I've heard people say that letting go is hard to do. And it's true. But the еще I wandered, the еще I felt like I had to close something back there. Damn. There was always something. Oh well. Time to end it. I headed back, passing her grave again. I'll see Ты later sis. And I'll bring some decoration for you. I went back. Damn it all. I had never wanted to come back when I left. Ты just have to close one door to open another I guess. When I got there, it was broad daylight. So I hung around until it was well into the Далее morning. 3:00 a.m. No one would be up. I entered, heading down the hall.
I passed my old room, kicking the door open. It was empty. Good. I walked to her room, opened the door, and closed it once I was inside. I eased onto the bed, sitting there. My eyes changed from their natural blue to a faint gold. Nightmares wake people up. And I was looking вперед to this. Why? She was dreaming of him. Again. I often slipped into her dreams, chasing the sweet things away. Call me a creeper, but it was еще habit than payback. Except for tonight. This was intentional. And, just I expected, she woke up with fear in her eyes.
“Stay still Blade.”
“Terror?!”
“Hush. You'll only make the fear worse. Now be quiet. Give it a минута to wear off.”
She stayed still for a минута and I turned the стол письменный, стол light on. I stared at her, nodding when my little spell had worn off.
“You did that to me?!”
“I had to talk to you.”
“How long have Ты been here?”
“In Happy Harbor? All day. Here in your room? Five minutes.”
“Well...what do Ты want?”
“Did Ты really have to play me like that?”
“What?”
“Were Ты on some sort of high that someone liked you? Did Ты just play around with me because it was easy to do?”
“Terror, you're not making any sense!”
“Really? Well let me put it this way! Ты played with me. I loved Ты Blade and Ты played with me. What I want to know is why?”
“Terror, I....I never played you.”
“So telling me Ты loved me was a game? Were Ты trying to make him jealous или something? Was I just some toy Ты could dispose of when Ты got what Ты wanted?”
“No! Terror-”
“Save it Blade. The way I see it, Ты used me. Ты used me to get to him. But the worst part is...I let you. Because I wanted Ты happy. Because I thought it would go away.”
We sat there, staring at each other. I know my words sounded harsh. But I wasn't angry. I was broken and there's a difference.
“Terror...I'm sorry...”
“No matter what Blade, I will Любовь you. Just don't expect me to be here when Ты two fall apart. Cause I know it will happen. Going with someone like him, it's just like Ты going with Gage. Look what happened to Gage. That same thing will repeat itself. But just so Ты know, it won't be your fault. Can't help who Ты fall in Любовь with. So thanks. For everything. And about this entire thing, don't go accusing yourself. It's my fault. I let Ты down. Night kid.”
I go off the постель, кровати and shut off the light. I walked out of the mountain. I felt еще at ease now that it was over. I leaned against the rocks, looking down at the city. I wasn't expecting her to come and run after me. I didn't want her to. I was done waiting for that to happen. I took the цветок out of my pocket. A blue rose. The stem was a dark green and thorn-less, the petals a soft electric blue. I held it and the цветок opened. The center of the rose was bathed in soft light. огонь was on the inside of each petal, but it didn't burn the цветок или smell like fire. The whole цветок smelled like an ocean breeze, crisp and clean. I remember Sylver talking about these flowers.
She had told me that they are some sort of magic. She was right. This little цветок helps to clear your сердце and see whats inside. I found it in the one place it grows. But if I told you, you'd want it. So the place where it blooms is my secret. I had wanted to give it to Blade. Now I just wanted it gone. I dropped it over the edge and watched it fall. Sorry blossom. All that for nothing. I stuffed my hands in my pocket, walking away. No one would care for it. Only someone who has a broken сердце can open it anyways. But if Ты want to know, I looked in the flower. And it showed what was in my heart; something I kept telling everyone. The reason I had to stay away from others. Why I couldn't let my walls down any more. What exactly did I see in my heart? A monster.
I passed my old room, kicking the door open. It was empty. Good. I walked to her room, opened the door, and closed it once I was inside. I eased onto the bed, sitting there. My eyes changed from their natural blue to a faint gold. Nightmares wake people up. And I was looking вперед to this. Why? She was dreaming of him. Again. I often slipped into her dreams, chasing the sweet things away. Call me a creeper, but it was еще habit than payback. Except for tonight. This was intentional. And, just I expected, she woke up with fear in her eyes.
“Stay still Blade.”
“Terror?!”
“Hush. You'll only make the fear worse. Now be quiet. Give it a минута to wear off.”
She stayed still for a минута and I turned the стол письменный, стол light on. I stared at her, nodding when my little spell had worn off.
“You did that to me?!”
“I had to talk to you.”
“How long have Ты been here?”
“In Happy Harbor? All day. Here in your room? Five minutes.”
“Well...what do Ты want?”
“Did Ты really have to play me like that?”
“What?”
“Were Ты on some sort of high that someone liked you? Did Ты just play around with me because it was easy to do?”
“Terror, you're not making any sense!”
“Really? Well let me put it this way! Ты played with me. I loved Ты Blade and Ты played with me. What I want to know is why?”
“Terror, I....I never played you.”
“So telling me Ты loved me was a game? Were Ты trying to make him jealous или something? Was I just some toy Ты could dispose of when Ты got what Ты wanted?”
“No! Terror-”
“Save it Blade. The way I see it, Ты used me. Ты used me to get to him. But the worst part is...I let you. Because I wanted Ты happy. Because I thought it would go away.”
We sat there, staring at each other. I know my words sounded harsh. But I wasn't angry. I was broken and there's a difference.
“Terror...I'm sorry...”
“No matter what Blade, I will Любовь you. Just don't expect me to be here when Ты two fall apart. Cause I know it will happen. Going with someone like him, it's just like Ты going with Gage. Look what happened to Gage. That same thing will repeat itself. But just so Ты know, it won't be your fault. Can't help who Ты fall in Любовь with. So thanks. For everything. And about this entire thing, don't go accusing yourself. It's my fault. I let Ты down. Night kid.”
I go off the постель, кровати and shut off the light. I walked out of the mountain. I felt еще at ease now that it was over. I leaned against the rocks, looking down at the city. I wasn't expecting her to come and run after me. I didn't want her to. I was done waiting for that to happen. I took the цветок out of my pocket. A blue rose. The stem was a dark green and thorn-less, the petals a soft electric blue. I held it and the цветок opened. The center of the rose was bathed in soft light. огонь was on the inside of each petal, but it didn't burn the цветок или smell like fire. The whole цветок smelled like an ocean breeze, crisp and clean. I remember Sylver talking about these flowers.
She had told me that they are some sort of magic. She was right. This little цветок helps to clear your сердце and see whats inside. I found it in the one place it grows. But if I told you, you'd want it. So the place where it blooms is my secret. I had wanted to give it to Blade. Now I just wanted it gone. I dropped it over the edge and watched it fall. Sorry blossom. All that for nothing. I stuffed my hands in my pocket, walking away. No one would care for it. Only someone who has a broken сердце can open it anyways. But if Ты want to know, I looked in the flower. And it showed what was in my heart; something I kept telling everyone. The reason I had to stay away from others. Why I couldn't let my walls down any more. What exactly did I see in my heart? A monster.
Yes I did I will send out this E-mail to cartoonetwork to Показать how upset we are with young Justice not airing. It also talks about the other cartoon that are not on.
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Hello. I'm contacting Ты on when new episodes of Young Justice will air. I would like to know.I also ask when all the original Friday Мультики like ben10,batman,thunder cat etc. Will be back on. We Фаны are very upset about the airing times.Lots of Young Justice Фаны are mad that Ты put level up on instead of Young Justice.It come on four times this week. We hope Ты can come to a compromise with the fan's of Young justice. Thank Ты for your time on Чтение this if Ты need proof that we are upset I would be еще than happy to set up a online petition on Fanpop.com. I am just a Фан who is REALY upset with what Ты have done with the airing time. If Ты would like me to keep the information Ты give me inclosed just tell me and i will. Thanks again for your time.
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Hello. I'm contacting Ты on when new episodes of Young Justice will air. I would like to know.I also ask when all the original Friday Мультики like ben10,batman,thunder cat etc. Will be back on. We Фаны are very upset about the airing times.Lots of Young Justice Фаны are mad that Ты put level up on instead of Young Justice.It come on four times this week. We hope Ты can come to a compromise with the fan's of Young justice. Thank Ты for your time on Чтение this if Ты need proof that we are upset I would be еще than happy to set up a online petition on Fanpop.com. I am just a Фан who is REALY upset with what Ты have done with the airing time. If Ты would like me to keep the information Ты give me inclosed just tell me and i will. Thanks again for your time.
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