A poem that I found that I had written a few months ago
Why is it
the person I need most,
says He's there for me,
but yet He's so so far away?
Why is it
someone so mighty,
so powerful and huge,
has a voice that's impossible to hear?
Why is it
that when I give Him my sorrow,
and He takes it with no question,
еще comes and quickly takes its place?
Why is it
that I'm supposed to follow His command,
and do what He says,
but He won't give me directions?
Why is it
that I should believe a practical stranger loves me
when those who know me best
say that lie to my face?
Why is it
no matter how hard I fight
to stay in the light,
the dark always seems to take me prisoner?
Why is it
that I can say I'll change
but when opportunity strikes
I flee for my dear life?
Why is it
despite everything I've done wrong
He still offers me a refuge
a place I can call home?
Someone tell me
that all of this makes sense,
that my worries are useless,
and it's okay to live.
Why is it
the person I need most,
says He's there for me,
but yet He's so so far away?
Why is it
someone so mighty,
so powerful and huge,
has a voice that's impossible to hear?
Why is it
that when I give Him my sorrow,
and He takes it with no question,
еще comes and quickly takes its place?
Why is it
that I'm supposed to follow His command,
and do what He says,
but He won't give me directions?
Why is it
that I should believe a practical stranger loves me
when those who know me best
say that lie to my face?
Why is it
no matter how hard I fight
to stay in the light,
the dark always seems to take me prisoner?
Why is it
that I can say I'll change
but when opportunity strikes
I flee for my dear life?
Why is it
despite everything I've done wrong
He still offers me a refuge
a place I can call home?
Someone tell me
that all of this makes sense,
that my worries are useless,
and it's okay to live.
What is the truth? How do we know that God exists? I'm an Atheist but my whole life Jack has raised me as a Christian. Everywhere I look I see pain, hurt, false hope, and death. Why does God let us suffer? Why does He let his daughters get raped and His sons get abused? Why does He let brothers kill brothers? I'm a non-beleiver, a unwanted, a broken... But there are times when I believe in Him. What if the Bible is not the truth? How do we know if we aren't just pawns for Satan and God? If God really does exist, why are so many innocent people die? Who exists and who doesn't? What is the truth?