If these other two are physically dead then I think that this is not the right place for Ты to be consulting your feelings.Do it within the comfort of personal friends/family или someone Ты look up to as in a church member.But if they are just gone emtionally then I would say it's still very much a personal thing and that Ты should just talk/write/get your feelings out Completely(even though Ты if its physical you'll never fully heal from it)out.Then talk about them to your Друзья and see what they say.We are not connected enough for Ты to be seeking our Совет on a subject matter such as this.But if Ты want еще simplier Совет i'd be happy to try and help.:)
