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posted by malmcd

I stare up at my little red ballon....
Floating above me,
Without a care in the world.
I wish to be like my little red ballon..
I want to fly..
So I can fly away from all the.
Hurt and Pain
And Scars and sadness..
I want to fly away from this colorless world..
And be free..
And just not care
Not care about what everyone thinks
So says или does..
Just float.
So I сказал(-а) to myself..
Self,
Why don't Ты go learn how to fly?
Why don't Ты try to learn?
So Ты my be free..
And then I got this crazy I idea that...
What if I jumped from a really high place..
And maybe just maybe I'd just know what to do..
As I walk shaky up to the edge I see a never ending life of sadness in front of me..
But if I look up I see a life of happiness and I now I want to go there...
Just one еще step..
And I'll fly..
Just like my little red ballon..
And be free..

~P.S THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME~

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Here's What's going on..

posted by malmcd

Okay here;s what's going on...

I found help and I made it to a phone in time I was brought to the doctors and ER and whatever.

The reason why I keep on passing out is because I triggered something in my spine that leads to my nerves and I messed it all up. I was also put on some new meds that help with sleep they messed up everything also but also I've been really sad lately..And the reason behind that is some meds I have to take everyday..

I take two pills in the morning because I need help focusing because when I was younger my mind couldn't tell what was fiction and what was reality I would get Остаться в живых in my mind and sometimes couldn;t find a way out..But as I'm getting older those meds are working against me and in there theres some type of thing that triggers depression so I am no only taking those..

I'm really sick the doctor said..
And another thing,,
I came out..
I told my mother what I'd been doing..
About the pills..
So were working that out to..

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Sadness..

posted by malmcd

The blade shines through the darkness
Calling my name
Pretending to be a friend of mine
And I find that i can't resist
It seems so easy
Always being careful
Hiding the scars from the world
And never letting on how much it hurts
When people don't see what's in front of them
I'm invisible to them
And they don't know
How the blade punishes me
Telling me the blood will make it better
But it never does for long
It only makes things worse
Harder to deal with
Harder to keep going
Harder to fight
It's never the right thing to do
But still I find myself falling into the trap
Everytime it gets worse
Days and nights pass
The...

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My Dreams, My Hopes and Wishes...My Story. By Poem Girl

posted by malmcd

My Dreams, My Hopes and Wishes...My Story.
My Story...

My Name is Mallory E. McDonald. I was born in Maine and I’m 13 years old. I’m a dancer at T’n t Dance Studio and I’ve been dancing for 11 years now. I was born with an eye condition, in other words I can only see out of one eye at a time. So when I was in third grade my eye doctor finally saw that I had a problem but it was to late. So in third grade I had to learn how to read and write all over again. I was called names because I had to have help and extra class’s because I still needed to learn how to...

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I'm just a girl

posted by mini_mm

I'm just a girl

I never win

But I try to fit in

I'm just a girl

I keep back my tears

And hide my fears

I'm just a girl

I always fake smiles

But sometimes I laugh for miles

I'm just a girl

I stand up tall,

Even when I fall

I'm just a girl

I cover the truth

'Cause I'm still in my youth

I'm just a girl

I still get afraid

But i know the stars are there behind the shade

I'm just a girl

I tend to forget

But people live their lives with no regrets

I'm just a girl

I know I will Fly,high and free

Just wait and see

I'm just a girl

I'll take the pain I got in my сердце and head

And put it in a song instead

I'm just a girl

I won't...

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Sadness...(PLEASE PLEASE READ!)

posted by malmcd

Sadness...

Something that can just sneak up on you..
And eat Ты alive.
It can make Ты do the craziest of things..
And make Ты think the most deadly thoughts..
It puts Ты in a spot of living through the pain..
Or giving in..

Will Ты fight..Or flee..

Most give in..
But I'm not like most..

Most hurt them selves..
By Cutting there wrist
Or thighs или arms или stomachs..
Anywhere where they can feel the pain..
I've been there two..

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A Cutter's Point Of View

Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
Silver...

SEARCHING FOR LIGHT part 9

posted by allicyn123

Izzy stared at the blank ceiling of the alfea attic. Her сердце longed for the faded purple walls of Cloudtower net the girl's face to pop out om the closest, her voice still echoed in Izzy's mind 'real witch... real witch... real witch..." Izzy pulled out her laptop from under the постель, кровати and the note the girl had дана her. As she typed in the email a dress A little light blinked as it showed to girl was online. The Иконка сказал(-а) 'dana' that must be the gril's name. Dana and Izzy immediately started talking dana started out with a surprising Вопрос
"When will Ты plan to start?"
"Now"
Fine, read...

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The truth

posted by snootygirl50701

The truth

1.I'm ready to tell the truth.....about me.
2.when I wasn't even born,my parents devorced.
3.am I happy about it? hell ya!
4.When I was 3 I meet my dad.
5. i would to see him on some of the weekends.
6.My dad would buy me anything when he was rich.
7:I would...I would Главная and... And my ...mom would find bruises on my...
8:I didn't know where they came from!...But when I told her i didn't know where the bruises come from...I felt like lyieing...and I was little...
9:When I was in preschool and other grades as a little girl,I planned to kill myself.....because of fighting and bulling....I was...

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Secrets

posted by malmcd

Secrets

1.I used to be shy... and sometimes I still am.

2.I Любовь to watch scary movies! But I get really scared afterward... I just I wont learn!

3.My Избранное color is White because it holds misery and nothing can defect it... other then other colors.

4.I have an eye condition... Witch means I can only see out of one eye at a time. And I wish I didn’t have an Eye condition.

5.I have glass’s so I don’t think I’m pretty....

6.I also have red hair! Witch I’m proud of! I just wish it wasn’t so fluffy.

7.I’ve never been loved....

8.I’m very creative

9.I have blue eyes yet I’m a red head?...

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Goodbye

posted by snootygirl50701

(Hey you guys...I'm going to be publishing some songs....to let a few things off of my heart....I'm torn up and sad....I'm sorry I get annoying....here is a review of some sadness)

Goodbye -a song
__________________________________________________________

me:I want to see him!
nurse: sweetie,you can't see him
me: yes I can! i have two eyes miss.Trish
nurse: younge lady! seguraty! gaurds!
(I push my way into the hospital room but run out crying heading for the door)

{now singing}
Ohhhhh-why me?
does this have to come now?
oh jesus don't take him away!
Just take me

Just wake me up...

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Broken Soul Poem <\3 Please Read....

posted by StReNgThHoPe

May wings be wings and soar past these vast unearthly feilds of hate,

May Любовь be Любовь and extinguish these feilds of uncertainty,

The girl in the back with her hair kver her eyes,

Her father left when she was 5

On the outside shell be smiling but inside silently dying

The boy in the alley with the cigarette bud in his hand

His mother died at his birth and he'll never be accepted my his dad

On the outside hes a skummer but inside hes still a kid

The one passed out on the floor, a bottle to her lips

She drinks away her pain but shes fearing it'll never drown

May the anorexic become strong inside...

Teenager Posts!i!i!i!i! (P.S There really Funny!)

posted by malmcd

* That awkward moment went your mom's doing dishes, so Ты put one in slowly and walk away fast.

* Dear teacher, I talk where ever I am. So there's no point in moving me?

* Dear brain, please start to make up your mind about if I'm hungry или bored. Sincerely, I'm getting Fat.

* It doesn't madder what it is, it's automatically cool if it glows in the dark.

* That awkward moment when your playing with your pen in class and it goes flying across the room.

* The mini party Ты have when your teacher leaves the room.

* Hand sanitizer = The quickest way to find a cut.

* Dear Haters, I so much еще for you...

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Just relax.

posted by BeautifulBlaze

My Фэнтези is where nobody gets hurt. Where everybody can live in harmony wthout any worries.I dream of a peaceful valley, vast and wide, full of beauty, and life. Mountains that reach the heavens and we all lay on the трава that is as soft as the hand of god, under the sky so blue. As the wind blows though the valley, It relaxes our mind by sing a lulabye, takeing away any and all bd thoughts, taking all of us into a deep slumber, only to awake in a world where it is always daytime.

Ты are under the night sky... a sky that contains so many stars to the point where it almost seems like darkness...

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Tell Them My Story

posted by malmcd

Tell them my story long after I'm gone.
Tell them my dream's and wishes and hopes.
Tell them how I tried to help the world.
Tell them how I gave up.
Tell them Ты help me through.
Who brought me down and chewed me up.
Tell them about every scar I have.
I like the one on my wrist that's from my cat.
To the one my arm because I became sad.
Tell them about how I was talked about.
And stabbed in the back.
Tell them my crushes and Друзья I hope I get back.
Tell them how I help Ты through,
The fights,
The burns,
The scars,
The bully's,
And yourself.
Tell them how I was there for you.
And how I'll be there for them....

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~I'm Bleeding~

posted by snootygirl50701

~I'm Bleeding~
This is a song I was making and its for a special friend who is having trouble with her life. I'm here everyday for her,year to months to weeks to days to минуты and even seconds.....
_________________________________song for the broken____________
(Talk)
We all go threw it..
We all go under water....head first...
The breathing gets harder....
Fill the eyes peel at you,huh?
A song for the broken is on his way...

(Singing)
I don't want to break Ты heart....
I'm just going to give it a break...
Convent this as a Любовь song....
I cant write Ты one anyways....

All the searching......

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Broken Soul

posted by malmcd

My feet keep on going but my сердце tells me to stop. All I want to do is run. Run away from this mess I got my self into. It all happened so fast the anger the tears the blood. Then all I heard was the bullet fly through the air and hit skin then Переместить slowly into the flesh and then the final bang it hit the heart. The one thing that keeps Ты alive. All never forget his face when I killed him. All I saw was shock and fear and one big Вопрос hanged over his head. Why?
I just wanted to keep running afraid I could hurt еще people in this mess....

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Tehe!!!!

posted by snootygirl50701

Today at performance for Easter:
I was in the girls locker room at high school and my friend,Alicia was with me. We were getting ready in our cute Easter maid out fits and Ферги came along....
Fergie: hey,you want ti dust of Alicia's юбка Maria?
Me: Ты want to have Will shove his #$%&%# up your ass?!
Alicia: wow! Calm down!
Fergie: how do Ты know Will?!
Me: *pulls out her phone* I know people bitch! Your cheating on Drake!
Fergie: *angry and grabs her phone* Ты will not tell him!
Me: I don't have to! *Fergie looks at her phone*
Fergie: Ты text him about it!
Alicia: no,you did! *high fives me...

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FORBIDDEN DESTINES part 2

posted by allicyn123

Izzy hopedd, no prayed for a dead sleep, dreamless, but that's not what she got. Instead, she got stuck in a forest darker then any dark, and she ran, an unknown terror seeped through her as she ran for what she fear was her life. suddenly there is no ground, and she isn't running, she is falling, down down down... Screaming, whyy? Izzy couldn't tell. She thrashed for her life, her nails scrapping rock hard walls and suddenly the fall stops, and water surrounds her,she surfaces salt pours over her, burning her lungs, her eyes. She swims for what feels like days, thrashing screaming, fighting...

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Super cuteness! *poke* Hi !

posted by snootygirl50701

Every had a crush that's so close but so far?Like,he's right there by Ты but so far from Ты and the world?Like,he's in his own creative world...well,it's horribale for me. i have a HUGE crush on my dance partner at dance class,science class (sometimes),art (unuasul),and barely at music. he makes my сердце just melt! he's so кислый but sweet and горький to the bullies.I have his number but he only texts me about the girls' he's dated our his new girlfriend,Fergie Granda.Fergie's the most Популярное girl at school in 7th grade and one of the вверх ten perfects.She bullies and he doesn't know.If you...

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FantasyXII

posted by snootygirl50701

Rose

FantasyXII -Info
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Crèatures или Dreamings
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Dragons
Sparix: a water dragon,good или evil,called the Sparix from the time of 1400's. the ancient stoon,known as their eggs,was found by a water cave. one the egg hatched the humans were shocked and kept it to theirselves. Now in 2012, the Драконы rise from their secret caves...

Marix: The огонь dragon,good или evil. Their mostly evil if Ты know.The history of these Драконы was back into 100 b.c. With an unknown past. Now in 2012,these Драконы were...