Me & Alyssa three days before she was kidnapped. Alyssa is the one on the bottom.
My best friend had been kid-napped, and murdered.
I couldn't believe it.
As a matter of fact, I didn't.
I yelled and screamed. I kicked. I cried and tried to convince myself that it was all a lie.
I finally cracked and admitted it to myself when the news came on.
And they showed her dead body, lying there.
I missed her.
~
Two months later...
There was a knock on the door. I got off my постель, кровати and went to answer it.
It was the detective.
"Miss Johnson?" "Um.. yes?" "We found out who killed Alyssa." I gasped. "Come in!" He stepped inside. "I am only informing Ты because Mrs. Carnin told me that Ты were like family." "I nodded. "There was a questioning before the court trial. The killer admitted." I sniffled. "He also gave this note to the deputy." He handed me a crinkled sheet of paper. My hands shook and as I took it.
Dear family & friends,
Hi guys. I know that this note will be that last thing I write in my earth life.
I just wanted to tell Ты to go on with your lives. I will always be with you, no matter what. Please don't let this ruin you.
Adam- I Любовь you. So much. I want Ты to know that there are other girls and I will never ever forget Ты and I pray Ты won't forget me. Любовь you. ♥
Kaytlin- Hi besty (: I Любовь you! Don't forget me. I'll always be with you. I won't forget our mani pedis или our sleepovers/moviedates. Our plan to be besties forever is still in action. Stay beautiful. ♥
I started crying.
Mommy, Daddy & Sierra- Mom & Dad, I learned everything I know from Ты guys. Ты brought me up in the perfect way and I know that did the right thing. I Любовь Ты guys.♥ Please don't tell Sierra about me till' she's 16. I don't want her to be devastated. She should just live her life. She'll know when she needs to. And when Ты tell her, let her read this part.
Sierra- When I had to change Ты and feed you, I complained. But I realize now that the short amount of time I had with Ты was so important. Please, remember that your big sissy is watching over Ты and loves you. ♥ (:
Granny, Grampy, Mawmaw, Poppy, Aunt Kayhsen, Aunt Melody, Uncle Dominic, and Uncle Matthew- Thanks for being the best family ever. Ты guys, mom, and dad should know that I Любовь Ты guys and owe Ты all I know. I Любовь Ты sooo much! ♥
I'll always be watching over ya'll. Stay gorgeous. Oh, and put me in something teal, my Избранное color.♥ Любовь Ты all! ♥♥♥♥♥
Любовь times infinity,
Alyssa Marie Kayhsen Carnin ♥ (:
I dropped the note and sobbed.
~
Twenty years later
My name is Caroline Abigail Johnson, and I am a kindergarten teacher. When I was 13, my best friend was killed. But she told me not to let that ruin me. And I didn't.
I married a friend of her boyfriend. He is perfect and beautiful and I was she'd been my maid of honor, dressed in yellow like I swore she'd be.
She was watching from Heaven though.
I thank her for the time she spent with me. For the tears she cried with me when my first boyfriend dumped me. When my cat ran away. For the facials at the spa and all the shoes, nail polish, and clothes she lent me. I thank her for the giggles, the tickets to all the Twilight movies, the help with math, for the time she spent with me. I thank her for being there.
I remembered her like she asked. I know she remembered me.
~
Me & Alyssa...
RIP Alyssa Carnin
RIP Alyssa Carnin
RIP Alyssa Carnin
Syayuki Kimihiro,is a normal Japaneses high school girl trying to find her place and make friends,but when she was 5 she was taken from her home,she has many nightmares about this event even after 11 years,These nightmares consist of demons monsters and gargoyles.Her family says that it's normal sines she was found unconscious with no memories of this horrible event,now she has episodes where she has excruciating chest pain till she falls unconscious.Her mother being a doctor was able to make a vaccine for her but it only works for one day.Suddenly four new students appear making her episodes and nightmares worse.As if that's not bad enough now there are strange marks on her left wrist that hurt like hell.Do these new students have something to do with it and why is the leader constantly flirting with her?
A little bit on what Sayuri looks like:)
Feel like falling,
but sure to stand fast.
Feel like letting go,
but afraid of the rash,
Feel like giving up,
but afraid to sleep,
Want to jump,
but afraid to of falling off way to deep.
Sometimes life takes me in weird directions,
but knowing me, its all imperfections.
Sometimes emotions облако every single thought,
and knowing my actions, I’m here to rot.
Forever will my mistakes continue to haunt me,
standing here, I now see.
What if things could be different Далее time?
Would it then, take a lifetime?
but sure to stand fast.
Feel like letting go,
but afraid of the rash,
Feel like giving up,
but afraid to sleep,
Want to jump,
but afraid to of falling off way to deep.
Sometimes life takes me in weird directions,
but knowing me, its all imperfections.
Sometimes emotions облако every single thought,
and knowing my actions, I’m here to rot.
Forever will my mistakes continue to haunt me,
standing here, I now see.
What if things could be different Далее time?
Would it then, take a lifetime?
Izzy POV
It was about 12:01. I was going out to howl at the moon. When i walked outside, i saw a note. Iread it aloud.
Meet me in the woods at midnight.
love,
Your secret admirer
me:Wow,i have a secret admirer. maybe its owen. No wait, cody! no no, JUSTIN!!! или trent. What about Geoff?
I wondered all the way there. then, i tripped on a leg.
me:AHHH!
duncan: Эй, there babe.
izzy: what? oh, hi duncan. now, whos the secre admirer?
duncan: your looking at him.
me*laughs*okay, okay. Ты got me. now, who is it?
duncan:me.
me:oh, really?duncan: uhu!
3rd person
izzy: oh, okay then are Ты sure?
duncan; yes babe.
izzy: okay then
duncan: so,
izzy: Ты wanna make out.
duncan:okay
*2 hours later*
*2 еще hours alter*
izzy: okay well that was fun
duncan: yeah, uh, so, see Ты later.
izzy:okay
duncan: yeah.cool. okay then, bye!
izzy: bye.
*15 min later*
both: I Любовь U! *start making out*
It was about 12:01. I was going out to howl at the moon. When i walked outside, i saw a note. Iread it aloud.
Meet me in the woods at midnight.
love,
Your secret admirer
me:Wow,i have a secret admirer. maybe its owen. No wait, cody! no no, JUSTIN!!! или trent. What about Geoff?
I wondered all the way there. then, i tripped on a leg.
me:AHHH!
duncan: Эй, there babe.
izzy: what? oh, hi duncan. now, whos the secre admirer?
duncan: your looking at him.
me*laughs*okay, okay. Ты got me. now, who is it?
duncan:me.
me:oh, really?duncan: uhu!
3rd person
izzy: oh, okay then are Ты sure?
duncan; yes babe.
izzy: okay then
duncan: so,
izzy: Ты wanna make out.
duncan:okay
*2 hours later*
*2 еще hours alter*
izzy: okay well that was fun
duncan: yeah, uh, so, see Ты later.
izzy:okay
duncan: yeah.cool. okay then, bye!
izzy: bye.
*15 min later*
both: I Любовь U! *start making out*
I remember the times of the i Любовь you's
and times when it was i hate you.
But Ты come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights Ты stayed.
The child in me, from the times Ты loved me.
The debt Ты owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time Ты spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that Ты are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when Ты apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
and times when it was i hate you.
But Ты come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights Ты stayed.
The child in me, from the times Ты loved me.
The debt Ты owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time Ты spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that Ты are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when Ты apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
This is a peom I wrote for a competition at my school. Tell me what Ты think of it, please?
__________________________________________________
Have Ты felt the torture of hate?
Like a poisonous cloud, it will wait,
Until Ты burn in the flames of fury.
Then it will creep up and incapacitate.
Alas! Ты will choke, and don’t try to deny your anger.
It is too late.
Hate is like grasping a red hot coal,
Intent on throwing it at another soul,
Instead it is you, yourself, who burns,
Then your own anger shall take its toll,
You’ll bring about your every mistake and failure.
You’ll be alone.
__________________________________________________
Have Ты felt the torture of hate?
Like a poisonous cloud, it will wait,
Until Ты burn in the flames of fury.
Then it will creep up and incapacitate.
Alas! Ты will choke, and don’t try to deny your anger.
It is too late.
Hate is like grasping a red hot coal,
Intent on throwing it at another soul,
Instead it is you, yourself, who burns,
Then your own anger shall take its toll,
You’ll bring about your every mistake and failure.
You’ll be alone.
"I could see the sorrow in his perfect blue eyes,something was wrong."
