if she were disappointed.
"Hutch, it's been two years now, what would Ты have wanted her to do if she were in your position," she asked. She knew I hated this question.
"I would have wanted her to Переместить on," I replied looking away from her.
"And I know she would want Ты to do the same,"
"I know Eve, but it's hard to let go of her,"
"I know dear, letting go of a loved one is never easy. But please make this the год Ты Переместить on, if Ты don't do it for your own health, do it for her. I'm not going to scold Ты any further, but Ты need to understand that it's for your own good," with that she quickly gave me a hug and walked away. As much as I didn't want to believe it, I knew that everything she сказал(-а) was true. But that didn't make it hurt any less. Eve had turned my lie around, now I needed to talk to Candu, badly.
I walked around for a while looking at all the different places her could have been at. I had no luck at any of them. Luckily I managed to run across Garth, who I guess was looking for Lilly.
"Hey Garth have Ты seen Candu anywhere," I asked him.
"Yeah, he's down at the feeding grounds with some new guy, Ты seen Lilly anywhere," I grit my teeth to hear he was still with Blackjack but then tried to calm myself down.
"I saw her a few минуты назад but I don't know where she went," I replied with a shrug and turned away. I didn't want to get dragged into a meaningless conversation. I went to the feeding grounds and sure enough there sat Candu with Blackjack. Candu noticed me and whispered something to Blackjack before standing up and walking over to me.
"Candu, we need to talk," I сказал(-а) as he stated to say something. He nodded and I turned to lead him out of earshot.
"Hutch, I know what this is about, and believe me Ты can trust Blackjack. He's a very nice wolf-"
"Candu, Ты remember what I сказал(-а) back then, it's my own choice and I'll live by it. That день changed my life forever, and it's because of him that I'll never trust another outsider ever again,"
"Come on, at least give the poor guy a chance, believe me, he's not capable of doing something bad,"
"Candu, you're my friend and I won't argue with you, but I just know at some point he's done something bad. He may not admit it, but I see it in his eyes. It's the same cold stare I saw from he who should never be named,"
"I know they look alike, but Blackjack isn't as sadistic as Ты know who was. Something about him seems hurt, like he Остаться в живых someone dear to him,"
"Believe me Candu, once you've stared into the eyes of one killer, you've seen the eyes of all killers. Think what Ты want about him, but I know he's a killer. Just make sure he never comes near this place," I concluded as I took my usual сиденье, место, сиденья in front of the grave. It was hidden away in the forest just enough to be invisible, unless Ты knew where it was.
"I'll give Ты a minute," Candu сказал(-а) as he turned and walked out of sight.
"It's been two years since I Остаться в живых you. Two, long, miserable years that I've had to suffer without you. I'm sorry I didn't bring any Цветы today, but I promise I'll bring Ты some tomorrow. But, they all want me to Переместить on, and I can't, not without fearing Ты wouldn't approve. I miss Ты baby, so much," it all became too much. I broke down into a flood of tears and cried in the place I had been for a long time now. I looked up at the stone I had engraved myself for her. 'Victoria R.I.P I will always Любовь you.'
i rap better it makes that air breath let loose.
go head call me gay i be runnin through the улица, уличный with my buds with high shoes;
yeah theyre aint much to do down the street.
now we be rappin through the corner yeah we infinites but we been stoppin be the po-lice.
Эй, pretty lady-
keep lookin sexy, maybe Ты can call me;
keep lookin like Ты aint interested but inside i make ur mouth grindin without no teeth,
(uh)
Ты look at me like im some shit,
yeah Ты cant lie,
say it to my face yeah never mind Ты way 'bove my height
how bout i give Ты an explict,
im like an overdozed bitch
im to greedy to cast spells yeah im for sale no еще less than a buck fifthy,
dont bother me when im sittin 'sippin soda under 'neath a tree.
let my body dry,
autumn effects myrhymes now they be fallin leafs.......
go head call me gay i be runnin through the улица, уличный with my buds with high shoes;
yeah theyre aint much to do down the street.
now we be rappin through the corner yeah we infinites but we been stoppin be the po-lice.
Эй, pretty lady-
keep lookin sexy, maybe Ты can call me;
keep lookin like Ты aint interested but inside i make ur mouth grindin without no teeth,
(uh)
Ты look at me like im some shit,
yeah Ты cant lie,
say it to my face yeah never mind Ты way 'bove my height
how bout i give Ты an explict,
im like an overdozed bitch
im to greedy to cast spells yeah im for sale no еще less than a buck fifthy,
dont bother me when im sittin 'sippin soda under 'neath a tree.
let my body dry,
autumn effects myrhymes now they be fallin leafs.......
Looks like im under in this bridge,
Fall all over til it no longer tilts
Then it builds UP!
After this bridge im just gonna chill,
But I aint got no time to kill.
Need to fight to death; wait til I catch my breath-
In a sec I rip out Ready to conceal-
Eliminate every rapper in the forest with just a fist-
Fuck it I spit it all, yeah im infinite
Meanin,
I fuck Ты all.
Play down by the улица, уличный while the opponent takes my ball;
I aint got no time to write no еще rhymes
Now Ты die…but that’ll be a draw;
Cause Ты Собаки chewed up ya collars,
перфоратор, удар, пунш ‘n kick Показать how Ты win,
But ya aint no bawlers- freestyle lane of freedom
Sayin you’re the big deal… whatcha breathin?
Ты breathin’ weed
I’d be breedin for those type of wimen semen (ha-ha)
Just kiddin,
Ya need infinite follow the broken trees yeah its my district……
Yeah, infinite
Fall all over til it no longer tilts
Then it builds UP!
After this bridge im just gonna chill,
But I aint got no time to kill.
Need to fight to death; wait til I catch my breath-
In a sec I rip out Ready to conceal-
Eliminate every rapper in the forest with just a fist-
Fuck it I spit it all, yeah im infinite
Meanin,
I fuck Ты all.
Play down by the улица, уличный while the opponent takes my ball;
I aint got no time to write no еще rhymes
Now Ты die…but that’ll be a draw;
Cause Ты Собаки chewed up ya collars,
перфоратор, удар, пунш ‘n kick Показать how Ты win,
But ya aint no bawlers- freestyle lane of freedom
Sayin you’re the big deal… whatcha breathin?
Ты breathin’ weed
I’d be breedin for those type of wimen semen (ha-ha)
Just kiddin,
Ya need infinite follow the broken trees yeah its my district……
Yeah, infinite
all i had remember was mission breifing and jumping out of that plane. MEAN while in cuba the ice cream фургон, ван swung around the streets and into the school parkinglot the secret service limo pulled in aswell and a special agent stepped out and the man in the surgeons mask slowly trotted away the cuban guard gave him a funny look the man walked and continued onward and the фургон, ван exploded into a fiery burst. meanwhile at special agent kate sanchez`s house...mableburst what kind of word is that kate i dont know Ты know your buy`ing ужин right? yeah i do kate. (KNOCK) (KNOCK) (KNOCK) oh how convinent ok so what do i owe you? nothing *gunshot* get HER *GUNSHOT* to be continued...
"hey mom come here." I said.
She came up to me. "what now Jacob?"
"smell this." I said.
She was just about to but then my sister found something in a room.
"mom! Look at this!" she said.
I hate my sister. She always thinks she's the shit and shes better than everyone. My mom likes her еще because she 'understands' her.
This house creeped me out for some reason. I didn't feel welcome to this place. Ты know when Ты pass by a house and Ты can tell that there is a wierd past to it? That's what I felt.
"you have a text message!" сказал(-а) my phone. It does that when I get a text. I looked at it. The number was 1-666-666-6666. What a wierd number. I looked at the text. I read it.
"3 days from now, try to hide. I will find you."
(again, sorry it's so short. Need to come up with ideas)
End of part 2
She came up to me. "what now Jacob?"
"smell this." I said.
She was just about to but then my sister found something in a room.
"mom! Look at this!" she said.
I hate my sister. She always thinks she's the shit and shes better than everyone. My mom likes her еще because she 'understands' her.
This house creeped me out for some reason. I didn't feel welcome to this place. Ты know when Ты pass by a house and Ты can tell that there is a wierd past to it? That's what I felt.
"you have a text message!" сказал(-а) my phone. It does that when I get a text. I looked at it. The number was 1-666-666-6666. What a wierd number. I looked at the text. I read it.
"3 days from now, try to hide. I will find you."
(again, sorry it's so short. Need to come up with ideas)
End of part 2
"if Ты think your better than me...
Ты probably are..
u say im weak...
i may be but u say i care to much and im a weak pussy well..
. guess what...
after that you'll be looking up at me,
if Ты mess with me and get between us i will hurt you..
if i care about something you;ll know it,
if i Любовь someone ill Показать it,
when Ты interfere with me and who i Любовь Ты will get hurt....
after all this happens..
then see if im weak..
i might not be."
U try and call me out,
Ill call u out, if u mess with me,
Ull get the worst of me,
When i Любовь ull know it,
Ill Показать it,
The only thing that can stop me is,
My trye one......
Ты probably are..
u say im weak...
i may be but u say i care to much and im a weak pussy well..
. guess what...
after that you'll be looking up at me,
if Ты mess with me and get between us i will hurt you..
if i care about something you;ll know it,
if i Любовь someone ill Показать it,
when Ты interfere with me and who i Любовь Ты will get hurt....
after all this happens..
then see if im weak..
i might not be."
U try and call me out,
Ill call u out, if u mess with me,
Ull get the worst of me,
When i Любовь ull know it,
Ill Показать it,
The only thing that can stop me is,
My trye one......