The car is warm and as we drive off the reservation, my mind can only think of my dreams. They were so real so life like. They felt like the were really happening . My future couldn't already be set by my nightmares, could it?
"What are Ты thinking about?" Jacob ask's me, never removing his eyes from the road. He is so good at setting the mood.
"Life, in general." I answer, not wanting him to worry. His face looks emotionless.
"I'm a good listener." he turns to me and smiles. "Really whats up?" He ask stoping the car.
"I'm just worried thats all."
"Do Ты want to go se Carlisle?" His expression becomes caring.
"Yeah. But first I desparately need some food. Considering we can't exactly eat at our own house." I say smiling.
~
We pull up infront of my family's house. The front door swings open and I see my Mom's body in the door way. I step out and run up to the door.
"Hey Mom." I say as she wraps me in a hug. None of my family thought it was the wisest thing for me to do when I married Jacob, so when ever we come they are always antsy and weird. Especialy since I am sure Aunt Alice saw us comming. I doubt that she doesn't know why.
"What are Ты two doing here?" My Mom asks trying not to look suspicious.
"We need to see Grandpa." Jake walks up the stairs and stands behind me. He wraps his arm around my waist, and we walk in the house.
"Your Grandpa is upstairs." My Mom says as she kisses my cheek one last time. When we reach his office sure enough there is all of his medical supplies and tools lying out on his desk. The big таблица is cleared and there is a chair sitting right Далее to it.
"Nessie." My Grandpa smiles as gives me a light hug.
"Let me guess... Aunt Alice Right?" I remark as I take in all of it. I can tell it makes Jacob uneasy because his grip on my waist gets tighter.
"If she saw that we were comming for medical reasons, why didn't she just tell Ты what was going to be wrong?" Jake asks removing his hand from my waist and seccuring it around my wrist.
"Because thats my job." My grandpa states. "Rennesme can Ты sit on the таблица please." He asks pointing towards it. I hesitate but give in and sit on the table. "Jacob Ты may have a сиденье, место, сиденья in that chair right there while I take some blood samples and such."
My grandfater plunges a small needle into my inner elbow, and draws a sample of blood. A small pain spreads through my elbow.
"Ow." I am able to mutter while He lifts the needle from my arm and rests it on his dest.
"Jacob if Ты don't mind I would like to talk to Rennesme. If Ты want, Alice сказал(-а) that Ты two were verry hungry so Esme went ahead went and got some breakfast for you." Jake stands up and lightly kisses my forehead before going down to eat.
"So, what did Ты want to talk about?" Oh please don't say how misery awaits.
~
My mind shifts from thought to thought on our way back to the reservation. A moment in my nightmares has been confirmed. Whats next? So yeah I have Остаться в живых all of the vampire in me but now what? My Grandpa сказал(-а) that one healthy decision would be to take a pregnancy test just for precaution. I just don't know what I will do if еще things start to become real.
I see our small house. Normaly I long for Главная but today it seems to be the Источник of all of my troubles.
"Hey I need the car to go run some errands. Are Ты going to need it?" I ask Jake trying to make my voice sound stable.
"No, but I'll go with you."
"No, I'll go alone. I mean Ты might get bored или what ever." I try to make excuses but as I know thats exactly what I have no talent at.
"I guess your right. I'll stay Главная and start cleaning."
"Oh right good idea." I mutter tying to be as possitive as possible.
Jake stops the car infront of the house. His body leans over and he kisses my lips tenderly.
"Your lips are trembling. Are Ты sure your ok?" He asks looking straight into my eyes.
"Yeah I'm fine. I'll be back later." I Say while I get out of the passenger side and Переместить to the drivers. His body escapes from the small car. "Bye." I mutter before I get in the car and drive away.
"What are Ты thinking about?" Jacob ask's me, never removing his eyes from the road. He is so good at setting the mood.
"Life, in general." I answer, not wanting him to worry. His face looks emotionless.
"I'm a good listener." he turns to me and smiles. "Really whats up?" He ask stoping the car.
"I'm just worried thats all."
"Do Ты want to go se Carlisle?" His expression becomes caring.
"Yeah. But first I desparately need some food. Considering we can't exactly eat at our own house." I say smiling.
~
We pull up infront of my family's house. The front door swings open and I see my Mom's body in the door way. I step out and run up to the door.
"Hey Mom." I say as she wraps me in a hug. None of my family thought it was the wisest thing for me to do when I married Jacob, so when ever we come they are always antsy and weird. Especialy since I am sure Aunt Alice saw us comming. I doubt that she doesn't know why.
"What are Ты two doing here?" My Mom asks trying not to look suspicious.
"We need to see Grandpa." Jake walks up the stairs and stands behind me. He wraps his arm around my waist, and we walk in the house.
"Your Grandpa is upstairs." My Mom says as she kisses my cheek one last time. When we reach his office sure enough there is all of his medical supplies and tools lying out on his desk. The big таблица is cleared and there is a chair sitting right Далее to it.
"Nessie." My Grandpa smiles as gives me a light hug.
"Let me guess... Aunt Alice Right?" I remark as I take in all of it. I can tell it makes Jacob uneasy because his grip on my waist gets tighter.
"If she saw that we were comming for medical reasons, why didn't she just tell Ты what was going to be wrong?" Jake asks removing his hand from my waist and seccuring it around my wrist.
"Because thats my job." My grandpa states. "Rennesme can Ты sit on the таблица please." He asks pointing towards it. I hesitate but give in and sit on the table. "Jacob Ты may have a сиденье, место, сиденья in that chair right there while I take some blood samples and such."
My grandfater plunges a small needle into my inner elbow, and draws a sample of blood. A small pain spreads through my elbow.
"Ow." I am able to mutter while He lifts the needle from my arm and rests it on his dest.
"Jacob if Ты don't mind I would like to talk to Rennesme. If Ты want, Alice сказал(-а) that Ты two were verry hungry so Esme went ahead went and got some breakfast for you." Jake stands up and lightly kisses my forehead before going down to eat.
"So, what did Ты want to talk about?" Oh please don't say how misery awaits.
~
My mind shifts from thought to thought on our way back to the reservation. A moment in my nightmares has been confirmed. Whats next? So yeah I have Остаться в живых all of the vampire in me but now what? My Grandpa сказал(-а) that one healthy decision would be to take a pregnancy test just for precaution. I just don't know what I will do if еще things start to become real.
I see our small house. Normaly I long for Главная but today it seems to be the Источник of all of my troubles.
"Hey I need the car to go run some errands. Are Ты going to need it?" I ask Jake trying to make my voice sound stable.
"No, but I'll go with you."
"No, I'll go alone. I mean Ты might get bored или what ever." I try to make excuses but as I know thats exactly what I have no talent at.
"I guess your right. I'll stay Главная and start cleaning."
"Oh right good idea." I mutter tying to be as possitive as possible.
Jake stops the car infront of the house. His body leans over and he kisses my lips tenderly.
"Your lips are trembling. Are Ты sure your ok?" He asks looking straight into my eyes.
"Yeah I'm fine. I'll be back later." I Say while I get out of the passenger side and Переместить to the drivers. His body escapes from the small car. "Bye." I mutter before I get in the car and drive away.
I've waited a hundred years
And I'd wait a million еще for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how Ты smile when Ты blush
или how Ты curl your lip when Ты concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your Любовь is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every Kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who Ты are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw Ты well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
And I'd wait a million еще for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how Ты smile when Ты blush
или how Ты curl your lip when Ты concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your Любовь is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every Kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who Ты are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw Ты well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
Well I can go a million miles an hour
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms Ты better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before Ты go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
Ты start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms Ты better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before Ты go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
Ты start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with Ты man
Don’t Ты see it’s wrong, can’t Ты get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Остаться в живых in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Ты stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
Ты know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Остаться в живых in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Ты stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Остаться в живых in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Ты stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what Ты do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with Ты man
Don’t Ты see it’s wrong, can’t Ты get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Остаться в живых in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Ты stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
Ты know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Остаться в живых in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Ты stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Остаться в живых in the dark
I’m spun out so far
Ты stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what Ты do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Stephenie Meyer
That is a not easy choice for Bella,espically face Edward and Jacob.
Edward is like an antiquated and gentlest brand,such as link.
But Jacob,who is new arisen,just like link.
That is really a difficult choice for Bella.
Feeling?Emotion?What is the measurement?
Woman is very strange,includig Bella.They want to be loved,and want a happy ending with her prince.Eactly,that person should be everyone's prince.
To go along with feeling is not always right.
May be we could know what is her finally choice in the ending.
Edward is like an antiquated and gentlest brand,such as link.
But Jacob,who is new arisen,just like link.
That is really a difficult choice for Bella.
Feeling?Emotion?What is the measurement?
Woman is very strange,includig Bella.They want to be loved,and want a happy ending with her prince.Eactly,that person should be everyone's prince.
To go along with feeling is not always right.
May be we could know what is her finally choice in the ending.
