**note: I wrote this along with another one in Algebra 2 Honors after I finished my class work and was listening to these two songs. I just had to type them on my computer since I wrote them in my journal first. so here is the first one
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my other one shots
Waiting For Your Return (link)
Until Ты Swim (link)
Переместить by Little Mix (link)
Not Your Золушка (link)
Haunted House (link)
Left On The Dance floor (link)
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I sat in my room looking out at the snow falling gently onto the ground. All of my Друзья were excited because it meant a white Рождество for tomorrow. However I couldn’t help but feel empty on the inside ever since our break up. I know Ты still have that old red scarf I used to wear but now the thought of the times I wore it makes me feel sadden. I sometimes wish we could start everything over again but I know all too well Ты would break me like a promise like all the times Ты have done before. The Любовь we had was so beautiful but had such a tragic ending. Why did it all have to wash down the drain so quickly? I guess it’s one of the few things I’ll never know why this even happened at all. Now that’s Рождество Eve the only thing I can think of is watching all my Друзья so happy underneath the mistletoe. However I will just be a part of the background sipping on my hot Шоколад by the огонь alone. I know all too well this is your fault that my сердце lays shattered on the white blanket outside. The reason is two years назад this very день my Друзья tried to warn me Ты were trouble but my сердце didn’t listen to anything they сказал(-а) about you; however, I was too stupid because one год назад Ты cheated on me with that red head. I hope Ты are happy with her because I can never forgive Ты because that was the секунда time Ты did this to me, so this is why from now on I will never give anyone a секунда chance. Lately when Ты have called I just ignore Ты because I knowyou’d treat me like a promise Ты didn’t keep. I know Ты remember every little detail all too well because Ты are like the tornado that wrecks a town because Ты wrecked my heart. Ever since last Рождество when I try to myself it’s okay, but when we met again on that little town street on Valentine’s день I almost let myself fall for Ты again but I reminded myself I deserve better than you. Because I knew I could never trust Ты again after I saw Ты Поцелуи someone else underneath the mistletoe a год ago. Now after I was paralyzed by the sight of you I have been fighting to be my old self again but I cannot because I’m still trying to find it and I remember all too well.