Ты ARE PERFECTION MY DARLING MICHAEL

January 4, 2014,

I have been a complete emotional wreck ever since I found out that Damien wants to fight me for custody of Carter. Part of me wants to believe that it's because he's a changed person and wants to be a father to Carter; but I know in my сердце that that isn't the truth! Never in 1 million years did I think Damien would do something like this!

I had spent all morning in my bedroom and had not come downstairs in days! Kyle came upstairs and sat down Далее to me on the bed. He asked "are Ты okay? I've never seen Ты cry so much before!" I сказал(-а) "I won't be okay until this whole Damien...

a place of joy

michael build neverland to help him recapture his childhood and to be a kid an to forget about the issues that go on in the день with people and family neverland was a place to come to escape from work and other things that we do in life such as school and work and not enough fun neverland helped people realize how Ты can sometimes have fun and do work when needed it also was rides and unlimited Конфеты to eat and arcade games to play till Ты get tierd of playing them Ты could go watch Фильмы in the screening room and if Ты were sick Ты could lay in a hospital постель, кровати and watch...

*Nine еще Months Later*



As I packed up all my things for my tour, I heard my phone go off. It was Michael. "Hi, Mikey!" "Hi, baby. Whatcha doing?" I held my cell phone between my ear and shoulder while I packed up the last few things. "I'm just getting ready to head to the airport so I can leave for my tour. What are Ты doing?" "To be honest, I'm almost home. I'll be landing in a little bit actually. I wanted to call Ты before Ты left and send Ты a picture of something. I thought Ты could have a Последнее picture of me to put on your phone like Ты did for me." I loved hearing his voice....

This is NOT to offend MJ или his fans. These are MISHEARD lyrics, not the real lyrics. These are the lyrics I THOUGHT they were, not the real lyrics.

All alone, I had to talk about it.
But like a UFO, it kicks me so don't stab me.
All alone, I knew Ты were a "pony girl"
You stay behind the mask, so Ты can Показать your world.
You sit around as I wash your face
I try to find the tooth, but that's your hiding place
You say Ты love, but it's hard to see
Cause when Ты in his arms, Ты know it rots in me
Who do Ты love???!!!
Is it me... with who???
I don't know????!!!!
Who do Ты love???!!!
I know Ты wanna
If...

After Michael and I went swimming and then went inside and I gave him my "payment" that I owed and we each took a shower, I officially got dressed and remembered that today was my sister, Alleana's birthday. She has been waiting for this день forever because she is finally 21. I don't really like that her reason she has been waiting for this день is because she can now officially drink. While Michael was downstairs, I grabbed my cell phone and called Alleana so she wouldn't think I forgot. As I was waiting for Alleana to answer, Michael picked up the house phone and was talking with one of his...

Somebody shakes when the wind blows
Somebody’s missing a friend, hold on
Somebody’s lacking a hero
And they have not a clue
When it’s all gonna end

Stories buried and untold
Someone is hiding the truth, hold on
When will this mystery unfold
And will the sun ever shine
In the blind man’s eyes when he cries

You can change the world (I can’t do it by myself, oh no)
You can touch the sky (It’s gonna take somebody’s help oh why)
You’re the chosen one (I’m gonna need some kind of sign)
If we all cry at the same time tonight

People laugh when they’re feeling sad
Someone is taking a life, hold...

"So why did Ты go to rock music?" Michael asked. I could tell he didn't want any silence. "I wanted to do rock Музыка because I was so upset about the fact I was seperated from Ты and your family that I had to get my anger and pain and sorrow out somehow. I thought the only thing for me was to do what I do best. Make music. I guess my pain, sorrow and anger ended up being awesome rock Музыка other than sad pop music." "Ah. I see. Well, now Ты don't have to do that anymore. We are together again! Right?" Michael looked at me with a face of hope. I'm guessing he wanted me to stop being Evanescence...

She always takes it with a
Heart of stone
‘Cause all she does is
Throws it back to me
I’ve spent a lifetime
Looking for someone
Don’t try to understand me
Just simply do the
Things I say

Love is a feeling
Give it when I want it
‘Cause I’m on fire
Quench my desire
Give it when I want it
Talk to me woman
Give in to me
Give in to me

You always knew just how
To make me cry
And never did I ask you
Questions why
It seems Ты get your kicks
From hurting me
Don’t try to understand me
Because your words just
Aren’t enough

Love is a feeling
Quench my desire
Give it when I want it
Takin’ me higher
Love is a woman
I...

Hee - hee
Ooh
Go on girl
Ow
Hee

Hey pretty baby with the high heels on
You give me fever
Like I’ve never ever known
You’re just a product of loveliness
I like the groove of your walk
Your talk, your dress
I feel your fever
From miles around
I’ll pick Ты up in my car
And we’ll paint this town
Just Kiss me baby
And tell me twice
That you’re the one for me

The way Ты make me feel
(The way Ты make me feel)
You really turn me on
(You really turn me on)
You knock me off of my feet
(You knock me off of my feet)
My lonely days are gone
(My lonely days are gone)
Uh-uh

I like this feelin’ you’re givin’ me
Just...