a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see Ты cry, the first to make Ты smile when Ты arrived, the only one to welcome Ты as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what Ты feared,

What made Ты laugh,

And what made Ты hurt.

The one person that actually cared for Ты and Ты cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

Ты blame yourself.

If Ты hadn't Остаться в живых your temper, if Ты had just listened to what he was going to say, Ты would be with him where ever he is.

Ты know Ты cant live without him.

The one Ты grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those изумруд green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave Ты alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

Ты cant take it much more, as Ты stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as Ты remember the день he demanded the вверх appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh Ты give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

Ты curse the fact he brought Ты to do this.

Ты hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always Любовь you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

Ты do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.