LoVe

With that feeling of being
trapped under your desires,
Ты rot slowly and all your dreams
become nothing but the dust.


That decision Ты made was present
for years,
and yet, Ты lived with hope that
the things would change.


Ты left your days behind,
hoping that these days won't come back,
hoping that Ты will live,
hoping that Ты will live.


Your ways are unknown now,
and everything is new.
Ты live with that constant fear
of failure,
though Ты know that Ты are not
coming back to these days of sorrow,
the days you're trying to bury deep
in the past,
although the history of your past
has been cursed,
that smell of your past is on your backs,
smothering the light Ты seek for.


Your demons are awoken,
listening your breathing,
roaming in your mind,
but your will is strong,
and your ways are now unknown.

Who I am

I am mysterious yet sweet
I wonder what the future brings
I hear Волки Пение to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me
I want people to understand me

I am Болталка yet shy
I pretend I’m always on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them well
I worry that no one can view things the way I do

I am courageous yet cunning
I cry when I can’t figure something out, no matter how hard I try
I understand people’s problems
I say witty things to persuade people
I dream of a life of adventure
I try to fit in but it’s just too boring
I hope to travel around the world, making even еще Друзья along the way

I am all that I am, I am myself.

when i was with Ты the world made sense.
but now the world is cold and dark.
when Ты held me close i could feel the warmth of your heart.
but now all i feel is the rain Ты left me standing in.
Ты сказал(-а) it was like we were flying to forever; you'd never let me fall.
but i guess your true words were carried with the wind.
and now all you've left me,
are bittersweet memories of you.
and now i know that when Ты come again,
i won't be smiling at the window.
for what you've done to me,
Ты need to feel.
Ты need to know what it means,
to lose your first love.
how the world stops turning.
blurring your visoin.
yet making it clear by erasing feelings for you.
and soon you'll realize,
that i will have moved on.
then you'll want me back.
but Ты want what Ты can't have.
because now the bittersweet memories have gone.
and i have stopped caring about you.

Memories are special to people,
even them.
Stars each night give a sign,
like a dime.
Цвета everywhere,
is what i dare.
Each месяц they even give a sigh,
of those great times.
Twinkles everywhere,
what i shall dare.
The Музыка plays,
at every day.
The цветок blooms,
their is no dooms.
Searching for the light,
shall not be a fright.
Животные make a sound,
and im so proud.
Far away their can be someone,
even in london.
Their is probraly someone waiting for you,
and they care about you.
Wishes can come true,
what about you.


THE END

THANK Ты FOR Чтение IT!

becareful what Ты wish for
cause it might come true
ive learned that lesson the hard way

i wished that no one would care for me
i got that wish and everyone turns there backs
on me thanks to me and my stupid wishing.

thanks to me people are gone in hell were they think they belong i hope they know they dont belong in hellthey should be in heaven .

thanks to me people leave me i wish i could go away and stay away thanks to me everyone hates me.
nobody cares for me im all alone someone save me from me living a living hell help me now if Ты even care!

Silence my thoughts,
I'm dying without peace.
Silence my thoughts
with words that only you
could say.
Baby, silence my thoughts.


Silence my sorrow,
it eats my body and soul.
Silence my sorrow
with your natural smile.
Come baby,
silence my sorrow.


The storm is coming
and you're not here.
I predicted it, though.
I did, in the silence
of your echo,
I knew that the storm
is coming.


Silence my cry,
come back to me
just this once.
Silence my surge,
it's only Ты who can do that.
Oh, baby, come back to me.


Silence my fear,
I'm Остаться в живых without your presence.
Silence my fear
with words that will calm my heart.
Pain is so loud in this silence.
Come baby,
it's only Ты who can soothe
the doubts of my heart.

Why can't the world become a fairytale book?
It wouldn't be as mean
But it may be much еще green
Драконы that can be your pet
Princesses with hair for rope climbing
Pumpkins that can turn into horse carriages
And Кошки that wear boots and fight mice.
The people in reality aren't always very nice
But even the ogres and giants can say hello and give Ты nice things
Princesses aren't snobby Queen bees at school
Princes aren't egomaniacs
And money is in gold, silver, или copper или even magic beans!
Hens lay golden eggs
Poverty can end in five seconds
Ты can get your own fairy and wish for whatever Ты want
And have your any desires
But I guess this is all in the mind
But the world can be kind at times
It isn't always bad and cruel
But imagination makes it go around.

Vitaï Lampada

There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night --
Ten to make and the match to win --
A bumping pitch and a blinding light,
An час to play and the last man in.
And it's not for the sake of a ribboned coat,
или the selfish hope of a season's fame,
But his Captain's hand on his shoulder smote
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

The sand of the desert is sodden red, --
Red with the wreck of a square that broke; --
The Gatling's jammed and the colonel dead,
And the regiment blind with dust and smoke.
The river of death has brimmed his banks,
And England's far, and Honour a name,
But the voice of schoolboy rallies the ranks,
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

This is the word that год by year
While in her place the School is set
Every one of her sons must hear,
And none that hears it dare forget.
This they all with a joyful mind
медведь through life like a torch in flame,
And falling fling to the host behind --
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

Crashed and bitter,
sad and desperate
Ты sit there
hating the day.



Die now,
die,
Ты see no day,
all Ты see is
despair.



Frantic and empty,
broken and lonely
Ты sit there
hating your thoughts.



Die now,
die,
Ты see no day,
all Ты see is
despair.



The doors of your dreams
are locked,
had always been locked.
You've been dead
for years,
living like a shadow,
in the thoughts,
in the dreams.
These dreams are
the laughter of insanity.



Die now,
die,
Ты see no day,
all Ты see is
despair,
these days of
happiness
don't belong to you,
the gloom dwells
inside you.

I once killed a man when the black moon was out
And the white stars were twinkling in the shadow of doubt
When the city was silent except for the raven’s call
And the beasts in the woods hid in darkness’s shawl

I crept through the front gate of the path to his home
And slid across the yard where his children would roam
‘He will never see his children again’ сказал(-а) my thoughts that were cruel
But the man had to pay for calling me a fool

I walked into the house, weapon in hand
Knowing exactly where it would land
I would help the reaper to take his life
It was just me, him, and a sharpened knife

And now as I pace my prison cell
I think about the tale I tell
My tale should be in a book on a shelf
I’m glad I killed him. And I laughed to myself

I wish I was free of this curse
Things just couldn't get worse
I wish people would let me forget
All the many things I regret
Tears fall down my face
When I'm reminded that I'm a disgrace
I remember the stares I got
When I threw fits a lot
Even now that I'm better
I feel like I'm in fetters
My past will follow me forever
When people taunt me about it I say "Whatever"
But my сердце will hurt so much it was ache
I wish they would give me a break
Until the день I'm driven off in a катафалк
I will always have autism, my curse

Thinking of your life,
Ты feed your soul with pain,
reviving some old wounds,
old memories that should have
been buried somewhere
where Ты would never find them.



But memories have found you,
living inside your head,
hiding in your tears.



The road of happiness
seems so distant to your view,
tho Ты still seek for these days,
the days of change.



Misery is smiling to your face,
and you're looking straight into it,
thinking, seeking for the answers
that eat your soul.



Ты might not meet the happiness
in this life and that's your scar,
that's your misfortune,
the tear you're hiding.



Ты live like a shadow,
inhaling the dust of your
time, knowing that all good
things are bypassing you,
thus your life is just a dust
in the air.



The road of happiness
seems so distant to your view,
tho Ты still seek for these days,
the days of change.

Welcome to where
your days will be different,
welcome to where your soul
will be filled by happiness.


But, days like these
live only in your eyes,
like a dream, like a wish,
and the shine inside your
eyes makes the dream
valuable.


Every день Ты wake up
knowing that life did
nothing for you,
and yet, Ты did nothing
for yourself.


Some dreams just
can not become true
and knowing it
your life becomes pointless,
that glow inside your eyes
is fading slowly,
and Ты are no longer alive,
reality has crumbled on you.



Ты live like a shadow,
as if your footsteps are
all that is left,
and your сердце is as empty as
your eyes.
Your life is fading along with
your forgotten dreams.
Some dreams are not meant
to be achieved.

Your words
are honest and deep,
Ты don't fear.


Ты speak the truth
without fear,
even though Ты
might be hurt.

Truth is good
when there is
someone who
will listen.

Lies are for cowards,
people with disguise,
Ты decide who Ты are.

Speak the truth
even when Ты doubt
that your words
might be twisted
by those who hear not!

Their laughter echo
in your mind,
Ты decide who Ты are.

Honesty is all yours,
wipe your tears out,
the laughter will
never stop,
for that's who they are,
and this is you,
remember, this is you.

He takes my soul away
by night and day.
I fall with the wind
he makes an evil grin.
Our lips touch
but not that much.
Stars fall
its realy Ангелы of all.
Our ribbon keeps us together
and forever.
I fade away
only by day.
We fall in love
like a dove.
He licks my face
thats the only place.
He has red in his eyes
but no one dies.
He heals me when he gives me pain
but its always ok.
We always hug
еще than a dove.
He kisses my neck
then he checks.
He brings me pain
it was to claim.
We both are soul
and we set our goals.
I have him
hes not dim.
I have his love
he has a dove.
Im in his chain
i do not blame.
I suffer more
he thinks i adore.
Im his slave
by night and day.

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Forget about the world,
Forget about the air,
Forget about her,
Forget about him,
Forget about life,
Forget about tonight,
Forget about tomorrow,
Forget about the ones Ты loved,
Forget about the ones that loved you,
Forget about you,
Forget about me,
Forget about the lies,
Forget about the cries,
Forget about the ones Ты hurt,
Forget about the ones that Ты hurt,
Forget about where Ты belong,
Forget about everyone,
Forget about everything,
And never turn back.

i cry all night
scream with fright
cause my monster is ready to come out and in to my life

the nightmare has just begone
know one will live through the night
people will run but they will not be able to hide

i look at myself turning into it
i see the claws
i walk up to the streets scaring people to death

they run and scream but i tell them its me whats so scary about me
they say who is this monster whose the monster what happend to the person

they run in fear screaming crying holding there Дети screaming out the door
please dont go i saw my Друзья and family leave for that will be thee end of me this is what i think of me.