The time between going to постель, кровати and falling asleep is the worst part in my day.. that is when all the things Ты bury it deep comes to life, and Ты are stuck there thinking about it till Ты fall asleep.
день 1.... Saturday
I wake up late .. with red puffy eyes from last night. i brush my teeth with a grumpy face and i don't forget to gargle my mouth like Dean. yesterday was.. i don't even know how to start to describe it . but it is over. and now i have to Переместить on. Summer with friends..I nodded my head trying to keep that thought in my head.
день 2....Sunday
I had a dream that i was trying to talk Cass out of what he was doing. He kept saying he doesn't have a choice. and for the rest of that morning i was hearing his voice ringing in my head.I Don't Have a choice. " So much for moving on" i сказал(-а) it to my self with a smirk.my god i miss them so much.
день 4 ....Tuesday
I jumped out of my постель, кровати with my alarm "Heat of the moment" ringing so loud. what is this Показать doing to me ?i I asked my self that as i reached for my glasses. i couldn't ignore this heavy feeling on my chest these days. my mom asks me what is wrong? i say with the best smile i have: oh ..nothing..I'm fine. what would she say if i told her i am all broken about a TV show?! i took a deep breath and head to my daily house work.
день 5...Wednesday
Great time with my best friend , we went out shopping, tried all kind of shoes, laughed a lot, i sat down alone on a bench while she went to get us some ice cream. i went through my Музыка Список in my cellphone and i stopped on "carry on My wayward" by Kansas and like a slide Показать clips from the Показать went through my head. after a while from staring to my cell my friend nudged me and gave me my ice cream. " where have Ты been? she asked with smile on her face , " no big deal .. just thinking about buying new pair of jeans" i lied.
день 7 Friday
It has been a week, it еще felt to me like a month. funny how time goes. slow in pain and fast in happiness. i can't believe it is Friday. i feel like there is a whole in my schedule. i went to my laptop and started my daily surf in Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr. i found my self after a while digging in websites like Сверхъестественное TV, the Winchester Family Business. and Чтение analyze Статьи about the finale. tried to tell my self that i needed this fix because i don't have an episode to watch. I closed the laptop and went to постель, кровати knowing that i will have another sleepless night.
I have joined the site altho In Любовь with the Показать for years. I'm almost afraid that killing off everyone wasn't such a good idea. I miss Bobby, Charlie, and Rufus all the characters that made those great to follow episodes are gone now. I was glad to see Roweena go and miss Crowly terribly! Ya'll have to either bring some of the good characters back with new stories cause the leviathens sucked and the new stuff doesn't feel quite as good, at least bring Bobby Ruby and Charlie back!!!! I watch the Показать it comes on tnt in my homestate of tn and everyday for the past 3 yrs anyway I have never missed a morning of watchn 3 shows back to back then the new ones. I have lung cancer and don't have a lot of time left Im 55 yrs old and not ashamed to say I Любовь both of those boys. I can sure die in peace watchn a new episode with some dead favs!!
