Ты are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because Ты do not exist much...
Why do Ты run away from such a place as this?
Ты liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. Ты like and Любовь this place...
Ты born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt Остаться в живых without Ты and like I lose Ты more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will Ты stay for me, then… by my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with Ты as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to Ты that I will not run away-from Ты или from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I Любовь you... and want to Любовь Ты еще again...

I am missing Ты and losing Ты as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, Ты fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few еще minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some Вопросы of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would Ты do the same thing for me?
Would Ты sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will Ты save me when I need your help?

Would Ты do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet Ты again- in the Soul Society или elsewhere, but I hope I can meet Ты there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting Ты wherever, anywhere and I cannot медведь to think about that...
I just can cry and еще and еще within I cry waiting you... just waiting for Ты to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing еще of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...