** just wanted Ты to know how much i Любовь Ты JT and i never meant to hurt Ты by fighting with Ты and i just want Ты to know that every word Ты read is true as hell -Bee **
Ok, Ты know how i used to tell Ты that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the день i found out Ты went to the hospital....i kept going to your Профиль and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) Опубликовано the bad news on your Стена and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with Ты Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment Ты told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the Далее day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with вишня and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI еще LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and вишня and сойка, джей reached your room Chris was already in there with Ты but Ты were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like Ты knew we were there and Ты woke up and me and вишня and сойка, джей just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about Ты или вишня или Spunky сойка, джей and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell Ты this cause i just want Ты to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about Ты and i just want Ты to know that i dont hate Ты and that i have ALWAYS LOVED Ты JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I Любовь вишня AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope Ты know that and i never wanna hurt Ты again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like Ты were ....i hope Ты get better and i am praying for you
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Bianca<3
Ok, Ты know how i used to tell Ты that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the день i found out Ты went to the hospital....i kept going to your Профиль and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) Опубликовано the bad news on your Стена and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with Ты Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment Ты told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the Далее day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with вишня and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI еще LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and вишня and сойка, джей reached your room Chris was already in there with Ты but Ты were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like Ты knew we were there and Ты woke up and me and вишня and сойка, джей just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about Ты или вишня или Spunky сойка, джей and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell Ты this cause i just want Ты to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about Ты and i just want Ты to know that i dont hate Ты and that i have ALWAYS LOVED Ты JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I Любовь вишня AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope Ты know that and i never wanna hurt Ты again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like Ты were ....i hope Ты get better and i am praying for you
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Bianca<3
