Sorry for the delay I couldn't put it up because my iPad has a glitch and is being sent to яблоко for repair I had to rewrite the whole thing from my head again on my iPhone and have to type it from here sorry about last Fridays post it was terrible I rewrote it and added a lot of еще Письмо please forgive my terrible draft I was half asleep with overdose on sleeping medication anyways it won't happen again
       I frowned as I stopped in the front door of our house. I heard Carlisle, mental anguish in his head. Rosalie told him. I heard her louder thoughts that swirled around Rosalies anger. I wanted to growl, I was planning on telling Carlisle tonight. I had put it off, i'll admit, I didn't want this discussion to be thape way it sure would be know. Might as well get it over with. Carlisle's face was composed when I opened the door 'sorry Edward, I tried to talk her out of it but once I saw her decision it was too late and nothing could shake her' Alice thought guiltily. I nodded "Edward what have Ты done?" he asked me, he wasn't angry, he was curious and worried altogether. I looked at him carefully "it's not what Ты would think" I сказал(-а) "not what Ты think?! Is that it then, so what happened then, besides Ты not telling Bella, because she knows about us now! She knows what we are, knows are secret, Edward!" Rosalie shouted "Rose" Emmett said, his voice trying to be soothing. He put his hand on her shoulder, but Rosalie just shook it off "no, I have every right to be mad. She can't know what we are. It's not safe" she сказал(-а) there was a long silence
          Carlisle broke the silence first "how did she find out" he asked, his voice curious "the Quileutes, one of Ephraim blacks descendants to." I сказал(-а) Carlisle nodded but he couldn't believe it "the boy was young, I passed them on the way back here ." I finished. Rosalie growled, she was contemplating violence. Her hands balled into fists "it's still not безопасно, сейф Edward, the volturi have rules, she is a liability" Carlisle сказал(-а) "she wouldn't tell" I promised. Rosalie made a noise in disgust "of course, defend the girl! Ты don't know her, Ты don't know what she thinks, she could have been thinking about it all today and Ты wouldn't know any еще than the rest of us!" she growled I pointed my eyes at Alice "she would know, and I know that would never happen anyways" I said. Carlisle cleared his throat "but not only that but if the volturi do find out, Ты aren't planning on changing her, and Ты don't plan on leaving" he pointed out "yes, but who would inform them? We are The only Вампиры around here-" I сказал(-а) but before I could finish I saw a coven of Вампиры in slices head "actually-" "no" I growled,cutting her off, nomads were coming. They had heard about us and how we stay in one area and they want to meet us "I see nomads coming" Alice сказал(-а) aloud Esme gasped, Jasper tensed up "I have been seeing flickers on and off. They keep changing their minds. They are intimidated by us since we have such a large coven. They still aren't sure" Alice сказал(-а) "they should be scared" I hissed
       I didn't want to be here anymore, I got up. Carlisle stopped me before I had walked to the door "Edward, what does this leave us at?" he asked "I am not going to leave and I will not change her. She will not tell anyone I am sure of that. So I believe it's  what we call, an impasse" I сказал(-а) then left the house
      Bella was already asleep when I got to her house she mumbled my name when I climbed in her window. She mumbled a lot tonight, mostly about her mom and things we talked about "it's too green" she mumbled at two fifteen at night, I chuckled softly. She was restless, rolling around and she missed her mom, she mumbled about her еще than me tonight. I felt bad, I wish she could stay with her mom so she could not be upset. But then I  would be upset. I sighed, life wasn't fair. I slowly crawled out of the window when the sun came up. She was still tossing and turning when I left. I smiled, I was thinking while she was asleep, that I should know еще about her mom, and of course if it hurt to talk about her I wouldnt press on, I knew she was miserable here. I shouldn't be another reason toward her hatred towards forks. Then I ran off to get my car...
        Today I wanted to know еще about her mom she missed so much. I wanted to know about what her family was like. So once I pulled in her drive way I waited patiently for her to come out. I smiled as Bella got inside the car, she slept last night without waking up but she was still restless. So I had to ask "how did Ты sleep?" I kept my voice soft and gentle "Fine. How was your night?" I tried to think about a word that could describe how it was watching her roll all over the постель, кровати remembering her mumble that it was to green "pleasant" I сказал(-а) trying to conceal my laughter but I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my face. I saw Bellas eyebrows wrinkle in confusion "can I ask what Ты did Ты did?" she asked her voice a little frustrated but she was trying to hide that I grinned, not a chance "No. Today is still mine" I сказал(-а) she sighed. That's when I started asking my questions.
        I asked all through the день and dreaded the lunch hour. The last час I could ask Вопросы today. I didn't want to leave her I was about to talk myself out of it when I saw Alice look at me 'you ready?' she asked in her head. I nodded and sighed "I should have let Ты drive your car today" I сказал(-а) which I should have I just didn't want to. Once again wrong and want were over right "why?" she сказал(-а) her voice frantic "I'm leaving with Alice after lunch today" I сказал(-а) "oh" was all she сказал(-а) but  that one little word had a great amount of dissapointment, but then she сказал(-а) the most absurd words possible came out of her mouth "that's okay, its not that far of a walk" I frowned at all the possible things that could happen to her. Hit by a car, tripping over her own feet and ending up in the ER, running into wild animals, the Вампиры Alice has seen, getting Остаться в живых only god knows how..."I am not going to make Ты walk home. We'll go get your truck and leave it here for you" I сказал(-а) impatient, did she really believe I would make her walk "I don't have my key with me. I really don't mind walking" she sighed if I didn't know how to find her key-which was really impossible- if it came down to her walking because I couldn't find her keys I would give her my vanquish. I thought of all the possibilities of what would happen to Bella again and was sure of giving her my vanquish if it came down to that I shook my head at the thought of Bella walking Главная "your truck will be here, and the key will be in the ignition-unless your afraid of it getting stolen" I laughed "all right" she pursed her lips still unsure I smirked, did she really think I couldn't find her keys.
       Then Bellas voice turned glum but she was trying to make the conversation casual "hunting" I сказал(-а) grimly, I really didn't want to leave "if I am going to be alone with Ты tomorrow I am going to take all the pre-cautions I can" I сказал(-а) and that is why I wouldn't try to talk myself out of hunting and leaving her "you could always cancel" I сказал(-а) so she knew the danger she looked down "No, I can't" she whispered looking back at me. I couldn't let her Отменить either, it would hurt to much "I perhaps your right" I probably wouldn't let her Отменить "what time will I see Ты tomorrow?she asked, her voice sounded like she already missed me and shreds of hope filed through me I thought about her question, usually people her age liked to sleep in, and it was Saturday "that depends...it's a Saturday, don't Ты want to sleep in?" I asked "no" she blurted I held my smile but then got irritated Alice was irritated and impatient ' come on Edward Ты have plenty of time to talk to her tomorrow, do Ты want to get Главная in time to watch her sleep? And Ты better introduce me to, if Ты don't I will introduce myself to her, I don't care if Ты get angry' she сказал(-а) her voice irritating I ignored her "the same time as usual then" I сказал(-а) that was good "will Charlie be there?" I asked I wonder what she told him, what he thought of me did he even know where she was going tomorrow "no, he's fishing tomorrow" she answered.
            I thought of all of tomorrow's risks about hurting her "And if Ты don't come home, what will he think?" I asked sharply, surly if I killed her it would kill him. I thought remembering his mental anguish that icy day, and Alices words "I have no idea. He knows i've been meaning to do laundry, maybe he will think I fell in the washer" she said. I scowled at how coolly she discussed what would happen if I killed her, she even joked. Bella scowled back, but then she asked "what are Ты hunting tonight?" "whatever we find in the park. We aren't going far" it wasn't that far but it still seemed like I was on the other side of the world "why are Ты going with Alice?" she was curious, I should have сказал(-а) that today was still mine but I got enough Ответы for the день "Alice is the most...supportive" that was the best word I could find. She did care if Bella got killed, unlike the others "and the others?" Bella asked timidly worried they would hear "incredulous, for the most part" I сказал(-а) Rosalie was the worse.
         Bella looked over my shoulder "they don't like me" she frowned I disagreed "that's not it" I reasssured her and continued "they don't understand why why I can't leave Ты alone" Bella's frown deepend "neither do I for that matter" she said, her voice a product of low self-esteem. That was frustrating that she thought of herself as normal, I shook my head "I told you-you don't see yourself clearly at all. You're not like anyone I've ever known. Ты fascinate me" I said. Bella glared at me so I continued to Показать her how I felt. I smiled and continued "having the advantages I do. I have a better than average grasp of human nature. People are so predictable. But you...you never do what I expect. Ты always take me by surprise" I said, Bella looked away "that part is easy enough to explain, but theres more...and its not so easy to put into words" I finished, the way to explain how I felt about her, made me speechless, no words could explain it. She still didn't look at me, but I looked at her and I saw she wasn't paying attention I was about to get upset but I saw in her glassy eyes fear, I saw that they reflected Rosalies cold glare 'no they may not understand why, but I do and Bella is right I don't like her. She is nothing to me' she thought, her words sharp as ice. I growled trying to resist the urge to go over there and rip her head off, или scream at her, only Bella held me in place. Emmett patted Rosalie's shoulder "easy" he murmured, soothing
     I had to apologize I would probably take care of her later "I'm sorry, she's just worried" I lied I didn't want her know that Rosalie hated her that way, and I wasn't completely lying "you see...it's dangerous for еще than just me,if spending so much time with Ты publicly..." I couldn't finish "if?" Bella asked "if this ends badly" I сказал(-а) and dropped my head in my hands all the people. Once again the weight of the world was on my shoulders, fate was pulling it's odds against me, all the people I would hurt, the great deal of pain that would put me through, I would hurt her dad probably the most, her friends, and all her family she has told me about today, we would have to Переместить and start over again, but I probably wouldn't live with them, let alone myself. I would be miserable, in pain, then once I left my adopted family they would miss me. I sighed, and the worst part is I would hurt Bella the most. Kill her the pain of the thought was not the kind of pain that could make me cry,if that was even possible,but the pain that would overwhelm my entire body leaving my сердце aching and make my entire body feel empty making me feel weak and helpless. A pain I couldn't escape from "and Ты have to leave now?" Bella asked her voice sad  "yes" I сказал(-а) then smiled "it's probably for the best. We still have fifteen минуты of that wretched movie to endure-I don't think I could take anymore" I сказал(-а) I was tired of the curiousity that saturated me when I saw her that long час those two days, I was probably about to snap, that was probably the only the good pat that came to leaving, that and responsibility. 'can I come over now, I don't care how long it takes I am going to talk to Bella before we leave one way или another so introducing me would probably be the smartest thing to do' Alice thoughts were sharp and serious.
         I secretly nodded and saw Alice smile in Jaspers thoughts she was over here in an instant "Alice" I сказал(-а) without looking away from Bella "Edward" she сказал(-а) 'I'm waiting' she thought impatiently "Alice, Bella- Bella, Alice" I сказал(-а) 'finally! Now was that so hard' she asked in her head "hello Bella, it's nice to finally meet you" Alice said, over emphasizing the word 'finally' I shot her a dark look 'well do Ты know how impatient I have been, it feels like forever' she defended herself "hi Alice" Bella сказал(-а) shyly "are Ты ready?" Alice asked me "Nearly. I will meet Ты at the car" I said. I was nowhere near ready to go. Probably cause I didn't want to go. Alice left 'hurry up' was all she thought "should I say have fun или is that the wrong sentiment" Bella сказал(-а) "no 'have fun' works as well as anything" I smiled
          She smiled "have fun then" she сказал(-а) "I'll try" I сказал(-а) grinning wider. I knew I wasn't going to have any fun but I had to smile "and Ты try to be безопасно, сейф please" I сказал(-а) not making my voice sound desperate "safe in Forks-what a challenge" she сказал(-а) her voice mocking I thought about her latest near death experience "for Ты it is. Promise" I сказал(-а) my jaw hardening it would be just like Bella to have a trip to the emergency room tonight because of something she did "I promise to try to be safe. I'll do laundry tonight-that ought to be fraught with peril" she teased "don't fall in" I mocked her earlier words  and chuckled "I'll do my best" she said. I looked around then noticed the room was empty even my siblings left. I didn't want her to be late so I stood up "I'll see Ты tomorrow" Bella sighed "that seems to be a long time for you" I asked I should befor her,tomorrow felt like forever from now  to me. She nodded frowning "I'll be there in the morning" I promised smiling to reassure her the stroked her cheek and with all my strength turned around and walked away. Frowning .
         As I walked to my car I tried to think of a better reason to leave. I didn't want to. As I got to the car I focused on Alices thoughts she was exuberant, of course. She was so happy she got to say oh but five words to the girl. I thought sarcastically. We drove back to her house and climbed through her window 'nice place' Alice thought 'I can see why Ты come here every night, it's warm, and cozy...gives Ты that Главная sweet Главная feeling' she thought as she took in Bellas room. I sighed rolloing my eyes how little Alice knew that the house wasn't what had drawn me here. It was the beautiful sleeping girl, the way she сказал(-а) my name in a soft sweet voice, so beautiful her voice was like a hum-  my reverie stopped short when Alice noticed the smell of her room 'oh I never noticed, she does smell lovely doesn't she?' Alice asked, I would have growled but I knew Alice didn't mean it as attraction for thirst she just liked the smell, so I naturally just rolled my eyes "shall we? We don't have all day. или did Ты want Bella to walk home?" Alice asked out loud. I remembered what could happen again and nodded.
          I knew the scent of Bella's key so it wasn't hard to find. It was in her laundry room in a pair of pants she wore last week. As we dug through the pile I noticed her pants had no designer label, which surprised me. Most teenagers would like to wear designer jeans, but when was Bella the normal teenager Alice seemed to notice they weren't designer either 'I can't wait until she is part of out family или even knows me enough to be great Друзья with me. Then I can give her Совет on style. If she has any. She is so dull. Honestly Edward, I don't see the attraction when she has a fashion sense as plain as these pants' she thought. I sighed it seemed like Alice was going have a good time treating Bella like a doll once they knew each other. Well if that's not what Bella wanted then I would already have to start planning ways to stop Alice from being a bother. Then Alice remembered one of her visions of me planning on stopping her from doing Bellas hair and shot me a dark look "we don't have all день remember?" I asked her my voice mocking her earlier words. She scowled but we quickly got out of her house and in her car. On they way out I grabbed a pen and paper from her desk. I'm sure she wouldn't have noticed and scribbled the words 'be safe' on it then put it in my pocket climbing out the window.
       Alice had the keys and was already waiting outside for me. Her face was frozen, I scanned her thoughts and went Холодное сердце stiff outside. I saw the no mads again standing in front of the Forks town welcoming sign just standing there "there not sure yet Edward, they are still debating whether или not to come visit our coven" Alice сказал(-а) looking at Bellas window but not seeing it she was comparing it to her other visions "I think they are going to come, the redhead and the blonde want to the only thing stopping them is there third member" Alice сказал(-а) "it's not going to happen" I growled "take the volvo Главная I will take Bella her truck and meet me in the park" I сказал(-а) tossing Alice the keys to the volvo then got in Bellas truck and drove to drop it off at the high school

As always (well hopefully!) Далее part Friday I will do my best I have been very busy (another poor excuse I know) anyways ciao for now