please help me :'(.

sorry its kinnda long




i dont know from where to begin... its just that i feel so damn alone and empty.. my family does't care.. and now i realized i don't even have friends... today in school something happened ( dont wanna share) and my bestfriends they just made a fool out of me.. and laughed.. and insulted me.. i was do hurt that i cried and they didn't even bother to ask why was i crying and they were still laughing on me... i mean i dont have anyone... my parents, for them i dont even matter... i just had my Друзья and now i feel like i never was their friend...please help me?? i feel like dying.. i just wish i die.