The sound of laughter echoed in my ears, and the darkness enveloped me in it’s grip of represented death. Existing of nothing, I lay there staring into the blackness, what resembled my soul of utter torment and misery.
I liked it here, despite the dark laughter that echoed in my ears, this dream was comforting. It felt like I belonged, even though I felt like I was being strangled by an invisible force.
Maybe that was a sign that everyone, everything, wanted me gone. So gone I shall become.
I took note of my dreaming, and immediately woke up. I looked at my side table, where the нож lay. Gripping it tightly in my hand, I traced a wound upon my arm like written words in ink.
So as the blood dripped off my arms, tiny droplets of scarlet liquid, I repeated the words in my head... Words that could describe this situation oh so perfectly:
Pain is welcoming
Crawling down my arm so slow
Blood that leaks like tears.
And tears did leak, just like the blood; an opposite comparison.
Definition dies
What is used to describe me
Hatred is very real.
The darkness tugged at me now, what is not, this time, a dream-like state as before.
Poisoned, they were poisoned. My veins run with the poison of Hatred. Hatred by those all around me, Not liked anymore.
There is nothing еще to hope for, at least not anymore.
I want to taste my blood as I lay here dying;
I want to feel all the pain that it may bring.
The warm red liquid was metalic on my tongue, yet I couldn’t taste Hatreds poison by it.
No, not at all. But I could, however, taste it in my soul.
Everyone hates me, I even hate myself.
I liked it here, despite the dark laughter that echoed in my ears, this dream was comforting. It felt like I belonged, even though I felt like I was being strangled by an invisible force.
Maybe that was a sign that everyone, everything, wanted me gone. So gone I shall become.
I took note of my dreaming, and immediately woke up. I looked at my side table, where the нож lay. Gripping it tightly in my hand, I traced a wound upon my arm like written words in ink.
So as the blood dripped off my arms, tiny droplets of scarlet liquid, I repeated the words in my head... Words that could describe this situation oh so perfectly:
Pain is welcoming
Crawling down my arm so slow
Blood that leaks like tears.
And tears did leak, just like the blood; an opposite comparison.
Definition dies
What is used to describe me
Hatred is very real.
The darkness tugged at me now, what is not, this time, a dream-like state as before.
Poisoned, they were poisoned. My veins run with the poison of Hatred. Hatred by those all around me, Not liked anymore.
There is nothing еще to hope for, at least not anymore.
I want to taste my blood as I lay here dying;
I want to feel all the pain that it may bring.
The warm red liquid was metalic on my tongue, yet I couldn’t taste Hatreds poison by it.
No, not at all. But I could, however, taste it in my soul.
Everyone hates me, I even hate myself.
You’re keeping me up at night as день breaks
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what Ты do, got me feeling so blue
When will Ты see
Ты have to let it be
When will Ты see just how much Ты really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do Ты think you’ll be able to understand
My Любовь might be killing me
I hope Ты realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do Ты think you’ll understand
Ты drove me to a far off land
When will Ты see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will Ты finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell Ты that firsthand
Ты have my сердце and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, Ты mean the universe and the galaxy to me
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what Ты do, got me feeling so blue
When will Ты see
Ты have to let it be
When will Ты see just how much Ты really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do Ты think you’ll be able to understand
My Любовь might be killing me
I hope Ты realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do Ты think you’ll understand
Ты drove me to a far off land
When will Ты see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will Ты finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell Ты that firsthand
Ты have my сердце and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, Ты mean the universe and the galaxy to me
Race:half Italian Human,Otaku,Reader Fanfiction,I Любовь my Друзья and Respect them i Speak American English Fluent and i like the sound of the ocean and пляж, пляжный Избранное animals:Dogs,Wolf,Dolphins,Horses,Panda,Tiger,Orca
Beluga Whales
Аниме i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my Избранное sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
Beluga Whales
Аниме i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my Избранное sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
In my opinion the new Suicide Squad sucks. Harley Quinn is not even Harley Quinn any more, Deadshot has stupid movie lines, and no King Shark. WTF. I will explain this all for people who are not familier with The Suicide Squad.
Since the beginning of time Harley Quinn has had an accent and, guess what, no accent in the new Suicide Squad. And since when does Harley Quinn dress like a fucking slut.
Deadshot is normaly the main charecter in The Suicide Squad but now he has two stupid жопа, попка lines, "So we are some kind of Suicide Squad?" Yes Ты are stupid it is the Название of your movie. "Let's go save the world." Fuck it I am done with Deadshot fully.
King акула is, well, a giant акула but now they have replaced him with a less cool Killer Crok.
I really Любовь to write.I've done it ever since I was only 4.
My mother used to write things like stories или poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Письмо is really fun to do and I Любовь it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write email on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really Любовь Письмо so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an Автор when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write Поэзия или stories,I would also like to write Статьи for other people to read (just like I'm Письмо one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new Книги for kids.
Again I really Любовь to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
My mother used to write things like stories или poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Письмо is really fun to do and I Любовь it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write email on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really Любовь Письмо so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an Автор when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write Поэзия или stories,I would also like to write Статьи for other people to read (just like I'm Письмо one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new Книги for kids.
Again I really Любовь to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
Эй,
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