INTOXICATING LOVE
Can't breathe anymore
All fellings lurk behind a broken door
I'm afraid, I'm AFRAID!!!!!!
I don't know Why
I'm still drawn to you
Why, I can't live without you
Why, I feel so sick around you
But it makes me want Ты even more
I feel a sickness
Is it love, is it lust
Your never the cure
Your nothing but a placebo
I feel so Остаться в живых I don't know where i've been
I feel so worthless now Ты make me feel unclean
I don't know Why
I'm still drawn to you
Why, I can't live without you
Why, I feel so sick around you
But it makes me want Ты even more
I don't care anymore
If Ты hurt me, abuse me as Ты please
Cuz I'm already infected by your disease
I want Ты to know
I'll stay with Ты til the end
and forever and ever more, FOREVER MORE!!!!!
I don't know Why
I'm still drawn to you
Why, I can't live without you
Why, I feel so sick around you
But it makes me want Ты even more
WANT! YOU! EVEN! MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't breathe anymore
All fellings lurk behind a broken door
I'm afraid, I'm AFRAID!!!!!!
I don't know Why
I'm still drawn to you
Why, I can't live without you
Why, I feel so sick around you
But it makes me want Ты even more
I feel a sickness
Is it love, is it lust
Your never the cure
Your nothing but a placebo
I feel so Остаться в живых I don't know where i've been
I feel so worthless now Ты make me feel unclean
I don't know Why
I'm still drawn to you
Why, I can't live without you
Why, I feel so sick around you
But it makes me want Ты even more
I don't care anymore
If Ты hurt me, abuse me as Ты please
Cuz I'm already infected by your disease
I want Ты to know
I'll stay with Ты til the end
and forever and ever more, FOREVER MORE!!!!!
I don't know Why
I'm still drawn to you
Why, I can't live without you
Why, I feel so sick around you
But it makes me want Ты even more
WANT! YOU! EVEN! MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To all the Emos out there....
Two slits on my wrists
To hide.
Two slits on my wrists
Whose blood subsides.
Leaving two scars on my wrists
Forever left behind.
Blood paints my skin,
As I cut away my sins,
Of hate and depression.
I feel pain for once,
That won't last long,
Because I sing my song,
Of death and pain,
With joy because I gain,
Peace...
I feel no love.
I feel no joy.
Only feelings of
The pull to destroy,
What is left of my soul,
Which is as dark as coal,
And end my life forever.
I toy with the minds,
Of people who find,
That I am not the same,
As I used to be.
And as I explain,
The tragedy,
That led to my change,
They recognize my life,
As unworthy.
So forever I sit,
Alone in this world,
Cutting away,
To my death,
Cutting away,
To my last breath.
Two slits on my wrists
To hide.
Two slits on my wrists
Whose blood subsides.
Leaving two scars on my wrists
Forever left behind.
Blood paints my skin,
As I cut away my sins,
Of hate and depression.
I feel pain for once,
That won't last long,
Because I sing my song,
Of death and pain,
With joy because I gain,
Peace...
I feel no love.
I feel no joy.
Only feelings of
The pull to destroy,
What is left of my soul,
Which is as dark as coal,
And end my life forever.
I toy with the minds,
Of people who find,
That I am not the same,
As I used to be.
And as I explain,
The tragedy,
That led to my change,
They recognize my life,
As unworthy.
So forever I sit,
Alone in this world,
Cutting away,
To my death,
Cutting away,
To my last breath.
Sanctuary
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the Любовь I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise или will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise или will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise или will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the Любовь I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise или will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise или will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise или will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know Ты see
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
I may seem crazy
или painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If Ты would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know Ты see
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
I may seem crazy
или painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If Ты would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut