Dream Today.....

now standing on last день of год
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
день by день we got used to
night by night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
Далее time we'll say
"damn our сердце still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer Статья :P

In toss of my thoughts
are memories that still breathe.
Can Ты feel my sorrow?


Scourge this body
sodden by sweat
and never been washed away.
Can Ты imagine the pain?


Trapped and tied for this place,
that's your fate,
Ты will never run away.
Can I just fade away?


Ты have fought before.
Will Ты keep fighting now?
This dawn is always the same,
день full of difficulties,
sweaty рубашка and empty eyes,
shaking hand that holds
this cigarette,
mind that wander in
yellow field.
Can Ты forgive your life now?

The line 'love is a fallacy' isn't justified,
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when Любовь is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.

Know that Золото has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
Любовь cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that Любовь can hold, can only be caught.

I would not compare Любовь to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
Любовь is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.

The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
'Tis beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.

Let your mind floating freely
and Ты will see.
Open your soul to those
who will listen,
they'll Показать Ты the bright side,
the side Ты have forgotten.

Trust just this once
and Ты will see.

The sea of your Остаться в живых memories
shall return again
if Ты make a right choice,
the choice that changes everything.

Trust just this once
and Ты will see.

How many people Ты want to save?
Who do Ты want to follow you
in this journey we call living?

Try,
trust just this once
and Ты will see.

All those dark thoughts
that have been imprisoned
in your mind
could be silenced by
the light
Ты see cloudy
and it all seems unattainable
and impossible.
Although,
the real truth is in your heart,
Ты just have to decide
what Ты want to believe.

The smallest reason
to be alive again,
one single reason to smile
along with freedom.


~ Feel it and be free... ~

Hold me, don´t ever let me go. Even if the world crashes in, bury me under your love. Even if the spring never comes, don´t let me feel the cold. Hold me when the night is so cruel. или when the scars of день mark my skin. If Ты won´t let me go, I won´t release you. Two lovers, shielding each other from the storm. That´s who we´re going to be. Never change, never think. Let the actions flow into your hands, don´t stop. Keep going, keep your head up to the light. At the end of the journey, we will be home, the wounds forgotten and healed.

I hate you

But I just can’t seem to break you

Do I want Ты here?

Do I want Ты gone?



Everyone says your such a tease

But not to me

Are Ты real?

Are Ты fake?



Do I need to be

With this drama queen

Ты spout lies

No truth to be found



Why am I still

Trying to see the good in you?

Is it worth it?

Should I listen to them?



They tell me to go

Before I’m a victim

Of Ты mighty undoing

I won’t fall



I’ve made a promise

Can I keep it?

Will I leave?

Will I remain?



Promises

Sins

They all appear

The same



Lies

Sentences

Preach the

Difference



I’m listening to you

I can’t break you

I’m falling now

No one to catch me



Do I leave now

That I’ve fallen

Are Ты worth my time?

Am I worth this pain?



God, help me choose

For this is not my decision

Any longer

I’ve put my faith in my despair



Now Показать me the answer

Tell me what to do

Do I stay

или do I leave you?

Anger
Nothing but anger
I should have listened to Mama
She knew best
I didn't listen to her
Yes Mama, they all laughed at me.
The blood.
Everyone jeering and cheering
Just like in the locker room
The pig's blood on the dress I made.
The laughter.
Their ear splitting and cruel laughter.
I start to cry
Tommy yells at them, telling them to stop.
The bucket falls down and he lays there unconsious.
The lights turn red.
Still laughter.
They tried going out the door
I trapped them all inside with only my mind.
The hose unwrapped from the emergency glass.
I turn up the water pressure.
They all scream.
Electrical wiring
The fires
I did it
The town I grew up in
Damaged and destroyed.
All from my mind.
I go home
I go inside.
And I wake up
In a pile of stones from the sky.
All from my mind.
This destruction I caused.
They laugh at me no more.

Clouds of happiness have covered my sky,i was thinking its a gift of god,i wish i could fly.Rain of Любовь showered all the night,i found each день so bright, i felt kind a sweet touch of flowers, i plucked each bud in the garden of wishes,i filled my bucket and sang the happy song ,i was walking,thinking about my Любовь and life.on my way i met a single flower,i glanced at it,and i thought to pluck this one.but it looked so sad!i asked ,why are u so sad?he answered me i was just like you,i had wishes just like Ты have,i was in Любовь with rain,clouds and garden of wishes.clouds have gone,rain of Любовь never came again to my garden,and my wishes left me alone!,now i admit that i have nothing to love,i smiled and take him in my hands and сказал(-а) dont cry !every thing will be fine, why do not Ты Любовь your self,it will give Ты life,love your sky,spread your fragrance, make your own garden of wishes,clouds of happiness will soon come to Ты and bring your rain of love......................

Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Do Ты understand?
Do Ты get it?
Do Ты even care?
Do Ты understand bit by bit?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Well I'm asking,
I'm pleading on my knees,
I'm begging to you,
Why should I believin' thee?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Ya, some friend I have,
Some Друзья I got,
Some Друзья care,
And Ты were the friend, I never thought,
Why should I wonder?
why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.

Death of Любовь arrives...

The Earth shakes
Lightning strikes
The living cry
Lands break open
Flames of the forsaken arise
All life will die

Will Ты be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Shadows creep closer
As the sun runs away
Demons come alive
The weak and lonely are not spared

Will Ты be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Loyalty will be tested
The failed will be condemned
As loveless souls are thrown into a pit
In darkness of eternity

Will Ты be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Death will come to all
Pure hearts, pure souls
Followers of the Goddess of Love
Will see a peaceful end

But will Ты be there for me?
Would our death be too much to bare?
Our Любовь shall be tested
But I'll be there...

“Unheeded warnings pushed me to the ground,

They pushed harder and harder till they knocked me down.

Only left with the desire to rise,

Into those lovely empyreal skies.

My wrongdoings, my feelings of hate,

Caused me to carry this troublesome weight.

To make things right is not always the goal,

I will be free when I earn someone’s soul.

I must win one heart,

Somehow, someway,

или after ten years I won’t live one еще day.

My dire situation, with my trust and my fear,

I must find just one person, one person to hold dear.

The skies are calling,

I’m wanting to fly.

My wings are broken, Холодное сердце stiff and bare.

But I must find someone,

Somehow, somewhere,

To help with the search, to help with my goal,

I must capture,

An untainted new soul.”

(c) Waverly L. Harris

It was strange
how we met each other.
I knew from the first contact
that we are different from the others.


You, so unusual and sweet,
with magic in words,
Ты left me dreams.


But dreams are afraid of
reality.
Afraid of the storm
and restlessness.


The reasons are always
different, and yet the same.


Everyone wants to dream,
fearing that reality may
destroy that moment of peace,
bringing pain and empty memories,
words that have gone with breeze.


Although Ты make your peace
with reality,
Ты still dream the same dream,
while the pain smolder in you.


Everything changes,
everything fades away with time,
but Ты still dream the same dream.


The reasons are always
different, and yet the same.


In the end, Ты realize
that everything is just a dream,
everything has its end.


And while the pain smolder in you
and everything fades slowly,
Ты still dream the same dream,
Ты still dream.

As we grow up we leave behind the simple things... what would the world be if we just stayed in our lala land of childhood?

When do wobbley steps turn in to fearless sprints? How is it that our mothers kisses lose their powers when Ты need them most? When does a modest squart turn in to a slutty skirt? At what point does sparkely eyeshadow fill in for water colours? And eye liner replaces markers? When did женское нижнее белье, нижнее белье, трусы turn in to lacey panties? Why must holding hand with a friend mean something more? At what age are we when rain boots get tossed aside for hooker boots? When did "I Любовь Ты mommy" turn in to screams of hatred for the woman who raised you? Why must our evil story book witches come alive as mean, self-centered bitches? How is it possible that some were in our lives we stopped drawing and making сердце and started to break and mend others hearts? Why must songs of joy and fun turn in to to raps of hate and pain?