i open my eyes
invisible
a loner in a dark abyss
surrounded by endless oxygen
my only friend.
during день im average
alone im nothing but my own enemy.
Everyone thinks im so funny
never serious
use to be alone. shy
dont like this feeling.
empty completely
no emotions consume me.
just the dark shell surrounding me.
i want to break through it
but it hardens as i make the gesture
my mind is blank
never thought id be perfect
never thought id be in a dark abyss.
i want to find a friend that wont decieve me
all i want is a best friend. . .
invisible
a loner in a dark abyss
surrounded by endless oxygen
my only friend.
during день im average
alone im nothing but my own enemy.
Everyone thinks im so funny
never serious
use to be alone. shy
dont like this feeling.
empty completely
no emotions consume me.
just the dark shell surrounding me.
i want to break through it
but it hardens as i make the gesture
my mind is blank
never thought id be perfect
never thought id be in a dark abyss.
i want to find a friend that wont decieve me
all i want is a best friend. . .
Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto Ты
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
Ты shake and cringe
Ты stare and Ты wave
Ты grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
Ты whisper a note
Ты whisper a love
Ты turn to walk
but find Ты can't move
Ты take some breathes
and count to 10
Ты hold on to chest
once again
Ты start to calm down
Ты start to see
Ты find a mirror
and see what he now see's
Ты whisper soft
but yet still clear
Ты take one еще breath
and start to quiver
Ты shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could Любовь Ты and still it was never enough?'
what happens Далее is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that Ты realised
Ты were еще than enough
and Ты always had been
it wasn't Ты
it wasn't Ты and him
it was him that Ты didn't see
who played Ты along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto Ты
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
Ты shake and cringe
Ты stare and Ты wave
Ты grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
Ты whisper a note
Ты whisper a love
Ты turn to walk
but find Ты can't move
Ты take some breathes
and count to 10
Ты hold on to chest
once again
Ты start to calm down
Ты start to see
Ты find a mirror
and see what he now see's
Ты whisper soft
but yet still clear
Ты take one еще breath
and start to quiver
Ты shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could Любовь Ты and still it was never enough?'
what happens Далее is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that Ты realised
Ты were еще than enough
and Ты always had been
it wasn't Ты
it wasn't Ты and him
it was him that Ты didn't see
who played Ты along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As Ты know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and овца, овцы (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, или mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, куст, буш ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some Поэзия that the куст, буш had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", Ты know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some Поэзия that the куст, буш had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", Ты know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and Любовь another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and Любовь another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I сказал(-а) was true.
And when I сказал(-а) I Любовь you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought Ты would be there through the times that I needed Ты the most.
I thought Ты would be there to help me
When your Любовь was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking Ты would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I сказал(-а) was true.
And when I сказал(-а) I Любовь you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought Ты would be there through the times that I needed Ты the most.
I thought Ты would be there to help me
When your Любовь was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking Ты would be there catch me.
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Dream Of My Любовь So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Поцелуи and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This Любовь is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But еще dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see Ты someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My Любовь So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Поцелуи and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This Любовь is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But еще dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see Ты someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I don’t think I could ever Любовь someone like I loved you
Ты are my first and last Любовь
Ты go I go
Ты stay I stay
And Ты might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way Любовь is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
Ты will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So Ты can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains Ты can be my shelter.
I will tell Ты my feelings and Ты will tell me yours.
We can laugh and Kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
Ты can take me home
I will let Ты hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch Ты give me
I will be satisfied.
Ты are my first and last Любовь
Ты go I go
Ты stay I stay
And Ты might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way Любовь is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
Ты will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So Ты can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains Ты can be my shelter.
I will tell Ты my feelings and Ты will tell me yours.
We can laugh and Kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
Ты can take me home
I will let Ты hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch Ты give me
I will be satisfied.