This 15 год old girl used to maintain a common diary with her 13 год old best friend in which they wrote how they felt about each other and their friendship. When she discovered that her friend who had been a patient of clinical depression had tried to kill herself, she wrote this in the diary and it brought her best friend to tears...
The names have been changed as per author's request...
November 13
Dear Amira,
K so... without going on about any trivial stuff this time, Ты should know that I've еще than you'd expect to say about stuff I usually don't go on about on phone или in person...
When I heard about your suicide attempt from Jaya and the others, it took some time (visibly an understatement) to process. To be extremely honest, I was hurt... When I finally got everything in my head, I felt extremely hurt...
Ты most probably didn't tell me because Ты thought I'd cry, be pissed, be worried to death, или Ты won't be able to face me anymore, but let me tell you, not telling me was only worse...
Right now, I could go on about how it must be tough on Ты или try to provide Ты with solace but I want to be completely honest with you.
Talk to me when you're feeling that way dumbo!! That's exactly what I'm there for! When Ты called me up and сказал(-а) that the reason Ты managed to restrain yourself from such an attempt earlier was the feeling that Ты won't get to talk to me if Ты died, IT MADE ME HAPPY!! It made me soo happy that I could cry Ты know! I COULD LITERALLY CRY!
When all this came out the way it wasn't supposed to, I wanted to just.. slap some sense into you... I wanted to slap Ты soo hard! But then, I realized that the one at fault is me... I am the one who should be slapped, for еще reasons that I'd like to count... I have failed as a best friend - completely failed... Let alone prevention, I couldn't even see through you...
Well now, for goodness' sake, don't go on blaming yourself for this way of thinking of mine! Listen to all my venting! That's the least I expect of you... Of course well, Ты CAN blame yourself, if Ты want me to feel worse that is.
Think about it... put yourself in my shoes... Well, ik.. easier сказал(-а) than done...i'm feeling worse than one could imagine right now..
I mean... Miss Amira Sharma! How could you!! Ты stupid dumbo!! How could Ты let a stupid bunch of lazy neurons take control over you!! The Ты I know!!
I don't know shit about this clinical depression crap K? I'm a bloody idiotic dumbass! But seriously dude, I COULD help Ты tell off those lowlife neurons that Amira Sharma isn't as weak as Ты useless crappy cells think she is! only if Ты want me to, that is... Ты might think that you're weak... But you're not... And if Ты deny, I'd totally give in to the opinion that my friendship has been useless all along...
K... Ты might feel like Ты should die and the world is better off without you, but for once, for goodness' sake, look around... Your mom was sitting Далее to Ты crying when Ты woke up, wasn't she?
Ты have plenty of things to live for!! Want me to name 3? k!
1. Друзья & Family
2. One Direction
3. Me...
Damn!I don't remember when was the last time I felt so pissed!
I don't always say it, but dude, you're a BLESSING in my life! I have no idea where I would've been without Ты around! I wonder if I'd have ever come to know what friendship means if it weren't for you...
Every word I've ever written in this darned diary was straight from my heart!! I wouldn't waste my precious time I could've spent sleeping или watching Аниме in making that 'Secret Base'* for just some trivial friend...
I don't think I'd understand one BFF post on FB from the ones that we feel are relatable as of now if I hadn't met you!
Don't we always go on about how we're proud of this bond, which is totally different from those girly duos who claim to be best Друзья and flaunt their pics on social sites just to end up as strangers after a few years...
Okay... I finally feel like I'll HAVE to name a few things Ты can be proud of... So, here goes...
- your nature
- your face
- your figure
- your voice
- your hair
- your... wait... almost everything ever...
(complimenting Ты is STILL a drag... I'm sorry XD)
Damn! okay.. After this, I wouldn't mind if Ты reached the Ayush** level of conceit, I guess...
I wouldn't try to make an effort to keep under control the height of your flight either... Just start flying.
"Being down to earth is great, but being under the earth is nothing close to being good..."
I know stuff is easier сказал(-а) than done... But still, I'll help Ты start moving forward, step by step, maybe... I'll help Ты start looking up at yourself dude... You're totally еще amazing than Ты think Ты are... You're worth еще than Ты think Ты are... (Not every girl gets a reverse harem Ты know? XD)
A lot of people Любовь Ты Amira!! And I'm one of them... God doesn't send a lot of pieces like Ты down here...
Just smile already!
Didn't Ты say Ты won't let me be by myself even if I wanted to? I hope Ты keep your word...
If Ты ever feel that way again, CALL ME! And if by any, i.e. 1 in a 1000 chance, I don't pick up, read this diary... или the Secret Base! Ты can even come over. или listen to 1D... или WATCH ANIME!!
Now I wanna sound kinda selfish here, so.. Ты must know, without Ты around, I'd be еще lonely that I'd like to imagine... I don't have as many Друзья as Ты think I do... :P
I want to keep talking to Ты about 1D and ANIME!! Forever!!
I want to see our children marrying each other!! XD
Oh come on.. You're just 13... At least consider this... It won't be fun dying off a virgin! XP At least, live a life that satisfies Ты before dying Amira Sharma!!
(K.. I feel like an old sage all of a sudden...)
FOR THE SAKE OF ME AND MY FUTURE CHILDREN! DONT' DIE!!!
(I'm completely serious here...)
Любовь ya!
* Secret Base is probably a scrapbook that the Автор gave Amira as a gift.
** Ayush is someone, probably, the author's brother, who the duo has entitled as completely conceited.
That was it... Please share your thoughts in the comments...
The names have been changed as per author's request...
November 13
Dear Amira,
K so... without going on about any trivial stuff this time, Ты should know that I've еще than you'd expect to say about stuff I usually don't go on about on phone или in person...
When I heard about your suicide attempt from Jaya and the others, it took some time (visibly an understatement) to process. To be extremely honest, I was hurt... When I finally got everything in my head, I felt extremely hurt...
Ты most probably didn't tell me because Ты thought I'd cry, be pissed, be worried to death, или Ты won't be able to face me anymore, but let me tell you, not telling me was only worse...
Right now, I could go on about how it must be tough on Ты или try to provide Ты with solace but I want to be completely honest with you.
Talk to me when you're feeling that way dumbo!! That's exactly what I'm there for! When Ты called me up and сказал(-а) that the reason Ты managed to restrain yourself from such an attempt earlier was the feeling that Ты won't get to talk to me if Ты died, IT MADE ME HAPPY!! It made me soo happy that I could cry Ты know! I COULD LITERALLY CRY!
When all this came out the way it wasn't supposed to, I wanted to just.. slap some sense into you... I wanted to slap Ты soo hard! But then, I realized that the one at fault is me... I am the one who should be slapped, for еще reasons that I'd like to count... I have failed as a best friend - completely failed... Let alone prevention, I couldn't even see through you...
Well now, for goodness' sake, don't go on blaming yourself for this way of thinking of mine! Listen to all my venting! That's the least I expect of you... Of course well, Ты CAN blame yourself, if Ты want me to feel worse that is.
Think about it... put yourself in my shoes... Well, ik.. easier сказал(-а) than done...i'm feeling worse than one could imagine right now..
I mean... Miss Amira Sharma! How could you!! Ты stupid dumbo!! How could Ты let a stupid bunch of lazy neurons take control over you!! The Ты I know!!
I don't know shit about this clinical depression crap K? I'm a bloody idiotic dumbass! But seriously dude, I COULD help Ты tell off those lowlife neurons that Amira Sharma isn't as weak as Ты useless crappy cells think she is! only if Ты want me to, that is... Ты might think that you're weak... But you're not... And if Ты deny, I'd totally give in to the opinion that my friendship has been useless all along...
K... Ты might feel like Ты should die and the world is better off without you, but for once, for goodness' sake, look around... Your mom was sitting Далее to Ты crying when Ты woke up, wasn't she?
Ты have plenty of things to live for!! Want me to name 3? k!
1. Друзья & Family
2. One Direction
3. Me...
Damn!I don't remember when was the last time I felt so pissed!
I don't always say it, but dude, you're a BLESSING in my life! I have no idea where I would've been without Ты around! I wonder if I'd have ever come to know what friendship means if it weren't for you...
Every word I've ever written in this darned diary was straight from my heart!! I wouldn't waste my precious time I could've spent sleeping или watching Аниме in making that 'Secret Base'* for just some trivial friend...
I don't think I'd understand one BFF post on FB from the ones that we feel are relatable as of now if I hadn't met you!
Don't we always go on about how we're proud of this bond, which is totally different from those girly duos who claim to be best Друзья and flaunt their pics on social sites just to end up as strangers after a few years...
Okay... I finally feel like I'll HAVE to name a few things Ты can be proud of... So, here goes...
- your nature
- your face
- your figure
- your voice
- your hair
- your... wait... almost everything ever...
(complimenting Ты is STILL a drag... I'm sorry XD)
Damn! okay.. After this, I wouldn't mind if Ты reached the Ayush** level of conceit, I guess...
I wouldn't try to make an effort to keep under control the height of your flight either... Just start flying.
"Being down to earth is great, but being under the earth is nothing close to being good..."
I know stuff is easier сказал(-а) than done... But still, I'll help Ты start moving forward, step by step, maybe... I'll help Ты start looking up at yourself dude... You're totally еще amazing than Ты think Ты are... You're worth еще than Ты think Ты are... (Not every girl gets a reverse harem Ты know? XD)
A lot of people Любовь Ты Amira!! And I'm one of them... God doesn't send a lot of pieces like Ты down here...
Just smile already!
Didn't Ты say Ты won't let me be by myself even if I wanted to? I hope Ты keep your word...
If Ты ever feel that way again, CALL ME! And if by any, i.e. 1 in a 1000 chance, I don't pick up, read this diary... или the Secret Base! Ты can even come over. или listen to 1D... или WATCH ANIME!!
Now I wanna sound kinda selfish here, so.. Ты must know, without Ты around, I'd be еще lonely that I'd like to imagine... I don't have as many Друзья as Ты think I do... :P
I want to keep talking to Ты about 1D and ANIME!! Forever!!
I want to see our children marrying each other!! XD
Oh come on.. You're just 13... At least consider this... It won't be fun dying off a virgin! XP At least, live a life that satisfies Ты before dying Amira Sharma!!
(K.. I feel like an old sage all of a sudden...)
FOR THE SAKE OF ME AND MY FUTURE CHILDREN! DONT' DIE!!!
(I'm completely serious here...)
Любовь ya!
* Secret Base is probably a scrapbook that the Автор gave Amira as a gift.
** Ayush is someone, probably, the author's brother, who the duo has entitled as completely conceited.
That was it... Please share your thoughts in the comments...
♥Grin t anoher passenger and then announce,"I've got new socks on!"
☻Crash from side to side as if your sailing in rough seas.
☺Suggest Ты all Присоединиться in aa sing-along.
♦Say,"Ding!" at each floor.
♣Salute and say "welcome aboard!" every time someone gets in.
♠Open your bag and,while peering inside,ask,"Got enough air in there?"
•meow occasionally.
◘Stand silent and motionless in the corner,facing the wall,without getting off when the elevator stops.
☼Make race-car noises when people get in.
☻Crash from side to side as if your sailing in rough seas.
☺Suggest Ты all Присоединиться in aa sing-along.
♦Say,"Ding!" at each floor.
♣Salute and say "welcome aboard!" every time someone gets in.
♠Open your bag and,while peering inside,ask,"Got enough air in there?"
•meow occasionally.
◘Stand silent and motionless in the corner,facing the wall,without getting off when the elevator stops.
☼Make race-car noises when people get in.
2- The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
3- Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. It's just that yours is stupid.
4- There are no stupid questions, just stupid people.
5- "Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss."
6- The road to success is always under construction
7- When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car.
8- If Ты die in an elevator, be sure to push the Up button.
9- Everyone has photographic memory; some just don't have the film.
10- What Ты call dog with no legs?
Don't matter what Ты call him, he ain't gonna come.
Hope Ты like them :)
Hi i'm InvaderCalliope glad to meet you!
Today i'm going on an interview!
Reporter: Ok InvaderCalliope time for the interview
InvaderCalliope: uh-huh
Reporter: Ok first Вопрос what's your fave show?
InvaderCalliope: easy Invader Zim!
Reporter: Ok so what type of Книги do Ты read?
InvaderCalliope: manga!
Reporter:so what type of person are you?
InvaderCalliope: Oh an otaku and a hard worker!
Reporter: Ok what fashion d Ты go for on a normal day?
InvaderCalliope: I mostly try to go for the Готика style!
Reporter:What do Ты like to hum или sing?
InvaderCalliope: THE DOOM SONG!
Reporter:So whats your fave foot ware?
InvaderCalliope: BOOTS!
The End!
Today i'm going on an interview!
Reporter: Ok InvaderCalliope time for the interview
InvaderCalliope: uh-huh
Reporter: Ok first Вопрос what's your fave show?
InvaderCalliope: easy Invader Zim!
Reporter: Ok so what type of Книги do Ты read?
InvaderCalliope: manga!
Reporter:so what type of person are you?
InvaderCalliope: Oh an otaku and a hard worker!
Reporter: Ok what fashion d Ты go for on a normal day?
InvaderCalliope: I mostly try to go for the Готика style!
Reporter:What do Ты like to hum или sing?
InvaderCalliope: THE DOOM SONG!
Reporter:So whats your fave foot ware?
InvaderCalliope: BOOTS!
The End!
this is for -RandomChick-. may she come up with еще wise words.
a wise man once сказал(-а) (well woman) (aka -RandomChick-) сказал(-а) a very smart thing it was a very feeling saying that *sniff* I must talk about. the saying is "If your foot it is itchy, Sratch it!" It was a great part of writeing that amde me cry. *sniff* I will tell all my Друзья the words of wisdom -RandomChick- hase put on this sight. I do hope Ты do too. *sniff* *sniff*
now I go and like I сказал(-а) befor spred the words of wisdom " If your foot it is itchy, Sratch it!"
goodbye my friedn and see Ты in a better place. that would be NYC!!!!! GOOD NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
a wise man once сказал(-а) (well woman) (aka -RandomChick-) сказал(-а) a very smart thing it was a very feeling saying that *sniff* I must talk about. the saying is "If your foot it is itchy, Sratch it!" It was a great part of writeing that amde me cry. *sniff* I will tell all my Друзья the words of wisdom -RandomChick- hase put on this sight. I do hope Ты do too. *sniff* *sniff*
now I go and like I сказал(-а) befor spred the words of wisdom " If your foot it is itchy, Sratch it!"
goodbye my friedn and see Ты in a better place. that would be NYC!!!!! GOOD NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
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then Ты are going to Любовь this!
-They are making an Аниме series of the saga!
еще and еще the rumor of an Аниме Twilight Показать is getting stronger.
The word is that is will come out after the last part of the saga comes out in the cinema!
So, we have some time,
because the last part of the movie does not come out until 2012. So, we probably won't have Twilight Аниме until 2013!
Sent in by (Wambie),By -Shiningstar542-,girls V.
source: europapress
So me and a friend went into like a prom,party, dress store and tried on like a million dresses. and it tested if they were kind and had tolorence 4 teenagers so here are a few tests Ты could try
1: Ask really stupid Вопросы like say "Is there a 50% off sale" when there are signs everywhere saying 50% off
2: Go into a shoe store and ask if they sell prom dresses
3: Ask the workers where they got their uniforms
4: Ask one of the workers to clear the store so Ты can have it to yourself and if they ask why tell them Ты know Brittney Spears
5: When they ask Ты for your zip code ask "Can I use my Gramma's phone number insted?"
6: When your in a really busy store go in a change room and just sit there as long as Ты can.
7: Ask a worker if they have goth clothes in pink
8: Go to an electroics store and ask if they have Alaskan Vlarphin's
1: Ask really stupid Вопросы like say "Is there a 50% off sale" when there are signs everywhere saying 50% off
2: Go into a shoe store and ask if they sell prom dresses
3: Ask the workers where they got their uniforms
4: Ask one of the workers to clear the store so Ты can have it to yourself and if they ask why tell them Ты know Brittney Spears
5: When they ask Ты for your zip code ask "Can I use my Gramma's phone number insted?"
6: When your in a really busy store go in a change room and just sit there as long as Ты can.
7: Ask a worker if they have goth clothes in pink
8: Go to an electroics store and ask if they have Alaskan Vlarphin's