The subject of Rowan stopped the chewing of пицца and sipping of soda. Everyone at my sleepover knew I had had a HUGE crush on him for a really, really long time. Finally, someone spoke. It was my best friend, Liz. “Um, Victoria, how do Ты expect this plan to work out? I mean, Ты know...” Liz had always been sensitive about the boy, even though they’d ended a 2-year relationship almost 7 months ago, she still wasn’t over him. Someone else replied, by saying “Um, Liz? Hun? Ты BROKE UP WITH HIM LIKE, 7 MONTHS AGO! Ты really need to Переместить on.” I shifted uncomfortably. I hated when people were mean to her because of Rowan. No one knew that Liz hadn’t broke up with him... He broke up with her. But I wasn’t suppose to know... So, I held the sad, terrible secret. “Um, Alena?” “Yes, Victoria?” I сказал(-а) to her in a whisper, “SHUT THE HECK UP. Ты KNOW SHE’S SENSITIVE!” Alena pursed her lips. “Sorry.” I looked at Liz. She was twirling a stand of hair around her finger. “Um... Liz? Are Ты okay?” As concerned as I was, I was kind’ve hoping I’d be the one to say that. Liz looked up at Alena, with an angry expression on her face. “Yeah, Alena, I’m okay. Are you?” Alena backed off, and we continued eating.
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“Well, we’re done eating. What are we gonna do now?!” Everyone sat on my bedroom floor, looking at me, expecting me to know what to do. I clicked the keys on my laptop. “I don’t know. Ты guys wanna go over to Rowan’s house? He just texted me and asked us to come.” Liz shifted her position and stared out my window. “Uh, there’s six of us...” “Yea, I agree with Mia.” “Alena, it’s not YOUR sleepover!” “Shut up, Alex.” “Excuse me?” “You’re excused.” “Listen here, Miss Priss. I don’t know who Ты think Ты are, but-” “GUYS! Shush. I’LL decide since Ты can’t without arguing.” They mumbled and glared at each other. I sighed. “Um, I don’t think we should go. I mean...” Liz started to say something, but quickly shut her mouth and bit her lip. “I mean, Ты know, six girls and one boy? A bit suspicious sounding, don’t Ты think?” They nodded in agreement. “Yeah. I thought so. Oh! I have a good idea! Lets watch a movie.” Liz perked up. She loved watching movies. “Yea! Lets do THAT!” I laughed. “Ha ha, c’mon. Let’s watch it down stairs.” I slid off my bed. Everyone stood up and exited my room. I grabbed my snuggie, and followed.
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“So, what are we gonna watch? Three of us stood in front of the movie case. The other three of us sat on the диван, мягкий уголок texting and talking. “27 Dresses?” “No.” “Titanic?” “No!” “Oh! LITTLE WOMEN!!!” “NO!” Charlie frowned. “Fine. How about Gone With The Wind?” She pulled the movie off the shelf. “Um, sure. Liz?” “Sounds good.” “What about ya’ll?” I nodded to the girls sitting on the couch. They all exchanged glances and nodded, mumbling among themselves. “Kay. I’ll go pop попкорн and get snacks. Liz, will Ты put the movie in the DVD player? “Yea.” “Alright. To the кухня I go!” I left the room, and entered the kitchen. From the smooth wooden floors to the polished cabinets, the кухня was a mom’s dream. I made my way to the fridge. Suddenly I heard a loud scream. I ran back into the living room. “WHAT HAPPENED?!” Liz was sitting on the ground, Alex was in a pushing position, and Alena was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. “Ugh! I leave to get Ты guys SNACKS and Ты start to fight!” Liz, being the sensitive girl she is, began to cry. I grabbed her wrist and jerked her up the stairs.
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When we got to my room, Liz slumped to the floor. By friendly instinct, I dropped down besides her. “What happened?” She sighed and put her head in her hands. “I-I was putting the disk in the DVD player, and overheard Alex talking to Mia about how hopeless Ты and Rowan were.” I sighed. “So, I turned around and сказал(-а) “Guys, Ты have no clue what Rowan wants.” Alex gave me an evil eye. But she didn’t stop talking. So, I repeated what I said. She pushed me, and I nearly busted my head open on the entertainment center.” My eyes narrowed. “She PUSHED you?” “Yes.” “I’ll take care of that.” I grabbed my iPhone off my vanity, and dialed Alex’s number. She picked up after ½ of a ring. “Yea?” “You’re mom called. She needs Ты to go home. NOW.” “Um, okay?” She hung up, and trudged up the stairs to get her bags. She walked in my room. I smiled a fake smile, and when she turned around, I glared at her. She picked up her purse, and duffel bag. She smiled, and walked from my room.
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“Well, we’re done eating. What are we gonna do now?!” Everyone sat on my bedroom floor, looking at me, expecting me to know what to do. I clicked the keys on my laptop. “I don’t know. Ты guys wanna go over to Rowan’s house? He just texted me and asked us to come.” Liz shifted her position and stared out my window. “Uh, there’s six of us...” “Yea, I agree with Mia.” “Alena, it’s not YOUR sleepover!” “Shut up, Alex.” “Excuse me?” “You’re excused.” “Listen here, Miss Priss. I don’t know who Ты think Ты are, but-” “GUYS! Shush. I’LL decide since Ты can’t without arguing.” They mumbled and glared at each other. I sighed. “Um, I don’t think we should go. I mean...” Liz started to say something, but quickly shut her mouth and bit her lip. “I mean, Ты know, six girls and one boy? A bit suspicious sounding, don’t Ты think?” They nodded in agreement. “Yeah. I thought so. Oh! I have a good idea! Lets watch a movie.” Liz perked up. She loved watching movies. “Yea! Lets do THAT!” I laughed. “Ha ha, c’mon. Let’s watch it down stairs.” I slid off my bed. Everyone stood up and exited my room. I grabbed my snuggie, and followed.
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“So, what are we gonna watch? Three of us stood in front of the movie case. The other three of us sat on the диван, мягкий уголок texting and talking. “27 Dresses?” “No.” “Titanic?” “No!” “Oh! LITTLE WOMEN!!!” “NO!” Charlie frowned. “Fine. How about Gone With The Wind?” She pulled the movie off the shelf. “Um, sure. Liz?” “Sounds good.” “What about ya’ll?” I nodded to the girls sitting on the couch. They all exchanged glances and nodded, mumbling among themselves. “Kay. I’ll go pop попкорн and get snacks. Liz, will Ты put the movie in the DVD player? “Yea.” “Alright. To the кухня I go!” I left the room, and entered the kitchen. From the smooth wooden floors to the polished cabinets, the кухня was a mom’s dream. I made my way to the fridge. Suddenly I heard a loud scream. I ran back into the living room. “WHAT HAPPENED?!” Liz was sitting on the ground, Alex was in a pushing position, and Alena was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. “Ugh! I leave to get Ты guys SNACKS and Ты start to fight!” Liz, being the sensitive girl she is, began to cry. I grabbed her wrist and jerked her up the stairs.
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When we got to my room, Liz slumped to the floor. By friendly instinct, I dropped down besides her. “What happened?” She sighed and put her head in her hands. “I-I was putting the disk in the DVD player, and overheard Alex talking to Mia about how hopeless Ты and Rowan were.” I sighed. “So, I turned around and сказал(-а) “Guys, Ты have no clue what Rowan wants.” Alex gave me an evil eye. But she didn’t stop talking. So, I repeated what I said. She pushed me, and I nearly busted my head open on the entertainment center.” My eyes narrowed. “She PUSHED you?” “Yes.” “I’ll take care of that.” I grabbed my iPhone off my vanity, and dialed Alex’s number. She picked up after ½ of a ring. “Yea?” “You’re mom called. She needs Ты to go home. NOW.” “Um, okay?” She hung up, and trudged up the stairs to get her bags. She walked in my room. I smiled a fake smile, and when she turned around, I glared at her. She picked up her purse, and duffel bag. She smiled, and walked from my room.
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i am looking for the star, our star, but this time i am alone, Ты aren't standing on the port Далее to me..
i feel i am Остаться в живых now, i can't find this star. Ты remeber what did i descoverd that night? i found only one звезда in the whole Portsaid's sky..
Ты didn't belive that one звезда is exist.. Ты said: which star? the sky is felling of the stars!
i thought Ты was kidding, i was very sure that there's one star.. yeah, sure as the blind is sure that there's nothing around him!
now i see what Ты were talking about, i loved you, so i couldn't see anyone else but you..
Ты was my heart's only love..
it was Portsaid's only star..
but Ты .. Ты didn't point to the same star, Ты saw all the stars but mine..
now i am alone, seeing many stars, can't find my star, am i blind? или ..was i blind?
twinkle, twinkle, my littel star..
Portsaid's only star, which one is you?
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*Portsaid is an Egyptian port.
i feel i am Остаться в живых now, i can't find this star. Ты remeber what did i descoverd that night? i found only one звезда in the whole Portsaid's sky..
Ты didn't belive that one звезда is exist.. Ты said: which star? the sky is felling of the stars!
i thought Ты was kidding, i was very sure that there's one star.. yeah, sure as the blind is sure that there's nothing around him!
now i see what Ты were talking about, i loved you, so i couldn't see anyone else but you..
Ты was my heart's only love..
it was Portsaid's only star..
but Ты .. Ты didn't point to the same star, Ты saw all the stars but mine..
now i am alone, seeing many stars, can't find my star, am i blind? или ..was i blind?
twinkle, twinkle, my littel star..
Portsaid's only star, which one is you?
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*Portsaid is an Egyptian port.
I wrote this is five minutes. Not that good, I know.
It's in the point of view of a fire.
It's in a fireplace in a living room.
Hope Ты enjoy.
Read to the rhythym Ты would
'The Night Before Christmas'
I flickered and jumped
and sat on the logs
and watched as the human
kicked off his clogs.
The dog soon followed
and sat by his side
and they soon were asleep
and my flame soon died.
But a flicker did linger
and I wondered a bit.
When would be the Далее time
that I would be lit?
-starwarsfangirl
5/4/10
It's in the point of view of a fire.
It's in a fireplace in a living room.
Hope Ты enjoy.
Read to the rhythym Ты would
'The Night Before Christmas'
I flickered and jumped
and sat on the logs
and watched as the human
kicked off his clogs.
The dog soon followed
and sat by his side
and they soon were asleep
and my flame soon died.
But a flicker did linger
and I wondered a bit.
When would be the Далее time
that I would be lit?
-starwarsfangirl
5/4/10
Ты hurt me,
Both externally,
And internally,
Ты twist a pin into my heart,
And gather my flowing blood onto a cart.
Ты think Ты can hurt me,
Just because Ты gave me money,
Ты think Ты can make my life like hell,
Just because I am the one who made Ты fell.
I wish Ты have never дана birth to me,
I wish I can expose what Ты are for all to see.
I hate you,
And I hate Ты to the heart's core,
I want Ты to hear my vengeful call.
I respect Ты because I must,
Yet Ты blame me for not giving Ты my trust.
How can I love, или trust, a person like you?
Who makes me feel I'm feebler than cotton wool?
I am forever imprisoned to Ты by blood,
For as long as I live,
The relation between us cannot be cut,
But soon I will take my leave,
Hoping that forever Ты will grieve
Both externally,
And internally,
Ты twist a pin into my heart,
And gather my flowing blood onto a cart.
Ты think Ты can hurt me,
Just because Ты gave me money,
Ты think Ты can make my life like hell,
Just because I am the one who made Ты fell.
I wish Ты have never дана birth to me,
I wish I can expose what Ты are for all to see.
I hate you,
And I hate Ты to the heart's core,
I want Ты to hear my vengeful call.
I respect Ты because I must,
Yet Ты blame me for not giving Ты my trust.
How can I love, или trust, a person like you?
Who makes me feel I'm feebler than cotton wool?
I am forever imprisoned to Ты by blood,
For as long as I live,
The relation between us cannot be cut,
But soon I will take my leave,
Hoping that forever Ты will grieve