Hey guys sorry that i haven't added a new entry for this in like 7 months, i have been really busy with school, homework, tests, etc. if your interested please let me know because then i will just try to recap everything that has happened very often. so read on, fav please it would mean a lot! thanks now on with the story
One the first день of school i still couldnt believe that Brent was on my team, that meant he'd be in a lot of my classes.On the день back i wore a pretty new red and black stripe вверх with a attached cover thing, but the рубашка had a beautiful шнурок, кружева back with black jeans. When i walked in everyone gave me complements, i felt cool for once.
The teachers that were out showed where our advisories were. When i got to Mr. Wes's room i saw that Leo, one of the most Популярное guys was in my advisory. Leo and I used to be in the same 3rd grade class but after that we kinda grew distant. Maybe this год we could become better friends. The rest of the день we used our schedules to get to each class. So far i had a Brent-free morning and i wanted to keep it like that for the rest of the day. I was on my way to Mrs. O'Donnell's class for Language Arts, when i saw him.Brent was with his stupid Друзья hanging out Актёрское искусство dumb as usual. They all were dressed in baggy shorts with weird band или skateboard t-shirts. I walked inside the classroom pretending NOT to care but deep inside my сердце was breaking into a million pieces.
Guide #2- How to keep from crying when Ты really want to
1. Bat your eyes usually your eyelashes flutter the tears away
2. Surround yourself with people Ты know, like или love
3. If Ты feel like Ты might cry, come up with a believable excuse.
Examples:
"I have bad allergies","Oh i was rubbing my eyes a lot", "When i dont have my glasses on my eyes get irrated" или "My contacts hurt my eyes sometimes"
Anyway i quickly scanned the room to find someone i knew, to my luck i knew pretty much everyone in the class! I decided to sit Далее to Miracle, Violet, and Nick since we all had a little classroom club thing last год in 6th grade. Nick and фиолетовый ahd been going out since 6th grade around May and were still together. They were the only ones in our clique to actually be in a relationship. It's kinda odd since Nick is a bit of a perverted freak but in a way where Ты got to Любовь him. фиолетовый on the other hand is a nice,sweet,and non-perverted. But in this case opposites attract.
When Mrs. O'Donnell the attention to herself she talked about her class and the rules she had, but в общем и целом, общая she seems like a nice teacher. After she was done talking, she put us in our assigned seats, i was obviously hoping that i wouldn't be placed anywhere near Brent and his stupid posse. When she called my name I was behind Melina and in fornt of Jason, but Brent was still pretty close by. Brent was in front of Emma who was actually in my advisory and in front of his friend SeVonn. I looked around to see who i was by, there was Anthony, Toba(who had a major attitude problem sometimes), some new kid, Nathaniel, and some other people i knew. I was in a pretty cool place. But it seemed i was still stuck in the NERD HERD!!! или at least with the smart kids i guess...
When the perod was over we went to our other classes i had Spanish with Ms. Marvlin, she seemed like she knew her stuff but it was only the first day.There was Mya, Quentin, and Kiara(i knew her from kindergraten...she was actualy kinda my kindergraten stalker, she'd follow me everywhere on the playground!!)Anyway there werent as many Друзья in my spanish class because all my freinds pretty much took French which is WAY кулер, охладитель THAN SPANISH!!!!
After Spanish i went back to Mrs. O'Donnell's for Science...again NOT as many friends! I had Miracle, Nick, Jason, Kayla, and Melina but last and definitely least i had Brent, which is wrong and weird because since we are NOT Друзья we have NO CHEMISTRY! Since today was a half день we had shorter periods so we were able to go to all our classes. We didnt go to our specials but i would have Technology. Next, i had Social Studies with Mr. Robin, then Math with Ms. Den, WHICH BRENT IS IN TOO...REALLY ARE Ты SERIOUS?!?!
Luckily, after math i have choir...Yes!! Choir is soooooo much fun, but the best part is that i know it's a class BRENT WON'T BE IN!!!! Thank goodness! I also think choir will be cool because i did the summer choir camp and it was a blast!! There was this 8th grader though, that i thought was pretty cool, I was hoping I'd see him there. He was funny, cool, tall everything about him was amazing...i wanted him to be mine.
When i walk into choir i get flashbacks of over the summer...oh what fun. I then realize that we have to find our folders which will be where we sit, I quickly look around the room my folder was by Danielle in the Alto section. Mrs. Nolsen talks about her rules and expectations she has for us in the choir room. The колокол, колокольчик, белл rings and its time for us to go she dismisses us by rows and thats when i see him...the guy from the choir camp! I make my body go over and say hi to him when before i know it i trip and fall, dropping my Книги everywhere. Just then i see a tall, tan, guy helping me pick up books. When we're done picking up the Книги and folders i had i thank him.
"Thank You, I'm super clumsy"
"No problem, have i met Ты before?"he asked
"Actually Ты have...um at the choir camp over the summer...remember Ты were in my group?" I said
He didn't say anything,but on his face Ты could tell he was trying to remember who i was.
"Well i have to go now",I said,saving myself from anymore embarassment I could handle.
"Um...bye",he сказал(-а) as he walked off.
As I packed my stuff i thought about everything that had happened. Yeah Brent may be in a lot of my classes but that doesn't mean I don't have other friends. Yeah, that guy didnt rememeber me but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to be my friend. And yeah just becasue I'm in 7th grade doesn't mean my life will be a big disaster.
Guide #3- How to See the Best in Every Situation
1. Think about the bad things
2. Think about the good things in that situation
3. Just believe that, one problem wont get Ты down
I know i dont need Brent all i need are Друзья by my side and if i have those i can do anything!!!!
One the first день of school i still couldnt believe that Brent was on my team, that meant he'd be in a lot of my classes.On the день back i wore a pretty new red and black stripe вверх with a attached cover thing, but the рубашка had a beautiful шнурок, кружева back with black jeans. When i walked in everyone gave me complements, i felt cool for once.
The teachers that were out showed where our advisories were. When i got to Mr. Wes's room i saw that Leo, one of the most Популярное guys was in my advisory. Leo and I used to be in the same 3rd grade class but after that we kinda grew distant. Maybe this год we could become better friends. The rest of the день we used our schedules to get to each class. So far i had a Brent-free morning and i wanted to keep it like that for the rest of the day. I was on my way to Mrs. O'Donnell's class for Language Arts, when i saw him.Brent was with his stupid Друзья hanging out Актёрское искусство dumb as usual. They all were dressed in baggy shorts with weird band или skateboard t-shirts. I walked inside the classroom pretending NOT to care but deep inside my сердце was breaking into a million pieces.
Guide #2- How to keep from crying when Ты really want to
1. Bat your eyes usually your eyelashes flutter the tears away
2. Surround yourself with people Ты know, like или love
3. If Ты feel like Ты might cry, come up with a believable excuse.
Examples:
"I have bad allergies","Oh i was rubbing my eyes a lot", "When i dont have my glasses on my eyes get irrated" или "My contacts hurt my eyes sometimes"
Anyway i quickly scanned the room to find someone i knew, to my luck i knew pretty much everyone in the class! I decided to sit Далее to Miracle, Violet, and Nick since we all had a little classroom club thing last год in 6th grade. Nick and фиолетовый ahd been going out since 6th grade around May and were still together. They were the only ones in our clique to actually be in a relationship. It's kinda odd since Nick is a bit of a perverted freak but in a way where Ты got to Любовь him. фиолетовый on the other hand is a nice,sweet,and non-perverted. But in this case opposites attract.
When Mrs. O'Donnell the attention to herself she talked about her class and the rules she had, but в общем и целом, общая she seems like a nice teacher. After she was done talking, she put us in our assigned seats, i was obviously hoping that i wouldn't be placed anywhere near Brent and his stupid posse. When she called my name I was behind Melina and in fornt of Jason, but Brent was still pretty close by. Brent was in front of Emma who was actually in my advisory and in front of his friend SeVonn. I looked around to see who i was by, there was Anthony, Toba(who had a major attitude problem sometimes), some new kid, Nathaniel, and some other people i knew. I was in a pretty cool place. But it seemed i was still stuck in the NERD HERD!!! или at least with the smart kids i guess...
When the perod was over we went to our other classes i had Spanish with Ms. Marvlin, she seemed like she knew her stuff but it was only the first day.There was Mya, Quentin, and Kiara(i knew her from kindergraten...she was actualy kinda my kindergraten stalker, she'd follow me everywhere on the playground!!)Anyway there werent as many Друзья in my spanish class because all my freinds pretty much took French which is WAY кулер, охладитель THAN SPANISH!!!!
After Spanish i went back to Mrs. O'Donnell's for Science...again NOT as many friends! I had Miracle, Nick, Jason, Kayla, and Melina but last and definitely least i had Brent, which is wrong and weird because since we are NOT Друзья we have NO CHEMISTRY! Since today was a half день we had shorter periods so we were able to go to all our classes. We didnt go to our specials but i would have Technology. Next, i had Social Studies with Mr. Robin, then Math with Ms. Den, WHICH BRENT IS IN TOO...REALLY ARE Ты SERIOUS?!?!
Luckily, after math i have choir...Yes!! Choir is soooooo much fun, but the best part is that i know it's a class BRENT WON'T BE IN!!!! Thank goodness! I also think choir will be cool because i did the summer choir camp and it was a blast!! There was this 8th grader though, that i thought was pretty cool, I was hoping I'd see him there. He was funny, cool, tall everything about him was amazing...i wanted him to be mine.
When i walk into choir i get flashbacks of over the summer...oh what fun. I then realize that we have to find our folders which will be where we sit, I quickly look around the room my folder was by Danielle in the Alto section. Mrs. Nolsen talks about her rules and expectations she has for us in the choir room. The колокол, колокольчик, белл rings and its time for us to go she dismisses us by rows and thats when i see him...the guy from the choir camp! I make my body go over and say hi to him when before i know it i trip and fall, dropping my Книги everywhere. Just then i see a tall, tan, guy helping me pick up books. When we're done picking up the Книги and folders i had i thank him.
"Thank You, I'm super clumsy"
"No problem, have i met Ты before?"he asked
"Actually Ты have...um at the choir camp over the summer...remember Ты were in my group?" I said
He didn't say anything,but on his face Ты could tell he was trying to remember who i was.
"Well i have to go now",I said,saving myself from anymore embarassment I could handle.
"Um...bye",he сказал(-а) as he walked off.
As I packed my stuff i thought about everything that had happened. Yeah Brent may be in a lot of my classes but that doesn't mean I don't have other friends. Yeah, that guy didnt rememeber me but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to be my friend. And yeah just becasue I'm in 7th grade doesn't mean my life will be a big disaster.
Guide #3- How to See the Best in Every Situation
1. Think about the bad things
2. Think about the good things in that situation
3. Just believe that, one problem wont get Ты down
I know i dont need Brent all i need are Друзья by my side and if i have those i can do anything!!!!
I sit and wonder…
Whatever happened to the days?
Watching BSG and Остаться в живых with Charles,
Playing звезда Wars with him,
And Shortys?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of Josh helping me through the grief of my father’s death.
Whatever happened to the days?
Of chicken and egg салат sandwiches at the SUB and take-out Chinese for dinner?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of GIRLS NIGHT OUT!
Whatever happened to the days?
Of spring at KU?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of KU’s waterfall and walks at midnight…
Whatever happened to the days?
Of all my Друзья at KU, and what great Друзья they were.
Whatever happened to the days?
Whatever happened to the days?
Watching BSG and Остаться в живых with Charles,
Playing звезда Wars with him,
And Shortys?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of Josh helping me through the grief of my father’s death.
Whatever happened to the days?
Of chicken and egg салат sandwiches at the SUB and take-out Chinese for dinner?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of GIRLS NIGHT OUT!
Whatever happened to the days?
Of spring at KU?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of KU’s waterfall and walks at midnight…
Whatever happened to the days?
Of all my Друзья at KU, and what great Друзья they were.
Whatever happened to the days?
I needed more, more! I threw the book across the dimly lit, wooden attic. The book hit a stack of old newspapers. I tore open yet another book. Nothing would give me my answers.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” сказал(-а) Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” сказал(-а) Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.