I don’t want to get up. Why would I even think about it, at four AM on a Saturday? I don’t know. Something just calls. Scorpio, it whispers, Come to me. Come to me, and Ты will be free.
Who are you? Where do I go? I call out sleepily. The shout is only in my head, but I feel it goes out into the darkness all the same.
You will know, Scorpio. Ты will know what to do. Go to the river, it beckons. So I teeter down the stairs, fully clothed, in a dreamlike state.
What kind of crazy person am I? I ask myself. Not an unreasonable question, considering I’m going to a river because a voice in my head told me to. This is the kind of thinking that sends Ты to an insane asylum. But still, I plod forward, opening the door quietly, and stepping over our threshold. Barefoot.
Wandering down the street, I see the moon shining over me, above me, in the sky. I am following the moon, closer to the universe than ever before. Soon, I am standing on the вверх of The Bridge Over Skywater.
The Skywater River was named in Native American times, my father told me when I was young. Back then, it was called, “Buegoneguig”, which is Chippewa for “hole in the sky”. I guess they held ceremonies here или something. I would. Anyone would, had they seen the way the stars sparkled on its surface that night. It was like the sky was calling to me. The water called with it. Together, they beckoned me out onto the water.
I stood on the edge of the bridge, my toes curled around the edge. I let the power of the night lap over me, like the water at the river’s banks. And I dove.
I didn’t think, I just jumped. The cold water engulfed me. The light of the moon shone upon me as I resurfaced, feeling stronger than I ever had. The river’s pull didn’t seem to try and take me anywhere, just freezing this moment, perfect, of a girl in a river under a silver sky.
Who are you? Where do I go? I call out sleepily. The shout is only in my head, but I feel it goes out into the darkness all the same.
You will know, Scorpio. Ты will know what to do. Go to the river, it beckons. So I teeter down the stairs, fully clothed, in a dreamlike state.
What kind of crazy person am I? I ask myself. Not an unreasonable question, considering I’m going to a river because a voice in my head told me to. This is the kind of thinking that sends Ты to an insane asylum. But still, I plod forward, opening the door quietly, and stepping over our threshold. Barefoot.
Wandering down the street, I see the moon shining over me, above me, in the sky. I am following the moon, closer to the universe than ever before. Soon, I am standing on the вверх of The Bridge Over Skywater.
The Skywater River was named in Native American times, my father told me when I was young. Back then, it was called, “Buegoneguig”, which is Chippewa for “hole in the sky”. I guess they held ceremonies here или something. I would. Anyone would, had they seen the way the stars sparkled on its surface that night. It was like the sky was calling to me. The water called with it. Together, they beckoned me out onto the water.
I stood on the edge of the bridge, my toes curled around the edge. I let the power of the night lap over me, like the water at the river’s banks. And I dove.
I didn’t think, I just jumped. The cold water engulfed me. The light of the moon shone upon me as I resurfaced, feeling stronger than I ever had. The river’s pull didn’t seem to try and take me anywhere, just freezing this moment, perfect, of a girl in a river under a silver sky.
“You can’t!” I screeched, griping the thick трава beneath my paws.
“The whole forest will belong to the Pack of Shadows!” the dark волк exclaimed enthusiastically, his мех flickering like shadows, “No волк will stop us!”
I have to do something! I couldn’t let it end like this! Not with the alpha in this state! Not with the pack трещина, сплит in four!
“Out of my way pup!” he tossed me aside like a tiny mouse.
“No!” I leaped at him, biting and clawing with all my strength.
“This is pointless! Ты cannot defeat me she-wolf!” I felt him bite me and fling me away again. I was too tired to Переместить now, after traveling this far without resting, I can no longer breathe enough to live.
I’m over; this is the end of the Pack of Ice! I lay winded and defeated, awaiting death’s arrival patiently.
~Let Ты Go~
1: On and on ~ the days go by
Without a sight of Ты или my sanity
I'm Остаться в живых not found ~ I wanted to Показать Ты , I wanted to tell you...
Chorus: If I say I'm sorry will Ты believe me?
If I Любовь Ты again will Ты never leave me?
I made a mistake when I сказал(-а) no
I never should have let Ты go...
2: I ring your phone but no one answers, I'm alone
Days are spent Чтение your old letters, but with a groan,
I'd put them away, In the draw they'd lay until tomorrow...
Tomorrow...
Chorus-
3: This moping, not coping is killing me
My soul is not at rest when I long for it to be
I wish you'd come back или my fears may come true
When I left you, I still loved Ты and I think Ты knew
Chorus-
Darlin' don't forget me
I'm locked and you're the only key...
1: On and on ~ the days go by
Without a sight of Ты или my sanity
I'm Остаться в живых not found ~ I wanted to Показать Ты , I wanted to tell you...
Chorus: If I say I'm sorry will Ты believe me?
If I Любовь Ты again will Ты never leave me?
I made a mistake when I сказал(-а) no
I never should have let Ты go...
2: I ring your phone but no one answers, I'm alone
Days are spent Чтение your old letters, but with a groan,
I'd put them away, In the draw they'd lay until tomorrow...
Tomorrow...
Chorus-
3: This moping, not coping is killing me
My soul is not at rest when I long for it to be
I wish you'd come back или my fears may come true
When I left you, I still loved Ты and I think Ты knew
Chorus-
Darlin' don't forget me
I'm locked and you're the only key...
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me
I'm Остаться в живых now without you
I don't know where Ты are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring Ты back home?
Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of Ты will stay
If I could be close beside you
If I could be where Ты are
If I could reach out and touch you
And bring Ты back home
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring Ты back home?
To me...
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LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
this is an English sonnet I had to write for my English class and I need to know if it is good или not before I Отправить it, thank you. also the rhyme scheme is ababcdcdefefgg
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My dear Любовь Ты once were a shining ray.
In my eyes Ты meant the whole world to me.
Now everything about Ты is a shade of gray.
Like your beauty, your emotions, and your Любовь is what I see.
However we must part onto our new paths.
Because our Любовь is coming to its new close.
Цвета were a beauty but now gray spreads its wrath.
I would Любовь to feel again but now it’s a ghost.
Our Любовь has left this earth for old times’ sake.
But when our Любовь left it took Ты along too.
Sadly it left me with all this heartache.
Dying Любовь was something I wish I had clues to
If someone told me Любовь would never be easy
I would have chosen another path that’s breezy
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My dear Любовь Ты once were a shining ray.
In my eyes Ты meant the whole world to me.
Now everything about Ты is a shade of gray.
Like your beauty, your emotions, and your Любовь is what I see.
However we must part onto our new paths.
Because our Любовь is coming to its new close.
Цвета were a beauty but now gray spreads its wrath.
I would Любовь to feel again but now it’s a ghost.
Our Любовь has left this earth for old times’ sake.
But when our Любовь left it took Ты along too.
Sadly it left me with all this heartache.
Dying Любовь was something I wish I had clues to
If someone told me Любовь would never be easy
I would have chosen another path that’s breezy
He didn’t want money или fancy cars; all he wanted was to be loved by someone, any one at all. He needed someone to care about him, not his wealth, not his ties to the rich and famous, someone that actually cared about him, the boy with bright blue eyes that sparkled in the sunlight, curly raven black hair and a boyish grin permanently plastered on his face hiding the pain of being alone. Yet no one did, all they saw was the heir to the Jeffrey Empire, the boy that was going to inherited it all. The boy, who was the prefect son living up to the Jeffrey name. They never saw the boy’s who’s arms were covered in cuts, the нож against his skin, the blood dripping down staining the carpet, his eyes closing never to open again. No one read the note tucked into his pocket cause no one cared.
I’m finished
I’m done
I can’t do this anymore
I’m through
I can’t last another second
It’s all I’ve ever seen
Surrounded by chaos
Filled with fear
Its’ all I can think about
All the Остаться в живых love
All the broken hearts
All the destroyed dreams
All the hopeless children
And devastated parents
Everyone who turned their cheek
Who ignored the cries
Of help and distress
No еще kindness
Only monsters and demons
Who always kill
Ты took her from me
And now you’ll pay
‘Cause I have one final thing to say
—Good-bye World
—Hello Death and eternity
I’m done
I can’t do this anymore
I’m through
I can’t last another second
It’s all I’ve ever seen
Surrounded by chaos
Filled with fear
Its’ all I can think about
All the Остаться в живых love
All the broken hearts
All the destroyed dreams
All the hopeless children
And devastated parents
Everyone who turned their cheek
Who ignored the cries
Of help and distress
No еще kindness
Only monsters and demons
Who always kill
Ты took her from me
And now you’ll pay
‘Cause I have one final thing to say
—Good-bye World
—Hello Death and eternity
There is strength in my heart.
I have looked for it
For decades now.
Yet I have not found it before.
Now I have.
It will get me over every obstacle,
Every region,
Every country.
It makes me proud
To see this.
To see my strength
Laying there,
Waiting for me.
And me only.
This type of strength
Is called courage.
Perseverance.
Perseverance is the best type
Of strength possible.
And I have it.
Yes, me.
Never before,
Will Ты see me cower within the shadows
Again, like before.
I have changed.
And I am sure Ты will see that.
I have strength in my heart.
I have looked for it
For decades now.
Yet I have not found it before.
Now I have.
It will get me over every obstacle,
Every region,
Every country.
It makes me proud
To see this.
To see my strength
Laying there,
Waiting for me.
And me only.
This type of strength
Is called courage.
Perseverance.
Perseverance is the best type
Of strength possible.
And I have it.
Yes, me.
Never before,
Will Ты see me cower within the shadows
Again, like before.
I have changed.
And I am sure Ты will see that.
I have strength in my heart.
I looked into the window
to see the girl before me.
she was gorgeous, and beautiful
She looked strong,
she looked independent.
Her Mask was no longer there,
but what was on the outside was visible.
Ты can see the scars on her heart,
Ты can see the hurt in her eyes,
and the pain on her face.
But Ты can also see how it made her stronger.
She has сказал(-а) "Enough is Enough, Today is the Day, and today i will be victorious"
she strikes the match,
and drops the flame, to burn her past
She smiles at me, and touches her face,
and she сказал(-а) the words "Today is the Day"
Today I finally discovered, The girl looking back at her,
was me. :)
to see the girl before me.
she was gorgeous, and beautiful
She looked strong,
she looked independent.
Her Mask was no longer there,
but what was on the outside was visible.
Ты can see the scars on her heart,
Ты can see the hurt in her eyes,
and the pain on her face.
But Ты can also see how it made her stronger.
She has сказал(-а) "Enough is Enough, Today is the Day, and today i will be victorious"
she strikes the match,
and drops the flame, to burn her past
She smiles at me, and touches her face,
and she сказал(-а) the words "Today is the Day"
Today I finally discovered, The girl looking back at her,
was me. :)