Chapter 18
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"

"Ill watch her"i сказал(-а) and tanya's thoughts
edward do Ты really think thats a good idea

"Like i would trust you"he сказал(-а) Показ me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched

"Stop what ever Ты are doing"tanya сказал(-а) to him,jacobs thoughts changedso Ты dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow

"What ever Ты say let me go cheak on her"he сказал(-а) and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she Любовь a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never Любовь me

"Edward,be good"alice сказал(-а) and kissed me on the head,all of the Собаки are out side changed and waiting for jacob

jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any еще she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls

"Come on vamps Показать us where to go"he сказал(-а) and ran out side and changed

i looked at the фото on the shelf there was bella smiling Далее to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning

"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i сказал(-а) and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face

she flinched

"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me

"But if i would have never left Ты would not have gotten hurt and fell in Любовь with him"
i сказал(-а) she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head

"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell Ты about the other stuff"she сказал(-а) and sipped the drink

"Bella do Ты know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me

"Ya,cause Ты didnt want to petend to be human any еще and Ты didnt Любовь me any more"she сказал(-а) looking down at her drink

"I lied"i сказал(-а) and she choked and her drink

"Why the hell would Ты do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell

"Cause i didnt want to hurt Ты anymore,and the еще things that happened to Ты stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward

"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected Ты from her"i сказал(-а) and she walked over to me and stood in front of me

"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like Ты wanted me too,i fell in Любовь and dont call him a dog"she сказал(-а) to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back

"I Любовь you"i сказал(-а) she looked at me

"I would slap Ты right now but it wouldn't do Ты any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever Kiss me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more

"Bella i Любовь Ты so much,what Ты just did hurt like hell"i сказал(-а) she just looked at me

"I felt hurt when Ты left me in the woods and сказал(-а) hurtfull things and back off или ill tell jake"she сказал(-а) and flinch and chuckled

"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad

"That Ты think jacob could hurt me"i сказал(-а) and laughed,she walked away

"Edward why did Ты stay?did Ты just stay to tell me Ты loved me,well i loved Ты along time назад not anymore,now i Любовь alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she сказал(-а) and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't Любовь me any еще but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her сердце ill be here for her,ill allways Любовь her for ever

"Bella i Любовь Ты and always will,and if he ever breaks your сердце или dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i сказал(-а) with a warm smile

"Why?edward Переместить on,come on go with tanya she is so in Любовь with Ты and Ты dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes Ты think i would choose Ты anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way

"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad Ты left или i would never have fell in Любовь with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive Ты and thank you"she сказал(-а) and smiled,gosh i Любовь that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and Kiss her

"Now edward will Ты Переместить on and ask tanya out?"she asked me

"ill try and Переместить on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i сказал(-а) i know she's in Любовь with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella

"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she сказал(-а) and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i сказал(-а) and looked around the room bella laid on the постель, кровати and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she сказал(-а) i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her

"nope but Ты have to stand right there"she сказал(-а) and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the диван, мягкий уголок and waited


3 hours later

Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands

"You imprinted on a baby."i сказал(-а) and сказал(-а) it with alot if distaste

"Shut up"seth сказал(-а) with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby

"Seth dont let it get to Ты he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 год old"Jacob сказал(-а) and laughed

"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth сказал(-а) with hurt in his voice

"i dont know,i cant tell Ты how she will react"jacob сказал(-а) walking in to his room,then came out

"Like my room it nice and big,dont Ты wish Ты never left her"he сказал(-а) and when and got bella's monster and finshed it

"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so Ты know"i сказал(-а) and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes

"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got Ты was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth сказал(-а) i winced

"She did?"jacob asked

"Duh"he сказал(-а) and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added

"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled

i walked out and ran Главная to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor быстрый, стремительный, свифт

"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy

"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper сказал(-а) but got cut off by alice

"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice сказал(-а) with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was