One еще reason I should never have met you
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control
Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would Ты take me home
She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing душ she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the диван, мягкий уголок waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what еще do Ты expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know Ты have one. because even when Ты are drunk Ты think about what Ты say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when Ты are sober Ты think about the consiquences of what Ты say and when Ты are drunk Ты just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem Ты are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault или not? Soon Ты will not be here and Ты wont have to worry about taking care of me или cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He сказал(-а) a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. Ты are mad at me because I am leaving Ты and everyone else behind? so since Ты know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would Ты say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. Ты should want to stay on your own because Ты know as well as I do that everyone here needs Ты and loves Ты and when Ты leave we are going to be a wreck not only because Ты are a key asset to the team but Ты are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our Друзья but now Ты just made it so much еще difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for Ты when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what Ты think of this and how Ты feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She сказал(-а) angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I сказал(-а) I've meant is how I feel about Ты leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because Ты have been here for me so much and Ты are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason Ты are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did Ты come here, what did Ты expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never сказал(-а) any of that, so now Ты are just putting words in my mouth. So are Ты going to stop interrogating me for five fucking секунды and let me speak for myself или should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as Ты have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control
Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would Ты take me home
She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing душ she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the диван, мягкий уголок waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what еще do Ты expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know Ты have one. because even when Ты are drunk Ты think about what Ты say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when Ты are sober Ты think about the consiquences of what Ты say and when Ты are drunk Ты just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem Ты are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault или not? Soon Ты will not be here and Ты wont have to worry about taking care of me или cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He сказал(-а) a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. Ты are mad at me because I am leaving Ты and everyone else behind? so since Ты know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would Ты say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. Ты should want to stay on your own because Ты know as well as I do that everyone here needs Ты and loves Ты and when Ты leave we are going to be a wreck not only because Ты are a key asset to the team but Ты are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our Друзья but now Ты just made it so much еще difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for Ты when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what Ты think of this and how Ты feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She сказал(-а) angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I сказал(-а) I've meant is how I feel about Ты leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because Ты have been here for me so much and Ты are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason Ты are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did Ты come here, what did Ты expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never сказал(-а) any of that, so now Ты are just putting words in my mouth. So are Ты going to stop interrogating me for five fucking секунды and let me speak for myself или should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as Ты have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.
