My сердце was crying the whole time that I was fighting against the you, my brother, on that fiery planet. Did I not keep the promises I had made long ago? What happen to us my brother? When did Ты decide to travel down that dark path of the Sith? Why couldn’t Ты have told me that Ты planning this before it was too late for me to save you? I loved you.
I had grown to Любовь you. I grew attached to you. I’ve sacrificed everything so I could train Ты against my better judgement. I knew from the beginning that Ты were dangerous and that your future was clouded, but if only I had known that your destiny now lies in the darkness.
Ты gave me a reason to live after I had Остаться в живых my father to the Sith? Ты were my soul reason that I hadn’t strayed to the dark side of the Force?
Could Ты not have seen what I had lost, just so I could honour a promise I had made to Ты and to Qui-Gon.
Not only have I Остаться в живых my father, my Master, to the Sith, but now I have Остаться в живых a son, my brother and the best friend I could ever had to the Sith.
What is it about the Sith that had encouraged Ты to embrace the darkness, my brother?
Only with the Light would Ты have seen your beautiful children being born. Only Ты could have дана your beautiful wife something to live for. Padme had Остаться в живых the will to live because of you, my brother and now I must travel through this Sith forsaken Empire alone without Ты by my side.
With out Ты I have nothing.
I have Остаться в живых so much since you’ve been gone.
I loved you, but I couldn’t Показать Ты my true feelings to you. I am a Jedi, I could not afford to Любовь someone again. For it will only bring me pain in the end. I have Остаться в живых the ones I had truly cared for because of you.
Because of Ты and your Emperor. The Jedi are no more. Even if there were some Jedi living in this world that Ты have helped created, my brother, Ты would have hunted down every Jedi and kill them like animals. Have Ты not learn anything after Ты have massacred Tusken Raiders? They may have been the ones to have killed your mother, but surely Ты must’ve learnt that lesson. Killing things out of anger, hate, fear, and all of the other ingredients that strive a Sith to do their worst to innocents, is not the way to go.
Ты have driven away all of those who have truly cared for by your actions. I am not even sure if I could ever face Ты again after what Ты have done to my family and friends.
I trusted Ты and look what Ты have done to that trust I had for Ты and for Ты alone. I should’ve known better the день I had decided to train you. I should’ve gone along with the Council’s wishes and to against the promise I had made to Qui-Gon. It probably would’ve saved me from this pain in my chest.
Could Ты not hear my сердце breaking as our lightsabers clashed against one another? Could Ты not see the tears burning my eyes? Could Ты not see that I had come to save you, not kill Ты – but your hatred had taken over the goodness within your heart.
Ты couldn’t see past through the lies that Palpatine had spun right in front of you? Ты had killed innocent younglings because of your blind faith in that evil, twisted man. Did I not tell Ты not to trust politicians?
Why didn’t Ты listen to me when I had told Ты specifically to be aware of your friend Palpatine? Ты would trust him, but not me, with your dirty little secrets.
All I have ever done is the best I could, but Ты wouldn’t open your eyes up. Your anger and your lust for power had driven Ты to madness.
I guess that the Council was correct all along. Ты were dangerous and someone not worthy of my trust.
After what Ты have done to the Jedi, to Padme, and to yourself. what have Ты have Ты learnt? What did Ты gain after our сердце wrenching duel back on Mustafar? Have Ты learnt your lesson, yet? Ты were always a slow learner, my brother, but that didn’t stop me from loving Ты until the very end.
My сердце is still crying after all of these years since you’ve been gone, my brother. I wish Ты have been here to have seen your son to grow up to be fine young man, who is still ignorant of his destiny. He is the hope that everyone has been waiting for.
And one день he’ll be ready to face you, unaware of Ты being his father, he has been graving to know for so long. I wish I could tell him, but that will only break his spirit. Perhaps turn him into you? I don’t want to see that child to become the Далее victim.
My weary old Кости wouldn’t be able to handle it.
I know that one день we’ll be meeting again, but not yet, not yet I say to myself. For I know that will be the last time I will see you, my brother.
I have been sitting, или laying about, in my little hovel on Tatooine remembering the good old days that are long gone by now and I will never have the privilege of spending some quality time with Bant, Garen, Reeft, или even with you, my brother.
For it was because of Ты that my Друзья have now become one with the Force and I am anxiously waiting for the день when I will be meeting with them again. Perhaps I will even see my old Master again and to ask him why? Why did he make me promise? What did he see in Ты that we could not?
Until we meet again my brother. I will be staying right here in my hovel and wait for the opportune moment. I will never forget the goodness of your old heart, which has now become consumed by your hatred.
Ты were my truest friend, Anakin Skywalker. Never forget that. I wish Ты were still alive. I never again want to see what Ты have become. but we will. For it is the will of the Force and I have always been, always will be, a loyal servant of the Light side of the Force. I am a Jedi, just as Ты once were my brother, and so will die as a Jedi.
Because of Ты I am recollecting all that has been Остаться в живых and forgotten. To even remember what it was like to be a guardian of peace and justice is what I wish I still was. And not as a broken Jedi Master.
Until the end of time, I will live on.
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