Chapter 4
Once we get to the house, I looked around everywhere. Making sure Charlie или anyone is not around hiding on the outskirts of my home. After I made sure it was safe, I unbuckled and gathered my stuff ready to blot inside my безопасно, сейф home. Edward got out of the car, I noticed. He was opening my door for me. I gathered all of my утиль, барахло, мусор and was ready.
    “Are Ты alright to walk?” he asked. While he asked the questionable question, He grabbed all of my things out of my arms. I didn’t answer. “Are Ты okay to walk, Bella?” He asked again, after a few minutes. I just nodded my head. I got up out of the car to have my knees give out and fall into 2 very strong, comforting arms, which belong to my beloved, Edward.
    “Now, I guess the klutz Bella from awhile назад is still here. Go figure. Now are Ты going to let me carry Ты или are Ты going to be stubborn and force you?” He asked calmly. He was hiding the fact that he was about to start laughing at any moment.
    “Stubborn. There is no way I am going to allow Ты to carry me up the stairs. I can walk myself thank Ты very much.” I sighed. “Plus Ты have all of that stuff in your arms. We wouldn’t want everything to fall down while going towards the building. Now would we?” I said, smiling. I feel as though I won though the feeling was soon taken away.
    After a few seconds, he took at his cell phone dialing a number and pressed send. I just stared at him and he just smiled at me, telling me I just lost.
    “Hey, Emmett.” He сказал(-а) into his phone. He listened to whatever Emmett сказал(-а) and answered his question. “Yes, we are outside. Though I kind of need your help bring up some of this stuff from the party.” He said. He listened to what Emmett сказал(-а) while still smiling at me. “Well of course I have Bells with me. No the reason why we haven’t gone up yet is because Bella is having a hard time walking without falling. That is why I need Ты to bring up the stuff, while I grab her.” He said, obviously very annoyed. He listened to everything Emmett had to say then he hung up his phone with a quick bye bro.
    After a few минуты Emmett came down stairs with a huge smile on his face. He grabbed everything out of Edwards’s arms and еще from the car. Emmett took off right after taking the stuff. I got no hug, no Эй, bells. Nothing. It kind of hurt that my teddy bear, my sort of older brother didn’t say hi или even see me here. Though before I could over think anything Edward grabbed on to my legs and my lower back and lifted me up against his chest. He picked me up like I weighed nothing instead of 102 pounds. It was kind of scary but in not a frightening me way. On the way I fell asleep from all the stress and break downs today in my safety place.
    
    I woke up a couple hours later with the noise of two people talking out in the living room. They weren’t very loud but my house echoes from not having a lot of stuff around. I started to figure out the voices better they were Emmett and Jasper. Though where were Edward and the girls? I felt the постель, кровати Переместить and I froze automatically thinking it was Charlie. I was afraid to look scared that it will be the one person I scared of most. That is until the person started to talk and pulled me into their arms and I felt безопасно, сейф automatically like a switch.
    “Bella, my sweet innocent Bella.” A smoothing voice spoke. “Why must Ты go through so much pain?” He spoke with pain that mirrors my own. “Why didn’t Ты tell me?” he spoke. “Why did Ты keep it from me?” He spoke again “Bella, I could have helped you. I could have stopped Charlie” Spoke the voice; I would know my whole life. I decided then to “wake up” from my pretend sleep.
    “Edward?” I asked my voice full of sleep. “I am sorry.” I said, full of sadness. “I didn’t mean for Ты to find out the way Ты did” I said, regret filled my tone. “I wanted to tell once we got home, not when I fell asleep” I said, I really need to stop sleep talking. He looked at me with a small amount of tears covering his eyes and cheeks. I reached and wiped them away for him.
    “My, Bella, it is fine. Though I would liked to of known when this was going on and not 2 years after. Though, I would still like to hear the rest of the story if Ты are still willing to tell me.” He sighed and I sighed. “So I can help.” He said, looking up at me with nervousness covering every inch of his eyes. “Bella, my sweet Bella. Ты scared me today and it made me believe that I need to man up and finally tell Ты how I feel. I Любовь Ты Bella. I have for a very long time. I just couldn’t spit it out every time I was going to tell you. I Любовь Ты Bella.” He stated, he looked almost scared, like I was going to reject him. I sat up and took his hand into mine and I simply kissed him with everything I had.
    After a few минуты we трещина, сплит up trying to breath. He looked happy and I am very positive that I have the same look on my face and I don’t care what I look like. I am happy
    “You don’t know how long I have been waiting to Kiss and for Ты tell me” I stated after I caught my breath. “I guess the saying Better late than never woks right now. I have loved Ты ever seen moved to forks, Washington all those years ago.” I said, my tone full all the Любовь I feel for this man sitting Далее to me. “As for telling Ты the whole story, I can do that but your parents need to know. So that they can know why their kids were always lying to cover for me.” I said. I felt horrible for not telling Ты them and for endangering their kids all those years and even now I am still endangering them.
    “God am I glad Ты сказал(-а) that.” He said. He pulled me into his lap and picked me and started to carry us out to the living room. I was about to reject about it and that I could walk but for once I didn’t. I felt безопасно, сейф and protected and loved. The right kind of love, it feels so unmoral and foreign to me but I like it.
    “Let’s go into the living room and кухня to figure out who is here and who isn’t. Then I will tell my infamous story of my child hood.” The part that haunts me every день of my life and that is my whole child hood.