Эй,
Guys, It's me , Ellen.
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with Ты guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my Друзья say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell Ты guys. I need to tell Ты guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as hell am not the strongest. I am weak and I will acknowledge that but I cannot take in all of the pain and suffering that is going on in your life. I am weak like that. I am incredibly sorry if I offended you. EVER. But i did not come here to point fingers. I came here to say THANK YOU. Thank Ты all for putting up with my weirdness (Mallory and Alli) and my complaints, and my stories. Thank Ты for being there at my hardest points in time, Thank Ты for shedding a tear for me. Thank Ты for being my sister или brother when I needed it most. Thank Ты for being my guardian Энджел regardless of what i have done. Thank Ты for staying by my side. Thank Ты for making me laugh, for making me cry. Thank Ты for letting me be me and thank Ты for welcoming me. Thank Ты for taking me in when it was raining outside. Thank Ты for pulling me out of black hole of worries, sadness and depression. Thank Ты for standing up for me like an older sibling. But most of all. THANK Ты FOR BEING MY DREAM FAMILY. I Любовь you. And Thank you...
Especially Alli, Sydney, Mallory, Annie, SG, and Daniel. I Любовь Ты guys and I don't know what i would do without Ты in my life.
Sincerly,
A heartfelt Writer. Ellen Love~
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with Ты guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my Друзья say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell Ты guys. I need to tell Ты guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as hell am not the strongest. I am weak and I will acknowledge that but I cannot take in all of the pain and suffering that is going on in your life. I am weak like that. I am incredibly sorry if I offended you. EVER. But i did not come here to point fingers. I came here to say THANK YOU. Thank Ты all for putting up with my weirdness (Mallory and Alli) and my complaints, and my stories. Thank Ты for being there at my hardest points in time, Thank Ты for shedding a tear for me. Thank Ты for being my sister или brother when I needed it most. Thank Ты for being my guardian Энджел regardless of what i have done. Thank Ты for staying by my side. Thank Ты for making me laugh, for making me cry. Thank Ты for letting me be me and thank Ты for welcoming me. Thank Ты for taking me in when it was raining outside. Thank Ты for pulling me out of black hole of worries, sadness and depression. Thank Ты for standing up for me like an older sibling. But most of all. THANK Ты FOR BEING MY DREAM FAMILY. I Любовь you. And Thank you...
Especially Alli, Sydney, Mallory, Annie, SG, and Daniel. I Любовь Ты guys and I don't know what i would do without Ты in my life.
Sincerly,
A heartfelt Writer. Ellen Love~
Once Upon A Time..
There was a little girl who was happy...
Until she grew up...
The mirror..
Something that scares people..
The person looking back at them is someone they don't want to see...
"Hey I just met you, and this is crazy! But your fat, so slit your wrist maybe?"
Words that will forever run through my head...
The mirror is the place where truth is,
Until it gets out of hand
Thinking oneself is fat when really all they are, are bones..
People live there life by the number at there feet,
Praying it's not over 100 или even higher then 90
To be skinnier is the goal that people would even die for
That's all they want is to be skinny until there Кости show..
This becomes peoples life and making them self skinny...
It;s killing teens today..
There was a little girl who was happy...
Until she grew up...
The mirror..
Something that scares people..
The person looking back at them is someone they don't want to see...
"Hey I just met you, and this is crazy! But your fat, so slit your wrist maybe?"
Words that will forever run through my head...
The mirror is the place where truth is,
Until it gets out of hand
Thinking oneself is fat when really all they are, are bones..
People live there life by the number at there feet,
Praying it's not over 100 или even higher then 90
To be skinnier is the goal that people would even die for
That's all they want is to be skinny until there Кости show..
This becomes peoples life and making them self skinny...
It;s killing teens today..
This is a song I made up!
~wHISPERS~
Until the End of time,
Until the end of me,
You'll be the death of me,
I dare Ты to пересекать, крест the line,
Because something curl waits for thee.
~Singing~
Broken inside
Feeling alive
Forced to defy
Who casts me aside
I'm waiting to be
Broken inside
Losing my mind
Gasping for life
Crashing through times
That drive me to find
The darkness behind
Will never run dry
But all still stand
~Chorus~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare Ты to пересекать, крест that line.
Because deep down I know
That I'm broken
I'm broken
~singing again~
The thinning line between
Ты and my sanity
Is quickly fading
I'm slowly sinking
Into Insane world we called love.
Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
Takes just a breath to cause a scream
It takes me to cause a tragedy
And slowly fading away...
~Chorus canon~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare Ты to пересекать, крест that line.
And deep down inside I'm fading because...
I'm Broken...
~wHISPERS~
Until the End of time,
Until the end of me,
You'll be the death of me,
I dare Ты to пересекать, крест the line,
Because something curl waits for thee.
~Singing~
Broken inside
Feeling alive
Forced to defy
Who casts me aside
I'm waiting to be
Broken inside
Losing my mind
Gasping for life
Crashing through times
That drive me to find
The darkness behind
Will never run dry
But all still stand
~Chorus~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare Ты to пересекать, крест that line.
Because deep down I know
That I'm broken
I'm broken
~singing again~
The thinning line between
Ты and my sanity
Is quickly fading
I'm slowly sinking
Into Insane world we called love.
Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
Takes just a breath to cause a scream
It takes me to cause a tragedy
And slowly fading away...
~Chorus canon~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare Ты to пересекать, крест that line.
And deep down inside I'm fading because...
I'm Broken...
Name: Izzy Rae Frostinialiga (Frost)
Age: 15
Parents: unknown ( searching for them)
Description: shocking, amazing blue eyes, pale milky white skin and long flowing silvery hair
clothes: a strapless blue tank вверх Показ belly and really short jeans, blue heels
siblings: none that she knows of
Friends: The fairy gang and two girls that she later finds out are her. Cousins, Sasha and Dana
Place shee grew up: Alfea
Izzy squeled as Farogonda lifted her arms to exagerate the boom of the облако in her story, "and then Izzy, the Winx gang took down Stormy and Darcey in a huge orb, witht the help of me and griffen, so Ты see that's how we beat the army of Decay!" Izzy smiled and curled up in bed, 6 years old and she was soooo interested in the ways of the witches, so exited for her freshmen год in 11 years that her fingers tingled and for one moment it was perfect.
Then that moment ended
Age: 15
Parents: unknown ( searching for them)
Description: shocking, amazing blue eyes, pale milky white skin and long flowing silvery hair
clothes: a strapless blue tank вверх Показ belly and really short jeans, blue heels
siblings: none that she knows of
Friends: The fairy gang and two girls that she later finds out are her. Cousins, Sasha and Dana
Place shee grew up: Alfea
Izzy squeled as Farogonda lifted her arms to exagerate the boom of the облако in her story, "and then Izzy, the Winx gang took down Stormy and Darcey in a huge orb, witht the help of me and griffen, so Ты see that's how we beat the army of Decay!" Izzy smiled and curled up in bed, 6 years old and she was soooo interested in the ways of the witches, so exited for her freshmen год in 11 years that her fingers tingled and for one moment it was perfect.
Then that moment ended
The life I am living
seems so unreal,
feels like an
endless scary toil,
as I fight
my deep-rooted fears,
unable to hold back
my tears
I pray that
my mind adheres
and my сердце also hears
my pleas...
I fear
that my soul
is being hoodwinked
by my mind
…my mean mind
that is so unkind
It simply delights
in the agony
Though I don’t think
it’s so funny
making me dance
to its tunes
as if I was a bunny...
My dream seems now
like a nightmare
As I feel intense
but bare
Never knew
I had to prepare
…to stare
at dark, starless
nights
missing those
lovely fights
we had…at midnights
those highlights
of our love...
seems so unreal,
feels like an
endless scary toil,
as I fight
my deep-rooted fears,
unable to hold back
my tears
I pray that
my mind adheres
and my сердце also hears
my pleas...
I fear
that my soul
is being hoodwinked
by my mind
…my mean mind
that is so unkind
It simply delights
in the agony
Though I don’t think
it’s so funny
making me dance
to its tunes
as if I was a bunny...
My dream seems now
like a nightmare
As I feel intense
but bare
Never knew
I had to prepare
…to stare
at dark, starless
nights
missing those
lovely fights
we had…at midnights
those highlights
of our love...