how frustrating life can be to many centurys of the same thing.always searching never finding what i am looking for.jumping from one figure to the next.how can i intraduce myself when i have no permanent form to call my own.so to explain.i can take on any form of my choosing i have been nearly every animal i have even been the wind blowing through ones nose and out the mouth that was extremly weird.i have been dirt of which Ты walk on doors being closed.i am not whole because until i find my soulmate i cannot find a permanent body.all of them creatures i have inhabited and there enampt chatter never holding my interest for very long.stories endless stories of there trials and yet of all them nothing that matters to me.i have tried in the beginning i wanted so hard to belong i tried to make my self stay just to be able to feel anything and yet nothing.is there anyone like me out there i think not one time long назад i was in the form of a dolpin such an esquite animal.always with there mate so at ease peaceful i wanted to belong but in the end i bounced out of it into a sea черепаха on to the seaweed drifting in the ocean just laying there.floating.then the wind took me to берег apon the пляж, пляжный thats when i went into the most interesting creature yet.human they walked with each other and held hands this fascinated me i had never seen anything like it i tried to mimick the other humans eating i didnt have Еда i didnt need such things it would not sustain me.so i quickly avoided that all together.but then i saw something no someone who caught my eye.she was a human of course but she was looking through me not at me as if she could not see me this was a first everyone seen me i just never gave them the chance to get close but she fasinated me.i had to talk to her to find out why she didnt see me could she even hear me.i walked up slowly always smiling that was a natural thing to do.she just kept looking like she didnt see me. hello i сказал(-а) in my voice it was the first i had heard such noise usualy it was еще of a humming noise.but she did not say anything.hum this was a first how could i get her attention i could blow on the sand.but she would think it was the wind.i could clap my hands would she even hear that. Эй, Ты there sir.can Ты do me a favor.but he to did not see me.this is a first every other creature i inhabited was еще than polite.they would always run on and on about silly stuff i often disregarded as rubbish.what to do oh well i need to find another form this is irrating i will become that there seagull and fly away from here.this is strange i usualy would not или even could not keep a form for very long before i would be bolsting from its remains into another creature.here i go pushing pushing pulling what is this why am i not in that there seagull.what is going on.i have never even tried like this before no wait the girl from which i was first drawn to got up and and is coming over to me.hello are Ты okay Ты look like Ты were i dont know trying to pull your head off so i thought i would see if i should stop you.oh no she seen me trying to shift that never happens.i um well i have a headace that seems like a good excuse.so Ты thought that by trying to pull your head off that it would stop.she was whats the word i think laughing at me. why are Ты laughing at me i will not tolerate that do Ты want me to become a storm and suck Ты up and spit Ты out Ты horrible little creature..um okay she сказал(-а) sorry i tried to help Ты complete and stupid idiot.the words i сказал(-а) must have offened her somehow i dont see why Ты there what do these people i guess thats the word yea people what do they call you.i just stood there laughing at her to. she gave me a mean look and started laughing again this time i joined her,i kept on long after she quit didnt know if i should stop.okay anyways she сказал(-а) your kinda weird ya know.yea well any way i dont tell crazy people my name so i would say nice to meet Ты but i just need to get out of here.okay then Ты run along Ты human Ты and i will stay here okay okay she looked at me with crazy eyes.hey before Ты go what do i need to do with myself i cant escape and i was wondering if Ты knew.oh i dont even know what your talking about nor do i care but maybe Ты should go to a mental hospital.oh okay well will Ты take me. yeah i might need to Ты could hurt someone.just follow me okay.okay she seems fairly interesting i think i will follow her.so will Ты tell me now what your name is since im going to this hospital.okay my name is sheena i am eighteen years old i live with my grandparents i like seafood is there anything else Ты want to know.yes do Ты have a mate are Ты sexually active.thats none of your buisness.oh but im afraid it is why is that because Ты dear are my soul mate and we belong together.what what are Ты talking about look we dont have much further til we get to the hospital.were not going to the hospital Ты are coming with me.she stopped the car get out help get out.what did i do Ты are freaking me out get out i just wanted to help.but beautiful Ты already have i have found where i belong it is with Ты can i keep Ты i used what is my gift for the first time on her she was hipnotized see what ever creature или thing i became i took part of it with me i am not trying to scare Ты Любовь iam in Любовь with Ты i have been searching for Ты for centuries wil Ты let me explain i am not of this world and yet i am i am everything and anything Ты want.i can be the air that Ты breathe i used to think that was disgusting but with Ты i think i would like it.for your mouth to suck me in and blow me out.i will Показать Ты and with that i changed into the wind and did as i сказал(-а) slowly coming back to my human form.what in the world what are Ты i am a form of all creatures i can inhibit anything или anyone.do Ты see what i mean do Ты understand i am sorry about before with the storm thing had i known it was Ты i would have been on my knees mind Ты this is afirst for me i am new to all this.but why me im no one special.oh but Ты are wrong for it is Ты who stopped this ever changing unit into something stable something to hold a grasp on.i will be forever in your debt i dont know Ты but i Любовь you.will Ты take my hand and with that we will be what ever Ты want.can Ты give me a sec this is all strange.take all the time Ты need i am not или cannot go anywhere without Ты it is impossible.okay so Ты say we can be what ever или who ever we want can we be other people.why of course anything или any one. i want to be a bird.can i be, yes but i should warn Ты once Ты leave this body we can never come back Ты need to know this. this body will not sustain Ты any more, but Ты left and came back when Ты were the wind. oh yes Любовь because Ты were holding me here your pull like i сказал(-а) i cannot not that i would want to but it isnt posssible to be away from Ты .you are my other half.i have been seacrhing for Ты through air.sea, animals,storms yes i can become a storm.i can also be или we can be the snow people play in the огонь people come into to warm themself.we can be anything.but there is a price to pay. i will let Ты decide i of course kind of like being human but the choice is yours.okay i think i will yeah i will stay human for now thats weird to say stay human. it is rather tempting like i have a super power или something huh well dear Ты actually do who do Ты know that can do such things. um well nobody.wow i guess your right i cant believe im taking this so lightly i dont understand. again beautiful it is because Ты belong to me as i to you. dont Ты mean with. okay Любовь get up and try to go to that store over there okay. she got out of the car only to make it to the капот, худ and then she was back in the drivers side .does that same thing happen to you. yes it would Любовь and note the pull Ты have on me is another thing to think about. we are close in this human form but when and if we take on another we will be one not two one we are soulmates in everysense we are but one.wow that is strange why do Ты feel that way well i have heard of such a pull as two intertwining into one but to actualy have one body how could we ever be physically Ты know.active.well dear that is basicly the same in all creatures the need to procreate.but with our kind it is so much еще than that. we will try your way of course if Ты want i dont know what it is like not ever doing that but it is i cant even explain Ты will see.what happens when we get that close i mean the pull.it is kind of like magnets i should say thats the closest i can think of. when and if we do what Ты ask we will be closer than any other human animal anything has ever been.even just Поцелуи Ты would be like pulling my self away from a tornado.oh okay i need to talk to my mom and dad they are probaly wodering when im coming Главная i thought Ты сказал(-а) Ты lived with your grandparents yea about that actualy my name is not sheena it is tiffany and i dont like seafood at all.i didnt want to tell a crazy person the truth about me.anyways what do i call Ты .you call me one as well as yourself eventualy your name will not matter over time Ты will see.exactually how old are Ты anyways.by which Ты mean time i am thirty five hundred years old.give или take a century we dont count time.so if i take on another form i will live forever.i wouldnt say forever but a very long time.but if i didnt change what would happen to Ты when i die.well my Любовь we share the same ever thing joy pain excitment every feeling Ты have is now apart of me.for Ты are me so when Ты go i go.but thats not right i cant do that to Ты .one i am nothing without Ты i would consider it an honor to die with Ты dont think of me when Ты make your choice i would not have told Ты this but i cannot hold anything from Ты not that i would want to i have finaly found Ты i am happy i have never felt anything in my time and now cant Ты feel it like my whats the word my сердце will jump out of my chest.yes i do i feel the same can i do something. if Ты wish i want to touch Ты to see that Ты are real just then as she touched my hand had the consistency of glue in between two hands trying to pull away but hard to do so.it left shivers up my spine i did not want her to pull away if that is even possible.i dont know.i cant pull away.i dont want to have to but i need to focus there is still things she must know.if i told Ты something would Ты not freak out.um after everything i have seen and felt and now Ты ask me this.what is it.i dont know i know i have to tell Ты but i am afraid. Ты are immortal what could Ты be afraid of.i need Ты to understand that if Ты decide to stay human i will always be there everywhere.so dont freak out but your body even human body is going to start to change. what do Ты mean.i mean is that every creature that i inhabited i took part of that with me and i have been many many creatures.for one i was a bird and well Любовь um i can fly which means Ты also.i was a snake so watch who Ты Kiss for now your bite is deadly what im venomous i cant even Kiss my mom или dad. not unless Ты want to kill them sorry i know its a bit much.but there how shall i say this there is so much еще Ты can do Ты will see.