My soul is fild with sadness.
My dad is dead.
My mom is in prison.
and me,siting alone
in the darkness.
so don't even bother with me.
I cry in the dark by my brother.
He says will mom ever come back.
i сказал(-а) no she'll never forgive us.
my brother's eyes fill with tears
my life is now useless for all i know
i sit there sighing and breathing heavily
as the smoke of the city streets fills my lungs
i soon become weak
i lay on the stine cold gravel
some say im dying
and others say i was supposed to die

where does the life start
and the hoplesness end?
where do the fun times
dissapear to?
why can't i look into your eyes
and see your happiness?
why do Ты have to steal mine?
the answer to these Вопросы are simple
Ты have no Любовь for me
yet Ты lead me on,
pretend Ты do
Ты want me i know,
but for what?
the happiness
i can not see in your eyes
is not because its not there
but because Ты suck mine away.
Ты leave my eyes dull and empty
shadows of what i once was
the person i long to be now
one of the loved
-Megan

I hope Ты like this. ^-^
It came to me one night when I could not fall asleep.


Fairy Tale Love.
By: Whitney Forsberg.


In a fairy tale
I'm the one
Who will do
Anything for my love.
Behind the magical
Volts of electricity
Our fingers intertwine,
And our lips touch.
There's a whisper
In my ear,
"I will forever
and always Любовь you."
Because in a fairy tale,
He's the one
Who will do
Anything for the
One he loves.


Yupp thats it, rate and Комментарий what Ты think of it, please.

The trees always seemed to shake.
And the pretty still calm lake.
The calm wind blowing in my face.
Oh, look two young deer having a race.
Look at those bees in a beehive up in that tree.
While a бабочка perches on my knee.
The sweet smell of dozens of fresh flowers.
Look!
A beautiful rose!
And a small blue bird.
There it goes.
As I hum, the mockingjay is my echo.
Oh no it’s ALMOST time to go.
The трава is as green and fresh as lime.
As I look at my watch wondering if it’s time to go.
Sadly, yes it’s time.
As I watch from a distance a медведь behind a дерево scratching it’s back.
Uh-oh I think it’s going to attack!
I go run away.
Hoping I can come back another day.
The forest is sometimes dangerous, but it’s beautiful, calm, and quiet.
But I wish I didn't have to say goodbye this way. :(

(poems from my mind)

1.[have Ты ever?]
Have Ты ever wondered?
Have Ты ever feared?
Have Ты ever questioned?
или were Ты always scared?

2.[like a toy]
Have Ты ever heard of love?
или happiness and joy?
No Ты didn't,
Because to you, everything is like a toy.

3.[my stupid mind]
I am so tired,
Of hearing these words in my mind.
Sometimes, I wish i can just fall,
And go deaf and blind.

4.[a Рождество poem]
Рождество is on the way,
So merry Christmas!
What else can i say?

(a poem that i read from the internet)

Sick of crying,
Tired of trying,
Yes, I am smiling,
But inside, I am dying.

(a poem that my closest friend wrote for me, it may be my Избранное poem of all time)
God gave us two eyes to see,
Two legs to walk the street,
Two ears to let us hear,
And two arms to defend ourselves and not to fear.
But why did he give u only one heart?
Maybe because somewhere in this world there is the other part,
That we should look for and when we find never tare them apart.

conor your my angel
conor your my heart
i Любовь Ты lots and lots
right from the start

conor Ты know i love
conor Ты know i care
i Любовь Ты lots and lots
even though its not fair

conor your my heaven
conor your my sky
i Любовь Ты lots and lots
i just dont know why

conor Ты my dream
conor your my wish
i Любовь Ты lots and lots
i Любовь Ты conor.

conor Ты my life
conor your my clouds
i Любовь Ты lots and lots
i wish Ты were here
just to see your gorgeous face

conor i think Ты cool
conor i think Ты great
i Любовь Ты lots and lots
its just the way it is......