Renesmee POV
As Jacob wrapped his warm, muscular arms around me I felt I'd come home, completed and loved. I silently, let go off the breath I was holding, the tension dropping off me, like a weight had been removed. He loved me, he truly loves me the way I Любовь him, what a relief. I gently place my hands upon his cheek and pulled his face down to mine, my lips aching for another taste of his sweet kiss. Jacob realised what I was trying to do, he knew what I wanted, of course he knew I had told him in my own gifted way. Slowly, gently he placed a Kiss upon my lips, starting slowly but deepening with each breath, His arms pulling me closer. I hope this never ends I think to myself. His Kiss suddenly begins to get еще urgent, еще passionate, his arms заворачивать, обертывание around me harder and his hands gently caress my back making me shiver with delight.
Though my body temperature ran hotter than any normal human's I felt hotter still like I was burning up, I felt that if this kept going on (and I really wanted it too) I would surely be burnt alive. Quite frankly I felt as if I was on fire, deep within my soul I felt flames licking at my internal organs, This wasn't the way it's supposed to be what's going on??
Jacob sensed that something was wrong and pulled away gently his breathing hard and as rapid as mine was. He looked down into my eyes and saw something that must have alarmed him. Instantly after he pulled away the огонь stopped hmmmmm, I felt an over -powering sense of loss, that was so strong that I started to cry. What in the hell is wrong with me?
"Nessie , what's wrong?" Jacob asked me "did I hurt you??" "No Jacob, Ты didn't hurt me" I replied "Could we just go back to my place instead of the res please??. "Are Ты OK?, why won't Ты tell me whats going on?" a very frantic look in his eyes. "I don't know myself....maybe Carlisle could tell me?". "Please tell me" his eyes pleading, tears forming slowly within his eyes. "why are Ты crying??" "I don't know how to explain it Jacob", I responded "It felt like I was on огонь from the inside, like something had lit my internal organs on огонь with an open flame, it hurt and all of a sudden I got really thirsty, and then when Ты pulled away I felt empty and had a sense of an over-powering loss"
As the tears were running down my face, Jacob pulled me close and held me tightly. "We will go back to your place.... the res can wait, we need to find out what this is first. I don't want Ты to be hurting" he сказал(-а) into my hair. Jacob took one arm away from me and still left one circling his waist as he took me to the car. As we got to the car he opened the door for me gently deposited me into the seat, When did my legs start to feel like lead weights?? I wondered, puzzled. I hope Carlisle knows what is happening. Jacob went to the driver's side and quickly started the car "We'll be there soon Nessie, We'll be there soon, by the way I Любовь you." He smiled his beautiful mouth curved upwards. "I Любовь Ты too Jacob" I сказал(-а) as I leaned my head against the back of my seat,closing my eyes as he took my hand in his and bought it up to his lips so he could place a soft Kiss upon it. He let go as he put his foot down and we sped off.
As Jacob wrapped his warm, muscular arms around me I felt I'd come home, completed and loved. I silently, let go off the breath I was holding, the tension dropping off me, like a weight had been removed. He loved me, he truly loves me the way I Любовь him, what a relief. I gently place my hands upon his cheek and pulled his face down to mine, my lips aching for another taste of his sweet kiss. Jacob realised what I was trying to do, he knew what I wanted, of course he knew I had told him in my own gifted way. Slowly, gently he placed a Kiss upon my lips, starting slowly but deepening with each breath, His arms pulling me closer. I hope this never ends I think to myself. His Kiss suddenly begins to get еще urgent, еще passionate, his arms заворачивать, обертывание around me harder and his hands gently caress my back making me shiver with delight.
Though my body temperature ran hotter than any normal human's I felt hotter still like I was burning up, I felt that if this kept going on (and I really wanted it too) I would surely be burnt alive. Quite frankly I felt as if I was on fire, deep within my soul I felt flames licking at my internal organs, This wasn't the way it's supposed to be what's going on??
Jacob sensed that something was wrong and pulled away gently his breathing hard and as rapid as mine was. He looked down into my eyes and saw something that must have alarmed him. Instantly after he pulled away the огонь stopped hmmmmm, I felt an over -powering sense of loss, that was so strong that I started to cry. What in the hell is wrong with me?
"Nessie , what's wrong?" Jacob asked me "did I hurt you??" "No Jacob, Ты didn't hurt me" I replied "Could we just go back to my place instead of the res please??. "Are Ты OK?, why won't Ты tell me whats going on?" a very frantic look in his eyes. "I don't know myself....maybe Carlisle could tell me?". "Please tell me" his eyes pleading, tears forming slowly within his eyes. "why are Ты crying??" "I don't know how to explain it Jacob", I responded "It felt like I was on огонь from the inside, like something had lit my internal organs on огонь with an open flame, it hurt and all of a sudden I got really thirsty, and then when Ты pulled away I felt empty and had a sense of an over-powering loss"
As the tears were running down my face, Jacob pulled me close and held me tightly. "We will go back to your place.... the res can wait, we need to find out what this is first. I don't want Ты to be hurting" he сказал(-а) into my hair. Jacob took one arm away from me and still left one circling his waist as he took me to the car. As we got to the car he opened the door for me gently deposited me into the seat, When did my legs start to feel like lead weights?? I wondered, puzzled. I hope Carlisle knows what is happening. Jacob went to the driver's side and quickly started the car "We'll be there soon Nessie, We'll be there soon, by the way I Любовь you." He smiled his beautiful mouth curved upwards. "I Любовь Ты too Jacob" I сказал(-а) as I leaned my head against the back of my seat,closing my eyes as he took my hand in his and bought it up to his lips so he could place a soft Kiss upon it. He let go as he put his foot down and we sped off.
MERRY Рождество (4 days sooner)
WISH U A GR8 HAPPY NEW YEAR!
WISH 2 SEE A VAMP!
HAVE FUN!
AND LETS PRAY IT SNOWS EVERY DAY!
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HAPPY NEW YEAR.
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HOPE U HAVE A FANVASTIC TIME!
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wish to see vamps running outside my house.
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или find out vamps and mythical creatures are real!.
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this is getting lame but thers a for this things
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merry x mass
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1. Ты don't like your crush now because he doesn't have golden eyes.
2.You cover yourself in body glitter so Ты can sparkle like edward.
3.You're saving your allowance for a trip to Forks, Washigton, where bella lives.
4.You just realized how cuddly and cute Волколаки are.
5.You refuse to visit a doctor unless he looks like Carsile.
6.You ask your parents if Ты change your last name to cullen.
7.You fall asleep to, "Bella's Lullaby", from the Twilight soundtrack.
8.When choosing a outfit, Ты always think, "What would alice wear?"
9.You used to Любовь sunny days ,but now you'll only go out if it's rainy and cloudy.
10.You purposely trip over thigs so Ты can be as clumsy as bella.
2.You cover yourself in body glitter so Ты can sparkle like edward.
3.You're saving your allowance for a trip to Forks, Washigton, where bella lives.
4.You just realized how cuddly and cute Волколаки are.
5.You refuse to visit a doctor unless he looks like Carsile.
6.You ask your parents if Ты change your last name to cullen.
7.You fall asleep to, "Bella's Lullaby", from the Twilight soundtrack.
8.When choosing a outfit, Ты always think, "What would alice wear?"
9.You used to Любовь sunny days ,but now you'll only go out if it's rainy and cloudy.
10.You purposely trip over thigs so Ты can be as clumsy as bella.