Then it wasn’t my confession that gave him the big shock, Sara thought, He already knew the whole story that’s why he understood my acts.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called Ты when Ты were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” Ты answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she сказал(-а) with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” Ты сказал(-а) playfully and my сердце beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet Ты James” Ты smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I сказал(-а) nervously
Ты were starring at me in a way that made me even еще nervous and confused. Ты reached your hands slowly, and Ты didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at Ты the Далее a few seconds, unaware of what Ты were saying to Emily.
“How about Ты come, James?” Ты сказал(-а) brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, Ты have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the Далее день comes and I see Ты again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got Зачарованная with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the Далее day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his Книги and Письмо notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her сердце beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused by anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel еще than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing by his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle Kiss on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him еще than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly Любовь her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called Ты when Ты were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” Ты answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she сказал(-а) with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” Ты сказал(-а) playfully and my сердце beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet Ты James” Ты smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I сказал(-а) nervously
Ты were starring at me in a way that made me even еще nervous and confused. Ты reached your hands slowly, and Ты didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at Ты the Далее a few seconds, unaware of what Ты were saying to Emily.
“How about Ты come, James?” Ты сказал(-а) brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, Ты have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the Далее день comes and I see Ты again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got Зачарованная with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the Далее day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his Книги and Письмо notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her сердце beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused by anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel еще than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing by his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle Kiss on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him еще than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly Любовь her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.
There’s the shadow of a plane
The sound of an engine,
Flying in the rain.
Please, take me away.
Raise my hands to
Touch the sky.
Wish I could fly to the moon,
Maybe tonight.
Feet glued to the street,
I just have to
Reach.
Hey,
Hey, I just heard a plane
Fly over my place
Please, say that magic word
And take me far away?
This is just a short poem, inspired by Erin McCarley's song, "Bobble Head". I find working from songs a good way to cure my writer's block. It gives me a little push in the right direction. So if you're having trouble, try that :)
The sound of an engine,
Flying in the rain.
Please, take me away.
Raise my hands to
Touch the sky.
Wish I could fly to the moon,
Maybe tonight.
Feet glued to the street,
I just have to
Reach.
Hey,
Hey, I just heard a plane
Fly over my place
Please, say that magic word
And take me far away?
This is just a short poem, inspired by Erin McCarley's song, "Bobble Head". I find working from songs a good way to cure my writer's block. It gives me a little push in the right direction. So if you're having trouble, try that :)
I don't believe you.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what Ты give me?
Why did Ты break up with me?
I don't understand.
Ты were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And Ты left me.
Ты abandoned me.
Why did Ты dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, Ты leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what Ты give me?
Why did Ты break up with me?
I don't understand.
Ты were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And Ты left me.
Ты abandoned me.
Why did Ты dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, Ты leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
When Ты hope,
Ты expect and wish,
Ты have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
Ты don’t want them killed,
Hope makes Ты stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to Ты in life,
Sometimes Ты need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
Ты and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire Ты сердце out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
Ты know what Ты want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Ты expect and wish,
Ты have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
Ты don’t want them killed,
Hope makes Ты stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to Ты in life,
Sometimes Ты need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
Ты and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire Ты сердце out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
Ты know what Ты want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Temporary Home
For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are Ангелы who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to Переместить on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before Ты can say “Thank you” или “I Любовь you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They Kiss our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.
For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are Ангелы who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to Переместить on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before Ты can say “Thank you” или “I Любовь you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They Kiss our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.