My world went black.
I thought for sure I was dead.
But I heard myself breathing. I heard the voices of people around me. I heard the word “coma” repeatedly by the doctors and nurses. I heard Ponyboy and Two-Bit’s voice.
And then I heard her voice. (Y/N)’s voice. I heard her crying, talking to me. About the gang, her day, reading, whatever. Sometimes softly Пение to herself.
One день I squeezed her hand, and she was laughing and crying all at the same time.
“I Любовь Ты Johnny.” She whispered. “Just wake up.”
I tried so hard to answer her, but no words came out. I wanted to tell her I was ok, I would make it out of this, even though I would be paralyzed, I’d be fine. We’d be fine.
But all I can do now is squeeze her hand.
I thought for sure I was dead.
But I heard myself breathing. I heard the voices of people around me. I heard the word “coma” repeatedly by the doctors and nurses. I heard Ponyboy and Two-Bit’s voice.
And then I heard her voice. (Y/N)’s voice. I heard her crying, talking to me. About the gang, her day, reading, whatever. Sometimes softly Пение to herself.
One день I squeezed her hand, and she was laughing and crying all at the same time.
“I Любовь Ты Johnny.” She whispered. “Just wake up.”
I tried so hard to answer her, but no words came out. I wanted to tell her I was ok, I would make it out of this, even though I would be paralyzed, I’d be fine. We’d be fine.
But all I can do now is squeeze her hand.
“What?” He asks, glancing over at you.
“You’re gonna get pulled over,” Ты say, rolling your eyes.
“Do Ты think I’d care?” He laughed.
“Dallas Winston, I am shocked and appalled Ты just сказал(-а) that to me and ran that red light.” Ты laugh. “I’m horrified at your driving skills. Remind me not to get into a car with Ты again.”
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Light cracked the sky open. The crash that followed jolted Ты awake. Ты sit up in your bed, wide eyed with fear.
Ты had been afraid of thunderstorms since Ты were little… something about it just frightened Ты to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed Ты down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” Ты shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around Ты pulling Ты close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking Ты back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” Ты mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But Ты were already asleep again.
Ты had been afraid of thunderstorms since Ты were little… something about it just frightened Ты to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed Ты down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” Ты shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around Ты pulling Ты close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking Ты back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” Ты mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But Ты were already asleep again.
heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of Ты
my tears were hot with Любовь
and affection for Ты
i want Ты so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with Ты by my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish Ты knew me
if only Ты were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but Мечты isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish Ты knew who i am
but your Любовь i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
Ты suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, Ты are the Автор of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of Ты
my tears were hot with Любовь
and affection for Ты
i want Ты so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with Ты by my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish Ты knew me
if only Ты were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but Мечты isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish Ты knew who i am
but your Любовь i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
Ты suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, Ты are the Автор of your own life story