I woke up after my nap, to find Howl is gone again. I looked out of the cave, seeing the waterfall running, but then I look down to see Howl. Howl is in the waterfall, washing himself, as if he were taking a душ или whatever. I left him alone, and went back to my nap. I had this very freaky dream while napping: I had a nightmare that I was back Главная in New York with Howl. Everyone back Главная looked demonic and scary. Mom and Dad didn't look like themselves. They looked non-human like and cannibalistic in a way that even scared me. Howl was no where to be found, as Adam was trying to Kiss me and make out with me, but I just kept shoving him away. I told him I didn't want him, but he looked so demonic and scary, that I think my сердце stopped for five секунды after looking at him. I kept screaming and thrashing around, until Howl woke me up.
I heard her screaming, and I woke her. I tried calming her down, so I stroked her hair and sang to her, like she did to me. She was calm when she told me,"Your Пение voice is beautiful, Howl! I know I taught Ты a little bit about music, but your voice is just so....incredible. Could Ты keep going?" She taught me this song called Light My Fire. She sang it to me before and I listened to it before on her tiny Музыка machine. I think it's by The Doors. Is that what she said? I'm not sure, but it was a good song, so I sang it to her. She peacefully fell back to sleep in my arms. I picked her up as we swung to where Koga was resting. I laid down some leaves on the ground to make a постель, кровати for her. I watched her sleep, thinking about how I wanna be with her forever.
I heard her screaming, and I woke her. I tried calming her down, so I stroked her hair and sang to her, like she did to me. She was calm when she told me,"Your Пение voice is beautiful, Howl! I know I taught Ты a little bit about music, but your voice is just so....incredible. Could Ты keep going?" She taught me this song called Light My Fire. She sang it to me before and I listened to it before on her tiny Музыка machine. I think it's by The Doors. Is that what she said? I'm not sure, but it was a good song, so I sang it to her. She peacefully fell back to sleep in my arms. I picked her up as we swung to where Koga was resting. I laid down some leaves on the ground to make a постель, кровати for her. I watched her sleep, thinking about how I wanna be with her forever.
Forever
Forever Ты are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what Ты promised
Your сердце is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected by your eagle like wings
Forever loved by your ocean wide heart
Forever безопасно, сейф in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever Ты are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what Ты promised
Your сердце is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected by your eagle like wings
Forever loved by your ocean wide heart
Forever безопасно, сейф in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person Ты told the truth to all the time was now the one person Ты have to keep it away from, would you?
would Ты be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person Ты told everything to, he was the one who keeps Ты from falling apart, but if Ты told him anything he might be the one to bring Ты tummbling down.
if Ты had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would Ты chose? because if Ты dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person Ты told the truth to all the time was now the one person Ты have to keep it away from, would you?
would Ты be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person Ты told everything to, he was the one who keeps Ты from falling apart, but if Ты told him anything he might be the one to bring Ты tummbling down.
if Ты had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would Ты chose? because if Ты dont chose right, he may very well die.
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make Любовь to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the Розы are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make Любовь to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the Розы are dying
A год назад in my calculation,
A год ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Любовь isn’t a toy and never was.
Любовь is what Ты cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
A год ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Любовь isn’t a toy and never was.
Любовь is what Ты cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.