Dream Today.....

Fear is kept at the bottom of your soul.
Ты have been broken; you're no longer whole.
She was your killer, she was your hell.
Her icy words were as clear as a bell.
Her icy words cut through your heart.
She ripped it to pieces; she tore it apart.
Her hate and torture will be your demise.
But above her position Ты must rise.
Your life is endless, it looks so black.
It seems like there's no going back.
Your soul is stained by abuse and hate.
Ты are to die, it is your fate.
But perhaps Ты still can find the light.
There still could be some hope in sight.
Find the one that lights your way.
Through storms или death или hell they'll stay.
They'll hold your hand, they'll help Ты through
Whatever perils come anew.
They'll be your candle in the night
And bring the dawn back into sight.
So listen carefully to their song.
Ты will die happy, Ты will die strong
Don't be afraid, Ты are loved by all.
Find that person and you'll never fall.

Here sat a girl
Who asked him why
And here sat a boy
Who made a girl cry
Here sat a teacher
Who asked them both, What?
And here sat the friend
Who explained the lot
Here sat the best friend
Who comforted the girl
And here sat the older boys,
Who laughed at the boy.
Here sat the older girls
Telling the older boys off
And here sat the little girls
Cuddling everyone but the weeping angel.
Here lies a story that was never said.
Here lies Любовь and betrayal.
Here sat a girl,
Who loved a boy,
And here sat a boy
Who loved a girl but was too afraid of ruining his reputation by saying so.

Ты make me so mad,
I just wanna be bad
For a moment,
Throw a lamp at your head.
Ты would catch it,
And tell me I'm stupid,
Like I didn't know that,
Like your words don't hurt enough.
Once upon a time,
Ты thought I was good enough,
To be the one
Ты held in arms
Defended with all might
Sending me sweet nothingness
Morning and night.
But now it's her
The girl that doesn't care,
No Любовь your way
Don't Ты understand?

Ты try
And tell me
That she loves Ты too
How do Ты know
She's not cheating behind your back?
Ты must know Ты made me cry
At night..
Do Ты really not understand
Did Ты never want to hold my hand?
Ты asshole.
And yet, even though I hate you,
If Ты jumped off a cliff,
I would jump after you.

I'm not like all the other girls
I'm not tall, no boyfriend, no curls
Just deep brown eyes that hide the lies
The strong person in me cries
I used to be amazing
So fearless, so brave
Not at all shy, not at all so grave
Bt since they're here,
They torment me,
Bringing up my past,
They make me feel,
Like I have nothing to reveal
No secrets under my sleeve
No hidden lies,
No bird that flies
My Друзья are all pretty, all gorgeous, all cute
And I have nothing left to shoot,
Just the ugly can and such,
In school I'm not very much
The ladder of society
Forgets always little old me
And here I lie
And here I cry
To Ты my tortured soul.


A poem about the torment I go though on the bus, the elder boys bring up my former Любовь life. Just saying what I feel like, and the strong person inside of me wanting to break out of the thin shell. Комментарии are welcome!!

When Ты hope,
Ты expect and wish,
Ты have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
Ты don’t want them killed,
Hope makes Ты stronger,

We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,

Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,

Keep hope close to Ты in life,
Sometimes Ты need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,

Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,


Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,

Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?

Ты and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,

Wish and desire Ты сердце out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
Ты know what Ты want,


Keep hoping till the END……

i'll be with Ты as smile in joy and in tears in gloom
i'll be in your sun in morning and in night i'll be in moon
your pain your sorrows i want Ты to lend
..till the ver end....

i'll stand besides Ты in spring and also in fall
i'll never leave Ты alone coz my сердце is not so small
in your world that is crystal clear
i'll not let fate bring any salty tear

for Ты all pain i'll медведь
so that Ты stay near and be my dear
in ll situations i'll tend to bend
..till the very end....

Until Now I Still Remembering How....
how the waves took my mind far away from here
took me against the memories that already left me far
far From the reality,that Ты were gone
wind whispering your name once again,,,,finally I realized that was not a dream at all
Ты are here now


Ты took me by the пляж, пляжный and told me stories,,,just as Ты are never leaving from my side
just as Ты never moving from a time

your laughs ,,,your smile stand still as I remembered
Who Done this To us?

We see the пляж, пляжный far,,,,We smell the Breeze еще and more,,,,and never get enough

Im still left here by the memories,,,,
still try to freeze this moment in my minds

Life was never goes simply for Me,,,,
But this riddle drove me into one things,,,,that Любовь never wiped away from TIME
Im gathered by happiness after the Sorrow


And I know,,,,however I walk,,,Whenever I lookd back,,,I will still remembering That I Told the Beach,,
I miss Ты

If I die tonight,
I want Ты to tell my momma I Любовь her,
And I'm sorry for losing the fight.
Tried, but there was no cure.

If I die tonight,
Remember me and always keep me in your heart.
Remember like a piece of art.
Sorry for the end, It just happened, alright..

Just let me go.
I'm sorry, what else is there?
All the blame goes to the foe.
My Love, My heart,
The time was near.
It's time to part.
If I die tonight..

Our Любовь was here,
Our Любовь was there.
But I'll wait.
No matter how long it'll take.
I'll miss you,
But there's nothing now to do.
If I die tonight..

Beautiful people, beautiful faces, Gods
дана talent is the one who
makes it. Skin is beautiful, Любовь is laughter, beautiful faces, beautiful eyes, beautiful days that will never go bye.

Everything that Ты see is beautiful, times
will never go away because life is beautiful.
Everywhere.... everywhere..... everywhere i go i see beautiful people, all races, different faces, religion, beautiful Цвета the exotic places.

Its nothing but beauty all around the whole world, it takes control, it never loses your soul. The prettiest inside Ты and the one that is with you, don't let your lives go past the day; don't never try to break away beauty is all around you.

Slowly as she speaks, she walks
with the deep, сердце and
body so sexy, her Любовь is full of
grace, smiles shines with the sun
if known it was on her face.

Her body so warm with passion, her desire
is so meaningful. As to be loved, she was
so graceful, deep and soul powers her life even
the sweet children says good morning to
her and goodnight.

she makes me feel so good and crazy
over her, I think about her night and day
till it breaks me inside all away.

The strengths and challenges takes me over.
I got to have her she is my Queen
so bronze and bold, shes the woman i want to hold.
Even the acoustics rise me over. She is my Любовь forever as one Grace

The joyful morning shattered by the heartbreak
News told from child to child
But I couldn't cry

Tears shed left and right
As I only shed a little
But I tried holding strong

Why must others suffer?
Why must we feel sickness?
Why is this feeling so negative?

Head hurts to the point of screaming
The feeling of vomiting
As I hug my mother crying

I have dealt with death before
Why must it hurt so badly?
As the нож in my сердце goes deeper and deeper

Dry lips and throat
Never ending pain
It will go away
But I want it to leave now!

As I long for deep slumber
As I long for peace
The pain will leave
It will descend

People are born
People are dead
Birth is such a joyous occasion
As death is a nightmare
But in death suffering ends
But we still cry and miss

The people we hold near to us
The people that we love
Our bodies may die
But our spirits and memories are eternal and beautiful.

My dear
Ты have grown werid
I haven't seen Ты in years

I gave a sharp look
And only gave them a hook
To chew on
As I walked away

The ingnorance displayed
Was quite surreal
And it could kill
This boy had not
Laid eyes upon me in years
Now he looked as if he were shot

I did look different
Yes indeed
It's called expresion
Quite a dwindling thing
No one seems to know its king

I choose to walk this path
Most go a safer route
They only want the easy way out
I want knowledge
Art, literature
Sadly, no one can concur

Ah, Ты naieve people
The educated will gain power
Then leave Ты in the dust

memories never die ,all we have memories,some are good and bad
some are unforgettable,these memories always come to reminds you,the old time that has passed-in, will always be with you,some memories are like the огонь flies which always come to Ты to light up your way!some are like bad nightmares that u never want to be happen again,some memories are like the wind ,that make Ты feel alive,some are like the fragrance of May ,that spread around your soul through out your life,some memories give Ты the strength in hard times,
memories are your Друзья ,will never leave Ты alone ,in the shine and in the night
i know i'll die
but my memories will never die
never die
never die

I know everything in air i throw
but time enverstops to flow
someday in someway it makes me to realise
that i was wrong and it was right
in that situation i hold my emotions tight
every morning i want to be еще meture
one день i will be i am sure
but He Himself made me and many
and He only knows if there will change any
i can't tell carelessness is absorbed in me so much
that it will not go even if i want to crush
Being reckless i throw up and high later it becomes reason for downfall of mine
after falling irecall this thing
without giving my eyes a single blink
just after a секунда the world seems same again
without caring of gain i just Переместить on my lane to медведь a little еще pain.

Two people...Boy and Girl.




They never met before that year.




It seems like a tale of old ages but today still stands.




Eyes meet all other sounds are tuned away hearing nothing but the beating of each others hearts.




Falling into the deepness of the Boy's eyes she gives herself.




But the boy had new ideas and left her.




Her last words was a four letter Вопрос meant for the boy to answer and he never did...




Why hear the beating?




he never answered her and she today still hears the beating of their hearts intertwined in that long gaze.

I listen to the trickle of blood,
I listen but don’t feel,
I listen to my cry,
I listen to my screams,
I listen to the slams,
I listen to the blows.
I listen to my сердце as it slows,
I listen to the door slam,
I listen to the sirens,
I listen to the beeps,
I listen to the sigh,
I listen to my сердце pick up,
I listen to find that this will never end.
I listen to the cry of my voice,
I see the mans face,
I taste the blood,
I sense that there is someone,
Someone I don’t know,
That someone tried to stop this,
That someone had failed.
I listen to my Друзья cry,
I listen for the final scream,
I open my eyes to see,
That someone was Далее to me.
That someone had come for me,
That someone came to save me,
That some one I will always love,
That someone is,
You.
I listen to your voice,
As clamming as the sea,
I find that one день I will be with you,
Forever and always.