Part 3: Insecure Zayn!
Zayn’s P.O.V
I was lying on the постель, кровати then. I tried to sleep but I couldn’t . Everytime I closed my eyes, the Обои of my grandfather and the girl I loved appeared. They were all so far away that I couldn’t touch . My life without them was meaningless and covered with the darkness. I even couldn’t feel или see anything. I took a blade nearby and pricked it through the skin of the palm of my hand. My hand began to bleed but I still couldn’t feel hurt. It was useless with me. Then I stood up and took some sleeping pills. Maybe I took 8 или 9 tablets. I just wanted to sleep and forget every pain in this life. Finally, I fell into sleep. A real sleep without pains, nightmares, worries and all of suck things. I really didn’t want to wake up.
* * *
Niall’s P.O.V
I was cooking when I saw that Liam’s phone rang continously. Oh, it was Hannah.
“ Liam, Hannah is calling you”- I called Liam.
He was having a bath. Hearing the name of Hannah, he shouted angrily:
“ Let it be, I don’t want to talk to that crazy girl!”
Suddenly, Louis snatched the phone from my hand. He smirked:
“ Wow. 10 missing calls and 12 messages. All are from Hannah. Liam she’s crazy for you.”
“ Oh god, maybe I should block her number” – Liam said, walking out of the bathroom.
He looked so so hot with his six packs. I usually felt so jealous of his sexy body. I didn’t want to be so thin like that. Maybe I should go to the gym soon.
“ Oh, where is Zayn? As usual, he should be here now”- Harry wondered.
“Maybe he is oversleeping. Let me wake him up.” I suggested.
These days, Zayn was a bit sad and quiet. I was so worried about him but I couldn’t help anything. Talking to him only made him become еще angry.
But the moment I walked into his room, I wished that I had talked to him.
* * *
Niall’s POV:
I was crying beside Zayn’s постель, кровати then. He didn’t breathe any more. My beloved Zayn didn’t breathe any more. His left hand was covered with blood. His face turned pale. I couldn’t move, couldn’t say anything. All I could do was standing, looking at him with my eyes weeled by tears.
“No! I can’t lose Zayn, he mustn’t die. I have to save him!” I thought
Gaining my self-possession back, I screamed:
“Liam, Louis, Harry! Call the скорая помощь for me! IMMEDIATELY!”
Zayn’s P.O.V
I was lying on the постель, кровати then. I tried to sleep but I couldn’t . Everytime I closed my eyes, the Обои of my grandfather and the girl I loved appeared. They were all so far away that I couldn’t touch . My life without them was meaningless and covered with the darkness. I even couldn’t feel или see anything. I took a blade nearby and pricked it through the skin of the palm of my hand. My hand began to bleed but I still couldn’t feel hurt. It was useless with me. Then I stood up and took some sleeping pills. Maybe I took 8 или 9 tablets. I just wanted to sleep and forget every pain in this life. Finally, I fell into sleep. A real sleep without pains, nightmares, worries and all of suck things. I really didn’t want to wake up.
* * *
Niall’s P.O.V
I was cooking when I saw that Liam’s phone rang continously. Oh, it was Hannah.
“ Liam, Hannah is calling you”- I called Liam.
He was having a bath. Hearing the name of Hannah, he shouted angrily:
“ Let it be, I don’t want to talk to that crazy girl!”
Suddenly, Louis snatched the phone from my hand. He smirked:
“ Wow. 10 missing calls and 12 messages. All are from Hannah. Liam she’s crazy for you.”
“ Oh god, maybe I should block her number” – Liam said, walking out of the bathroom.
He looked so so hot with his six packs. I usually felt so jealous of his sexy body. I didn’t want to be so thin like that. Maybe I should go to the gym soon.
“ Oh, where is Zayn? As usual, he should be here now”- Harry wondered.
“Maybe he is oversleeping. Let me wake him up.” I suggested.
These days, Zayn was a bit sad and quiet. I was so worried about him but I couldn’t help anything. Talking to him only made him become еще angry.
But the moment I walked into his room, I wished that I had talked to him.
* * *
Niall’s POV:
I was crying beside Zayn’s постель, кровати then. He didn’t breathe any more. My beloved Zayn didn’t breathe any more. His left hand was covered with blood. His face turned pale. I couldn’t move, couldn’t say anything. All I could do was standing, looking at him with my eyes weeled by tears.
“No! I can’t lose Zayn, he mustn’t die. I have to save him!” I thought
Gaining my self-possession back, I screamed:
“Liam, Louis, Harry! Call the скорая помощь for me! IMMEDIATELY!”
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Liam:
Ты are so beautiful to me
Ты are so beautiful to me
Can't Ты see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
Ты are so beautiful to me
Zayn:
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Ты are so beautiful to me
Can't Ты see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
Ты are so beautiful to me
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The boy band finalists are thought to be over in the States to work on their forthcoming debut album.
Louis Tomlinson couldn't believe his luck at his transatlantic trip and Tweeted: 'So excited to be in L.A will tweet pictures when I can :) xx'
One Direction have flown to Los Angeles, where they are rumoured to be recording their debut album.
The X Factor boyband landed in the US earlier this week and Tweeted about their excitement when they arrived in California.
Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Niall Horan and Harry Styles are expected to release a debut disc through Simon Cowell's Syco label later this year.
Other acts from last year's Показать expected to release records this год include winner Matt Cardle, runner-up Rebecca Ferguson, who recently signed with Epic, Cher Lloyd and Aiden Grimshaw.
The вверх 9 acts from the ITV1 talent Показать head out on the 'X Factor Live Tour' on February 19
The X Factor boyband landed in the US earlier this week and Tweeted about their excitement when they arrived in California.
Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Niall Horan and Harry Styles are expected to release a debut disc through Simon Cowell's Syco label later this year.
Other acts from last year's Показать expected to release records this год include winner Matt Cardle, runner-up Rebecca Ferguson, who recently signed with Epic, Cher Lloyd and Aiden Grimshaw.
The вверх 9 acts from the ITV1 talent Показать head out on the 'X Factor Live Tour' on February 19