I wasn't sure if I wanted to post this poem because it is quite personal but I figured why not...
Brother
Are Ты my brother или are Ты a vicious stranger?
How could Ты stand there and look at my innocent young face with such disgrace and treat me as if I was just trash to be thrown away?
Ты wear a mask of sweetness but I know what lies behind that fake gentle face Ты portray nothing but lies and hate...
день after день Ты throw your hand at me and then return for my forgiveness but now I am through with you...
No longer will I take your wrath of cruelty and Ты will see what a better person I have become after living in your world of misery
While Ты will sink further into your wretched world I will rise higher...away from you
Brother
Are Ты my brother или are Ты a vicious stranger?
How could Ты stand there and look at my innocent young face with such disgrace and treat me as if I was just trash to be thrown away?
Ты wear a mask of sweetness but I know what lies behind that fake gentle face Ты portray nothing but lies and hate...
день after день Ты throw your hand at me and then return for my forgiveness but now I am through with you...
No longer will I take your wrath of cruelty and Ты will see what a better person I have become after living in your world of misery
While Ты will sink further into your wretched world I will rise higher...away from you
(I'm just gonna put this here...)
The бабочка on my wrist
Gave me a goodbye kiss.
I broke my promises
And now look at this.
Tonight I'll stay up late.
Four AM, still awake.
With my smiles so fake,
This will make her сердце break.
I know that I'm loved.
I always return your hugs,
But my thoughts are like thugs,
And the razor my drug.
This isn't the last time,
And I will pay for my crimes,
I'll pay for each self-made line,
But keep saying that I'm fine.
So tonight I'll sit and think.
From bitterness I will drink.
With the fading wounds pink,
And stains filling the sink.
If Ты promise to stay,
Don't leave me или push me away,
Then I promise to try.
I promise to not die.
I'll slow down just for you.
Because of all the things that Ты do.
I will try to stop bleeding
If Ты say "I Любовь you" like Ты mean it.
The бабочка on my wrist
Gave me a goodbye kiss.
I broke my promises
And now look at this.
Tonight I'll stay up late.
Four AM, still awake.
With my smiles so fake,
This will make her сердце break.
I know that I'm loved.
I always return your hugs,
But my thoughts are like thugs,
And the razor my drug.
This isn't the last time,
And I will pay for my crimes,
I'll pay for each self-made line,
But keep saying that I'm fine.
So tonight I'll sit and think.
From bitterness I will drink.
With the fading wounds pink,
And stains filling the sink.
If Ты promise to stay,
Don't leave me или push me away,
Then I promise to try.
I promise to not die.
I'll slow down just for you.
Because of all the things that Ты do.
I will try to stop bleeding
If Ты say "I Любовь you" like Ты mean it.
Once upon a time,
The beginning of all stories,
But this is not a story,
So once upon a life,
I saw a young and beautiful woman
Who wears a golden face,
And she has a shining smile
One stair at her & my сердце gets stolen,
I tried to stay away but I was blinded with only her image.
The image has your reflections, which makes me feel so free.
Pretending to know the future but yet the faith is endless.
As she turned n looked at me she became the deepest feeling.
I went to ask her name, and then I found it was you.
The beginning of all stories,
But this is not a story,
So once upon a life,
I saw a young and beautiful woman
Who wears a golden face,
And she has a shining smile
One stair at her & my сердце gets stolen,
I tried to stay away but I was blinded with only her image.
The image has your reflections, which makes me feel so free.
Pretending to know the future but yet the faith is endless.
As she turned n looked at me she became the deepest feeling.
I went to ask her name, and then I found it was you.
Where broad-winged eagles fly.
The fences that encircle him
Are Mountains, stream and sky.
There's beauty in his regal heart
And in his gentle face,
And in the swiftness that combines
Such power, poise, and grace.
There's beauty in his noble stance
For it will always be
A part of all that untamed land
SO OPEN, WILD AND FREE
Credit to Herrmans Royal Lippizans Mayaka City,Florida
This was painted on the Стена of their сарай
i really applied to the Lippizans they had there
What do Ты do
when your strings are snapped
your roots detatched
your vesel cracked?
When you're filled with anger
Fear and hate?
And there's so much water
that Ты sink?
или when the metaphors
Ты thought applied is bent
или worse, snapped
The word jumbles
The thoughts collide
Until Ты just cry
What do Ты do then?
When your life is in pieces?
And people can see the real you
Will it kill you?
Knowing your carefully crafted wall
has tumbled
chunks of ruble flying everywhere
That ruble kills, so Ты stay away
killing yourself
All you've known
Hate
Pain
Death
when your strings are snapped
your roots detatched
your vesel cracked?
When you're filled with anger
Fear and hate?
And there's so much water
that Ты sink?
или when the metaphors
Ты thought applied is bent
или worse, snapped
The word jumbles
The thoughts collide
Until Ты just cry
What do Ты do then?
When your life is in pieces?
And people can see the real you
Will it kill you?
Knowing your carefully crafted wall
has tumbled
chunks of ruble flying everywhere
That ruble kills, so Ты stay away
killing yourself
All you've known
Hate
Pain
Death
While my Друзья are out on the town
I stay Главная alone
All by myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, или watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
I stay Главная alone
All by myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, или watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
Эй,
there!
How are you?
How have Ты been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish Ты were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
Эй, there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would Любовь to spend time
With Ты again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
или your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling или emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to Ты four years back
But Ты never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
By saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see Ты again
Someday.
How are you?
How have Ты been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish Ты were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
Эй, there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would Любовь to spend time
With Ты again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
или your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling или emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to Ты four years back
But Ты never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
By saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see Ты again
Someday.
My tears freely flow
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial Любовь is gone
Set aflame by hate and lies
Love, gone, Остаться в живых forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing Ты were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing Ты were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial Любовь is gone
Set aflame by hate and lies
Love, gone, Остаться в живых forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing Ты were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing Ты were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
My dearly love
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No еще madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a бабочка emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
Цветы opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This день shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my день is
As we lay down to rest
This день is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of Ты and me in the morning.
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No еще madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a бабочка emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
Цветы opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This день shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my день is
As we lay down to rest
This день is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of Ты and me in the morning.
Of my hope , as the dark облако rain
It was a forbidden dream that ignite
my fears and all of my salty tears
I never thought that handling the glory
could end up my misty story
as it all starts with a forbidden dream
and ends up with a hope and a mean
reality that refuses the fate`s humility
it’s a fraction of the human begin poverty
of hate and pain
as the cloudy sky rains again
my genuine faith will always appeared to deny
all of your forbidden dreams lies
Black widowed тарантул sized evil
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the Еда they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a Виктория-победительница fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After Чтение about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the Еда they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a Виктория-победительница fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After Чтение about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
so that Ты can be light
I am dull
so that u can be bright
I am evil
so that Ты can be good
I was bad
Coz i thought the world would.....
world would praise me
Who helped Ты to climb upto there
but I never thought
the fame Ты got Ты don't want to share
My eyes looked at Ты last time
And as i turned back, a tear fell apart my eyes
On the way i thought
For Ты I spoke so many lies now its my time to rise
I know i was evil servant of heaven
Late in night I heard some stupid bell
I saw people of hell were fighting to be king, i too jumped in that
and Далее day..... Далее день I woke up as the King of Hell..
Flying softly on beams of moonlight
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The колокол, колокольчик, белл of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The Стрела hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The колокол, колокольчик, белл of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The Стрела hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
I saw U passed Me,,,,with ur girl..
I never have an eyes on U
never thought that we'll meet one day..
as time brought u to my side
Now,,,
something change
We've been cheat them
we now it was wrong
either we can't stop...
just keep walk on it
Then be quite
Kiss me,my Forbidden
say to me that it is not fiction
prove to me that it's not a runaway feeling
Im Here...
u're here
not with HIm,,,or Her...
I Know It Is wrong
U know It is Sin,,
But either Csn't Stop..
How desires Flows..
How Kiss flies among Us,,
and We keep walked,,,then Be quite,Boy
I never have an eyes on U
never thought that we'll meet one day..
as time brought u to my side
Now,,,
something change
We've been cheat them
we now it was wrong
either we can't stop...
just keep walk on it
Then be quite
Kiss me,my Forbidden
say to me that it is not fiction
prove to me that it's not a runaway feeling
Im Here...
u're here
not with HIm,,,or Her...
I Know It Is wrong
U know It is Sin,,
But either Csn't Stop..
How desires Flows..
How Kiss flies among Us,,
and We keep walked,,,then Be quite,Boy