“I’ve loved Ты from the first time I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. And I was so scared of the way I felt. Ты know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic сука to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away, but it didn’t work.
When we got together, it scared the shit out of me, because Ты were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed Ты away. I made Ты think things were your fault. But. Really I was just terrified of the pain.
I screwed that girl Sophia, to kind of spite Ты for having that...