bella swan-cullen

The room was silent , no-one spoke a word as i entered the room.
Tanna laid silent in the deepth of my hair.
A chilled palm rested on my shoulder, i turned.
"I can take her, if Ты want bell" Rose offered.
i tightened my grip on my baby. no i wanted to keep her, i needed something to hold on to, now with Edward.
"no it's ok Rose, i need her" i moaned silently.
I heard low groans and murmurs from Carlisle.
I scuffed my feet accross the floor.
I glided past Alice who seemed all healed, well that one down, one to go.
edward came into sight.
I Остаться в живых all breathe, and stength in my legs, i felt esme's...

"hey bella, wake up ,bella" Alice whispered while she shook me awake lightly. i woke from a deep sleep, i tried to shake off the exhustgin off my eyes. I just wanted еще time, i felt like i was back at school, early mornings. but i dont why it was such a surprise anyway, being a mother of a 4 месяц old, really gets Ты up at all hours.
"im sorry, Bella, but i was going to do the shopping for you. what do Ты need? what do i get?? i haven't been shopping a long time." she chuckled. This was the first time she has smiled the since port angles trip. I dont remember much. only because i was knocked...

Waking to his side. what еще can be said.

A light knock sounded from the door a few feet away.
"Bella"i knew this voice, my best friend, Alice.
"Yeah come in" i groaned. I still felt hazy from the night before. man i have a lot of explaining to do.. how my сердце will need a excuse.a pretty good one. but what the hell, wow i feel like a rebel, noew i feel like a loser for jsut thinking that...
Alice stepped throught the door so gracefully, she put Ангелы to shame, i rocked back, she was soo beautiful, she dressed in a caress voilet jumpsuit, it clung to every perfection of her body, oh my envy....

ok i really cant remember who i promised chapter 14 to, so this is that person, that will remember, im soo sorrryyy!!!!

anyhoo!
JACOBS POV!

I wasnt listen to the argue, i jsut knew that i ran, i ran the whole distance that was between me and where bella lied.
This was like de ja vu.
her hair parted on her neck, there for the first time, i have ever notice, the block letters.
SPELLED OUT HIS NAME, HIS NAME.
i stopped still. i froze, stunded. how could i be such a fool, how did i ever feel that i could ever heal the parts of her сердце that was broken.
She would hold on forever if she was allowed....

i woke with the sun lieing on my legs, and alone,
i rolled to see jacobs side empty, but what could i expect, this was the morning routine, the way it was was since our marriage five months ago.
he had his werewolf duties along side sam.I dont know why this morning felt different to every other.i had a feeling today was different, like for some reason today is a день i was going to remember and jacob wasnt there to see what it was.
It was early 9.00, and i was shocked to see the sun, out , instead of the gloomy clouds as always.
I had hoped to raise Tanna in Pheonix, in the sun and the heat,...

Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. Ты were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out,...

i opened my eyelids to see my mother hiding in my fathers arms looking so sad like someone had just died. "mum....?" i whispered knowing she could hear. "nessie something horrible has happened"
she spoke in a soft but sad tone. My dad helped her outside where she sat Далее to esme who's back was turned so i couldn't see her face. Rose and emmet sat Далее to them hand in hand and looking even sader than mum. Dad pulled a chair Далее to the постель, кровати and looked at me. His golden eyes filled with sadness. "nessie, Ты are sick and even though this is a hard time for us Ты will not be allowed to cry." he...

Esme: So Carlisle, hunnybunchsugarpiebubblegumyumyumbabyhuggybear,
as I was saying, i really think that Rosalie should dye her hair red.

Carlisle: And why is that Esme, myonetruelovesentfromheaventosavemefromthepitsofhellinearth?

Esme: Cz i сказал(-а) so. *holds knife*

Carlisle:Okay...........

Bella: *sits between them* i thought Ты couldn't kill a vampire with a knife.

Esme: *hides knife* what knife? do Ты see any knives here muffincakes? *glares at muffincakes, ahem, Carlisle*

Bella: you're very forgetful Esme. The one Ты hid just now, silly silly Esme *shakes head. Look! Edward's gracefully skipping...

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osalie and Renesmee went hunting together today, alone. It was hard to pry Nessie away from Jacob, but Rosalie… well, has a way with words. She can leave even Jacob speechless, sometimes. Her Любовь for Nessie is immeasurable, though. Rosalie can fill some of the void that plagues her existence by having Nessie around. The main reason Rosalie dislikes being what we are… vampires, is because she will never be able to birth her own child, be a mother. For that, she has an excessive amount of resentment towards me. I managed to enter this ceaseless life with...

Эй, guys, this is my first Фан fic, i don't think i'm a good writer but i just thought i would try. Also thank Ты to Keppie who without her i wouldn't have made half of this story.


Bella's POV


I pulled into my driveway in my old, red Chevy truck, i had, had a very long день and i was tired and exhausted, all i wanted to do was go too sleep.

*Flashback*

Edward and his family were all on a hunting trip, leaving me behind with nothing to do all день except go to school. Atleast if they all went this was a short trip, so Edward would be Главная tomorrow morning when i wake up. I still remember the...

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Edward, Nessie and I spent the день with Charlie and Sue. Sue cooked a huge dinner, actually. We had insisted on coming over after dinner, and insisted… and insisted. They didn’t seem to want to take “no” for an answer however. Once there, we had to play it off like we had forgotten and already ate. That was odd. Something I’m getting somewhat used to though.

After ужин I helped Sue clean the таблица and dishes. She had accidentally bumped into me and had a shocked look on her face. I half smiled at her before she blurted out “Wow Bella, your body...

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Sorry this chapter has taken so long -my computer brok so I had to re write it!!!- but enjoy!
Amber

Running, breathing, living, hunting, fighting and Jake. These were the only five words running through my head right now. We hadn’t been running long and I was still at the front of the круг with Jake. As we ran I could almost smell the danger approaching us. I knew that the others were trying not to Показать their anxiety around me but I knew that these newborns weren’t as new any еще and were becoming better fighters by the day.
“Stop,” I herd Alice call from behind me, “The newborns...

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Sorry for the delay I have had some sever mental block and I couldnt think of anything to write LOL! Enjoy chapter 12 and remember to feedback and keep looking for chapter 13! Amber/Twilightsauce.


I smiled as my eyelids fluttered open. The sun was streaming in through the window making my skin glitter in a mysterious way but not sparkling like the rest of my vampire family. I knew that Jacob was awake because everything was silent- Jake was the LOUDEST snorer ever. I propped myself up on two of the fluffy pillows to get a better view of his face. Jacobs’s eyes were closed but he had...

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"bella"
i rolled towards the voice, it was a instant recreation, a reflex, something my body always did for taht voice.
i fluttered my eyes to open, to see a fuzzy black shadow kneeled before me. I groaned, i was soo tired, i that i swear i could jsut crash in front of them.
"Bella" he whispered. i felt his cool breath on my face. oh the smell. I swear the smell was jsut intoxicating, the smell that i remembered anywhere no matter how long i had been without it.
It was somthing no matter how much to lenght of time, this habit never died out....

it was the день before my 16th birthday and after that i would be as big as i ever would be i would be еще grown up than ever and even better, i would be with jake, the Любовь of my life. i lay on my постель, кровати not moving so that none of my family could hear. It was impossible for me to have a midnight snack because my mother was always up never sleeping and so was my dad and the other cullens.
But then again my parents wanted me to have a midnight snack because that was the rare occasion that i ate normal food. I nimbly tiptoed down the stairs and went to check on jake. i was a bit puzzled at why no...