feelings
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because Ты do not exist much...
Why do Ты run away from such a place as this?
Ты liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. Ты like and Любовь this place...
Ты born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?
I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt Остаться в живых without Ты and like I lose Ты more, repeatedly each day...
I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will Ты stay for me, then… by my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with Ты as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to Ты that I will not run away-from Ты или from the Soul Society! Can you?
I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I Любовь you... and want to Любовь Ты еще again...
I am missing Ты and losing Ты as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...
Every time I think of losing you, Ты fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...
However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few еще minutes...
Gin, just want to ask some Вопросы of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would Ты do the same thing for me?
Would Ты sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will Ты save me when I need your help?
Would Ты do those things for me?
I do not know.
I do not even know if I will ever meet Ты again- in the Soul Society или elsewhere, but I hope I can meet Ты there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting Ты wherever, anywhere and I cannot медведь to think about that...
I just can cry and еще and еще within I cry waiting you... just waiting for Ты to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing еще of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...
Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...
