ok. this is a poem i dedicate to everyone who is havin a tough time with Любовь now... или not. или just heartbroken.. или devastated. okkk it can be confusing but that;s how my life is.. juz read it and give me your review... ps: i could go with some Благодарности tooo. hihi
all this times...
you've known all along...
where we are heading..
you've known all along
that this path we are taking,
is dead end...
you've known all along
that this won't work...
you've known all along
that i'll be hurting inside
when i got to know about her
yet......
Ты chose to lead me
trough all the roller coaster rides..
yet Ты keep playin this game along.
but now...
i realised..
i've faced up and downs alone before...
now...
i'll do the same without you....
all this times...
you've known all along...
where we are heading..
you've known all along
that this path we are taking,
is dead end...
you've known all along
that this won't work...
you've known all along
that i'll be hurting inside
when i got to know about her
yet......
Ты chose to lead me
trough all the roller coaster rides..
yet Ты keep playin this game along.
but now...
i realised..
i've faced up and downs alone before...
now...
i'll do the same without you....
Ты would think that living is pretty easy. Ты wake up день to день and do a normal routine. Sometimes it is thrown off balance but Ты just adapt to it. We are built that way. But sometimes some people have a glitch. I'm one of those people. I worry too much about small things, i never have just one emotion running through my body, i can't tell what Любовь is because whenever i think i know what it is it slaps me in the face and the hurt and leaves a scar. Любовь is hard for me. I've been hurt some many times by love. Sometimes i think just giving up life would be much easier than suffering the way i am now. Even though people may not Любовь me, i still Любовь those people anyhow. I want Ты so much but i feel like Ты don't care. Sometimes it's just easier to give up and not live at all.