Ты walk into the club, standing at the вверх of the spiral staircase, watching her give instructions to the few other employees that occupy the floor. Ты reach up and touch the сердце ожерелье she gave you, unsure of what you’re about to do. Your сердце hurts just thinking about it, but it’s the right thing to do, isn’t it? No one is going to accept Ты two and Ты can’t take the stress of being rejected by everyone Ты know and love. Ты slowly make your way down the stairs, steadying yourself on the handrail. Ты stop at the bar, waiting for her to turn around.
“Hey you,” she says, smiling and coming over for a kiss. Ты Переместить away and Kiss her cheek, knowing Ты won’t be able to go through with this if Ты let her Kiss you.
“Alex, can I talk to you,” Ты ask, your voice shaky. Ты won’t allow yourself to look into her sparkling eyes. She doesn’t speak, but she wraps her arm around your waist and guides Ты in to her office. Ты sit on the диван, мягкий уголок and stare at the tiles on the floor, nervous about the pending conversation.
“What do Ты want to talk about,” she inquires, leaning against her desk. Ты inadvertently let your eyes wander up the curves of her long legs, to her hips, and up to her torso where Ты stare at her beautifully toned stomach, resisting the urge to walk over and places kisses on every inch of her exposed skin.
Your voice cracks as Ты speak. “I...I can’t do this,” Ты say, tears already starting to well up in your eyes.
“Can’t do what, Marissa,” she says, her voice a mix of anger and sadness.
“Us,” Ты state plainly. “We have to go back to being friends," Ты finish, standing up. Your voice seems sure, but if she looked at Ты right now, she’d know Ты were lying. Ты hear her sigh as she walks towards you, and she places her hands on your hips. Tilting your chin up and looking into your eyes, she begins to speak.
“I can’t go back to being friends, Marissa. This…us…this is living,” she starts, obviously near tears.
“And friends...that's waiting and I won't go back. I can’t go back. Ты know Ты don’t want this. Without you, I have nothing, Marissa,” she says, her voice pleading Ты to stay. “Please, baby, we can work on this. Ты can do this...we’ll take it slow...no еще sex...whatever Ты want. Just please...don’t leave me,” she says, the pleading becoming еще urgent. Ты make the mistake of looking in her eyes and Ты see the tears forming there. Ты can’t break down now.
"Look Alex,” Ты stay, stepping away from her and looking at the ground. “You know I’m straight. Ты and I...we...we'd just be better at friends,” Ты stammer, trying to convince yourself еще than her. Ты look in her eyes one еще time and see that she’s already set up the walls around her heart. Ты wish Ты could do the same, but no walls in the world could block the pain Ты feel from the words she says next.
"Well Далее time Ты wanna experiment, go fuck another girl and make her fall in Любовь with you, but don't come back to me.”
Ты stand there in a state of shock, her words echoing in your mind. ‘She’s in Любовь with me,’ Ты think as Ты open your mouth to speak. “Al...” Ты start, but she cuts Ты off before Ты can even finish her name.
“Just go,” she says angrily, motioning towards the door. Ты turn away from her, unable to let her see Ты cry. The tears fall freely as Ты run out of her office and up the stairs to your car. Ты climb in and slam the door, not noticing the person sitting Далее to Ты as the steady tears turn into loud sobs.
“Hey you,” she says, smiling and coming over for a kiss. Ты Переместить away and Kiss her cheek, knowing Ты won’t be able to go through with this if Ты let her Kiss you.
“Alex, can I talk to you,” Ты ask, your voice shaky. Ты won’t allow yourself to look into her sparkling eyes. She doesn’t speak, but she wraps her arm around your waist and guides Ты in to her office. Ты sit on the диван, мягкий уголок and stare at the tiles on the floor, nervous about the pending conversation.
“What do Ты want to talk about,” she inquires, leaning against her desk. Ты inadvertently let your eyes wander up the curves of her long legs, to her hips, and up to her torso where Ты stare at her beautifully toned stomach, resisting the urge to walk over and places kisses on every inch of her exposed skin.
Your voice cracks as Ты speak. “I...I can’t do this,” Ты say, tears already starting to well up in your eyes.
“Can’t do what, Marissa,” she says, her voice a mix of anger and sadness.
“Us,” Ты state plainly. “We have to go back to being friends," Ты finish, standing up. Your voice seems sure, but if she looked at Ты right now, she’d know Ты were lying. Ты hear her sigh as she walks towards you, and she places her hands on your hips. Tilting your chin up and looking into your eyes, she begins to speak.
“I can’t go back to being friends, Marissa. This…us…this is living,” she starts, obviously near tears.
“And friends...that's waiting and I won't go back. I can’t go back. Ты know Ты don’t want this. Without you, I have nothing, Marissa,” she says, her voice pleading Ты to stay. “Please, baby, we can work on this. Ты can do this...we’ll take it slow...no еще sex...whatever Ты want. Just please...don’t leave me,” she says, the pleading becoming еще urgent. Ты make the mistake of looking in her eyes and Ты see the tears forming there. Ты can’t break down now.
"Look Alex,” Ты stay, stepping away from her and looking at the ground. “You know I’m straight. Ты and I...we...we'd just be better at friends,” Ты stammer, trying to convince yourself еще than her. Ты look in her eyes one еще time and see that she’s already set up the walls around her heart. Ты wish Ты could do the same, but no walls in the world could block the pain Ты feel from the words she says next.
"Well Далее time Ты wanna experiment, go fuck another girl and make her fall in Любовь with you, but don't come back to me.”
Ты stand there in a state of shock, her words echoing in your mind. ‘She’s in Любовь with me,’ Ты think as Ты open your mouth to speak. “Al...” Ты start, but she cuts Ты off before Ты can even finish her name.
“Just go,” she says angrily, motioning towards the door. Ты turn away from her, unable to let her see Ты cry. The tears fall freely as Ты run out of her office and up the stairs to your car. Ты climb in and slam the door, not noticing the person sitting Далее to Ты as the steady tears turn into loud sobs.
