Black moon
Edward left me. edward left me. I couldn’t cope with it how could he leave me? he loved me didn’t he? I was subbing so hard that I couldn’t breath I was picturing his hard emotionless face when he told me he never loved me или wanted me every time I thought about him I subbed harder, my hole body was shaking, it was raining and my hole body was wet I was freezing but I didn’t care I rather die than live without him.im crazy the guy left me and I don’t want to live without him!
My body was freezing and my head was about to explode when I heard someone calling my name
-Bella,Bella,Bella…..
I didn’t recognize the voice but I got up to go to the voice my legs gave out they hurt pretty bad I tried to answer but my voice didn’t came out the voice got closer
-Bella,Bella
I saw a tall man running toward me he looked me in the eye
-are Ты alright?
I wanted to laugh at what he сказал(-а) “yeah my bf left me and I'm great” I kept it to myself cause he would think I'm crazy I just shook my head .he helped me to get up but it was like I didn’t have control of my feet it was disconnected! So he picked me up and put me on his shoulders I wanted to object but I still couldn’t talk all i could think of was edward and every moment we had together so I broke into subs again
-its ok Bella don’t think about him its ok
How did he know? Was he spying on me? Is he…………………………………
-I found her but she doesn’t stop crying
-oh Bella honey are Ты ok? Lets take Ты Главная ok?
I still couldn’t talk Charlie took me home, dr. snow checked me and сказал(-а) I had a cold so I went upstairs to change.
10 days later
I was so depressed i wouldn’t talk to anyone I, wouldn’t eat I couldn’t even sleep! I wasn’t who I was before, I was a different person I tried to pretend in front of Charlie that I'm ok but I think I failed . every день after school I went by the Cullen's house to check if their back ,but nothing. in school everyone tried to be nice to me and invite me over but I just ignored them, I Остаться в живых 13 kg in 10 days ,under my eyes were black and Charlie doesn't talk to me he thinks it only make things worse dr. snow visited me twice and wants me to see a shrink! And if I visit a shrink they would probably chain me up if I tell them the truth: “did Ты know my bf is a vampire and his vampire brother attacked me cause I got a paper cut and he wanted to drink my blood so my bf left me because 1. He thinks he's dangerous 2.the most imp reason he doesn't Любовь me”
Charlie tried to protect me from dr. snow and told him that I’ll snap out of it in a few days at least Charlie was hoping, he didn’t give up on me.
2 days passed and I was still crying I felt my other half was missing или my сердце isn’t beating.
I woke up and got ready for school when I heard Renées voice I went to see what's going on
-oh Bella honey are Ты ok look at you! Your so skinny…………….. she broke into subes I hugged her to calm her down then Charlie came with a bag in his hands
-Bella your going back with your mother Ты cant be here anymore your not Ты anymore I don’t want to be the one………………
I cut him off
-I don’t want to go! Dad why are Ты doing this to me?
i screamed at him then I grabbed the bag out of his hand and threw my clothes every where then I went in my room and started crying why does Charlie wants me to leave? Thousand Вопросы ran into my mind then I heard a knock on my door Charlie opened the door and came in
-Bella Ты know I don’t want Ты to leave Ты know he's not coming back he's not calling he's not sending letters Bella he's not coming back Ты have to accept that!
-well I cant!!
- Bella your moping around your lifeless is he worth this?
Moping around that stung .
-I want to get ready for school.
I сказал(-а) and and closed the door in his face I got ready and went to school in school no one talked to me not that I mind I liked it или at least Angela asked how I feel and stuff ….
Today school was boring like always and in biology I would just stare at Edwards empty сиденье, место, сиденья and imagined what would it be like if he was still here секунды passed like hours when school ended I drove to la push. I parked my car and walked on the пляж, пляжный when I got to the cliff I went and stood on the edge of the cliff trying to imagine what would it be like when I jump I was standing there fore 30 min или еще when someone touched my shoulder I turned around to see who it was
-Bella? What are Ты doing here?
-hi jake I was just watching the sunset .
and imagining how would it be like if I jumped
-How are Ты Charlie is worried about Ты , Billy is bugging me to come and see Ты and I just thought Ты need some Космос to figure this out
-figure what out.
I asked suspicious
-um_um Ты know edward I mean I know he left Ты but its not worth it Bella look at Ты ,your not that happy fun person that I knew, your lifeless
-why does everyone tells me that, there is nothing wrong with me and I'm fun and happy. My voice broke at the last word
-Bella wake up he is not here your destroying yourself . he whisperd
I crossed my hands trying to hold my self then I glanced at the cliff again maybe I should wait when he's gone then I’ll jump and rest in peace he followed my gaze and frowned
-what where Ты doing at the edge of the cliff?
he asked still frowning oh god he's on to me then he's going to stick around here and, I cant rest in peace
-nothing, j-just watching the sunset and feeling the cool breeze on my face like I said!
- ok , um if Ты ever needed to talk to anyone Ты know I will always be there fore you, don’t you?
-yeah thanks jake
he hugged me it was kind of weird and he's skin was hot like he had a fever
-are Ты alright? I thing Ты have a fever ,your skin is so hot
-um yeah yeah sure I should go bye
-bye.
That was weird what's wrong with him?! I standed there for a few еще минуты and then I went back to my car.
When I went Главная Renée was still here talking with Charlie I ignored them and went up stairs to do my Главная work
When my Главная work was done I took a душ to relax myself and then dressed in my pj
-Bella honey I made ужин come eat with us
- I'm not hungry mom!
then she came up stairs and came in my room
-Bella Ты didn’t even had lunch! Please come eat!
Then she came and hugged me and kissed my forehead, then grabbed my hand and took me downstairs .
-hey bells how was your day?
-the usual and um I saw Jacob black
-that's good ,he's a sweet kid
- yeah
-mmmm something smells good! Renée cooked макаронные изделия, макароны for you, your Избранное !
Charlie сказал(-а) smiling hoping I would eat something tonight
-great but I'm not hungry
Charlie frowned
-Bella why…um why…. Never mind
He sighed I knew what he wanted to ask Bella why are Ты doing this to your self?
I watched Renée and Charlie eat and then went to my room my life was empty it didn’t even mattered if I died .I brushed my teeth and went to bed
I was in the forest running and I kept falling down trying to chase edward no matter how fast I ran I kept losing him then it started raining I was all wet but I didn’t give up cause I knew if I didn’t chase him my life would be useless I kept running and finally I caught him I went to talk to him but then Jacob came and grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me away from him no matter how hard I hit him he just kept running and saying some nonsense about edward and his family being dangerous. I woke up crying it was 3:00 AM I wanted to sleep but I couldn’t 3 hours passed I got up and got ready to go to school I was really hungry so I had блины and decided to walk to school. while I was walking I thought about edward I really didn’t want to think about him cause it hurt too much but I couldn’t help it I didn’t had anything else to think about , I was trying to imagine what he was doing right now he could be hunting ,be with another vampire perhaps Tanya Alice told me how much she loved edward that made me very angry and jealous I stopped walking and leaned on a дерево I couldn’t walk anymore cause i couldn’t breath it was like I had no longs whenever I think about them this happens its like I'm being ripped in two pieces when I heard someone behind me some part of me wished it was edward when I turned around I frowned it was Jacob I hate him so much I think its because of the dreams I was having he always tried to take me away from edward
-hi
Jacob сказал(-а) with a grin I didn’t like him but some part of me did, god what's wrong with me I wish I didn’t have that some part its making me crazy!!!
-hi
I сказал(-а) coldly trying to avoid that some part
-are Ты ok? Your white
-yeah I'm great just walking to school
-I thought your school starts at 8:00 AM
-yeah I didn’t feel like driving so I wanted to walk slowly
(end of chapter 2)
I was in the forest running and I kept falling down trying to chase edward no matter how fast I ran I kept losing him then it started raining I was all wet but I didn’t give up cause I knew if I didn’t chase him my life would be useless I kept running and finally I caught him I went to talk to him but then Jacob came and grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me away from him no matter how hard I hit him he just kept running and saying some nonsense about edward and his family being dangerous. I woke up crying it was 3:00 AM I wanted to sleep but I couldn’t 3 hours passed I got up and got ready to go to school I was really hungry so I had блины and decided to walk to school. while I was walking I thought about edward I really didn’t want to think about him cause it hurt too much but I couldn’t help it I didn’t had anything else to think about , I was trying to imagine what he was doing right now he could be hunting ,be with another vampire perhaps Tanya Alice told me how much she loved edward that made me very angry and jealous I stopped walking and leaned on a дерево I couldn’t walk anymore cause i couldn’t breath it was like I had no longs whenever I think about them this happens its like I'm being ripped in two pieces when I heard someone behind me some part of me wished it was edward when I turned around I frowned it was Jacob I hate him so much I think its because of the dreams I was having he always tried to take me away from edward
-hi
Jacob сказал(-а) with a grin I didn’t like him but some part of me did, god what's wrong with me I wish I didn’t have that some part its making me crazy!!!
-hi
I сказал(-а) coldly trying to avoid that some part
-are Ты ok? Your white
-yeah I'm great just walking to school
-I thought your school starts at 8:00 AM
-yeah I didn’t feel like driving so I wanted to walk slowly
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….
After chit chatting with jake I started walking again when I got to school the parking lot was full, so I hurried to class.
At lunch break I sat with Angela and Jessica they were talking about this sale at port Ангелы .Angela asked me if I wanted to go with them but Jessica wasn’t happy with that Idea and I really wasn’t in the mood to hang out with them so I сказал(-а) no.
After school I went to la push again and sat on the edge of the cliff thinking about my life about edward, Charlie ,Renée , jake ,myself………………………… my head was spinning I stood up but my feet slid of the edge and I was falling I screamed then a hot hand caught me and turned me around it was jake.
-oh god um ,um thank Ты
I сказал(-а) panting
-y-your welcome
-I thought I was really going to die !! I never thought jumping from here is that scary i………………
-have Ты been planning to jump of this cliff?
Jake asked what have I told him I recalled are conversation ,ooooh I think I told him too much
-no , no why should I ever do that ??? I mean I'm not crazy!
And he might come back some день I added in my mind
-OK
He сказал(-а) suspicious
-I, um I should go now , bye
And I ran to the улица, уличный and walked back to Главная when I got Главная I went and took a душ and cooked fried рыба fore Charlie and called him at work to see what took him so long
-hi dad where are you
-hey Bella, there was an animal attack and some hikers are missing were trying to find out some clues I will be Главная in one час okay?
- sure be careful
-always am bye
-bye
Then I hung up the phone and went to my room I was thinking about today when an idea popped in my mind it wasn’t a very good idea but still it might work I took my phone out of my pocket and called edward I was hoping he would answer when a musical voice сказал(-а)
-hello?
This wasn’t edward или any of his family members it was a females voice
-could I talk to edward?
-sure, edward honey phone!!
Did she call him honey then she laughed and there was a Поцелуи sound WHAT????? Edward was Поцелуи another vampire???
-hello?
Edward сказал(-а) I couldn’t take it so I throw my phone at the Стена and it broke in two pieces I was so shocked I was here sitting not able to Переместить on crying all день and there he was sleeping around with female Вампиры I was so furious that I didn’t know what to do?
When the phone down stairs rang I thought it was Charlie but then a musical voice сказал(-а)
-Bella Bella can Ты hear me? Sor…………
I screamed at the phone and throw on the ground I was subbing so hard that my legs gave out and I fell on the ground then the phone rang again didn’t that stupid thing broke I answered the phone still subbing but it wasn’t edward
-hello
I сказал(-а) still subbing
-hey bells its Jacob………..
I really wasn’t in the mood to talk to jake I screamed again subbing harder I was hanging up the phone when jake сказал(-а)
-Bella r Ты okay?
He asked worried
-NO!!!!!
I screamed and hung the phone I got up and throw everything on the ground I broke every glass dish the таблица and lots of other stuff that the house looked like a утиль, барахло, мусор yard then I fell on my knees and started crying that I couldn’t breath all I could think about was how much I hated edward then the door flew open and jake and his friend sam came in they were both shocked when they saw what I did to the house
-Bella are Ты okay what happened did Ты do this????????????
-get out !!!!!!
I shouted and punched the floor with my two hands and I kept saying get out , get out
- Bella please stop we want to help!
Sam сказал(-а) worried that I Остаться в живых my mind I wasn’t thinking I just opened my мотылек, моль and started shouting
-you want to HELP huh how can Ты help me??? No one can help me!!!!!
Tears raced down my cheek
-is it about edward или the cullens? Bella we know what they are just tell us! please
They both asked I wasn’t thinking and opened my big mouth again
-yes it is why do Ты care?
I сказал(-а) and then added in a whisper
-I want to be alone and die
(end of chapter 3)
And I ran to the улица, уличный and walked back to Главная when I got Главная I went and took a душ and cooked fried рыба fore Charlie and called him at work to see what took him so long
-hi dad where are you
-hey Bella, there was an animal attack and some hikers are missing were trying to find out some clues I will be Главная in one час okay?
- sure be careful
-always am bye
-bye
Then I hung up the phone and went to my room I was thinking about today when an idea popped in my mind it wasn’t a very good idea but still it might work I took my phone out of my pocket and called edward I was hoping he would answer when a musical voice сказал(-а)
-hello?
This wasn’t edward или any of his family members it was a females voice
-could I talk to edward?
-sure, edward honey phone!!
Did she call him honey then she laughed and there was a Поцелуи sound WHAT????? Edward was Поцелуи another vampire???
-hello?
Edward сказал(-а) I couldn’t take it so I throw my phone at the Стена and it broke in two pieces I was so shocked I was here sitting not able to Переместить on crying all день and there he was sleeping around with female Вампиры I was so furious that I didn’t know what to do?
When the phone down stairs rang I thought it was Charlie but then a musical voice сказал(-а)
-Bella Bella can Ты hear me? Sor…………
I screamed at the phone and throw on the ground I was subbing so hard that my legs gave out and I fell on the ground then the phone rang again didn’t that stupid thing broke I answered the phone still subbing but it wasn’t edward
-hello
I сказал(-а) still subbing
-hey bells its Jacob………..
I really wasn’t in the mood to talk to jake I screamed again subbing harder I was hanging up the phone when jake сказал(-а)
-Bella r Ты okay?
He asked worried
-NO!!!!!
I screamed and hung the phone I got up and throw everything on the ground I broke every glass dish the таблица and lots of other stuff that the house looked like a утиль, барахло, мусор yard then I fell on my knees and started crying that I couldn’t breath all I could think about was how much I hated edward then the door flew open and jake and his friend sam came in they were both shocked when they saw what I did to the house
-Bella are Ты okay what happened did Ты do this????????????
-get out !!!!!!
I shouted and punched the floor with my two hands and I kept saying get out , get out
- Bella please stop we want to help!
Sam сказал(-а) worried that I Остаться в живых my mind I wasn’t thinking I just opened my мотылек, моль and started shouting
-you want to HELP huh how can Ты help me??? No one can help me!!!!!
Tears raced down my cheek
-is it about edward или the cullens? Bella we know what they are just tell us! please
They both asked I wasn’t thinking and opened my big mouth again
-yes it is why do Ты care?
I сказал(-а) and then added in a whisper
-I want to be alone and die
Chapter 4:
Jake came closer and helped me to get up then sam came in and started to push the broken dishes out of my way I stood up not meeting his eyes and looked at the mess I made ,and I was sure that someday I will get my revenge from edward
-Bella do want us to take Ты to a hospital??or do Ты want to talk about this ?
Then sam spoke
- Bella we can help Ты with anything and as jake сказал(-а) ,we know about the Cullen's ,what they are.
I looked at him and said
-if someday Ты saw the Cullen's tell them how much I hate them
Jake and sam looked at me confused And I stormed out of the house not caring where I
Was going I ran as fast as I could deep into the jungle and to my surprise I didn’t even tripped once I continued running when I saw a boy he was 16 или 17 with blond hair he came closer when I noticed his red eyes I gasped and took a step back
-hello I'm matt
He сказал(-а) with a musical voice he took a step closer I didn’t know what to do I just stood still and looked at him I didn’t want to die I wanted to face edward someday and take my……………………..
-you don’t look scared ,now why is that?
Does always vamps want their victims to be scared? I shuddered at the memory of James and sighed
-why do Ты care don’t Ты want to suck my blood and kill me??
I asked bored what a stupid vampire!
-actually no , I have been alone for so long maybe 100 years или еще I'm really not a Фан counting years……….
I cut him off
-so Ты don’t want to kill me?
-no
-so what do Ты want to do with me?
-I don’t know if your lucky and I could control my thirst I will like to change Ты and by some miracle Ты know what I am , how do Ты know did Ты know others?
-yes my BOY FRIEND that I HATE very much and his family
I сказал(-а) my voice full of anger and hatered
-wow your bf was a vampire?
He asked stunned
-so why do Ты hate him?
I told him the story and when the story ended there was sadness in his eyes
-Why are Ты sad?
I asked him but he changed the subject
-First of all I don’t know your name? now that's еще important than my sadness
-I'm Bella ,Bella swan
-I Любовь your name its Italian isn’t it?
-yes but Ты didn’t answer my question?
-your stubborn aren’t you?
He laughed
-I am, so answer my Вопрос !
I demanded
-you know Ты should be scared of me but here Ты stand arguing with me!!!
He сказал(-а) stunned again
-I'm really not like everyone else , and I know I cant escape from Ты if I wanted to , now answer my Вопрос why were Ты sad?
I groaned under my breath
-Bella I was like Ты 100 years назад I lived in Лондон I had 3 sisters and 2 brothers we lived together then one день I saw this beautiful girl in the woods I went closer to see who she was we talked and talked and talked every день then she told me the truth , what she was but I didn’t care I really loved her one night she came into my room and сказал(-а) she wanted to change me into a vampire after 3 days I was like her but we were so happy together we lived in Alaska years passed and then….. then one день a big army of vampire attacked her I tried to save her but I couldn’t my gift wasn’t useful enough……………..
He looked so sad then he looked at me and forced a smile on his face and continued
-after searching fore years to see why they killed her I discovered why.
He stopped and sighed I really wanted to know why?
-why did they kill her?
I asked sadness in my voice
-long before I was born she used to live with this coven um, шерри, херес , Sarah, Mary, Alex, Christopher ,carol ,Irina and her.
-what was her name?
I asked maybe I’ve heard of her
-Suzan , she had red ……. She was so beautiful but now I have moved on not going to ruin my life cr…………
I cut him off
-I know what Ты mean
I sighed
-Bella would Ты stay with me foreve?r we could be together Ты know you’re the first person I told ypu this
-me too Ты just know my story
I сказал(-а) and moved closer to him something inside me told me his not dangerous
-will Ты ??
He asked again hoping I would say yes I thought about it I felt kind of complete with him ,not like edward that I hate now, like I could tell him anything and besides I had nothing to lose edward had moved on so should i.
-yes.
I сказал(-а) a little happy and sighed he moved closer to me took in my sent and said
-thank Ты I really didn’t like being alone.
And he moved on to my neck still taking in the sent then he pulled over
-what if I cant do it??
He сказал(-а) pain in his eyes he wasn’t as good as edward in holding an emotion less face I liked it at Список I could be sure what he was feeling
-I know Ты can do it , some have confidence
I smiled trying to comfort him
-you act like like I don’t know what to say!!?
He сказал(-а) frustrated
-just do it please
Then he bite me
(end of chapter 4)
I ran as fast as I could deep into the jungle and to my surprise I didn’t even tripped once I continued running when I saw a boy he was 16 или 17 with blond hair he came closer when I noticed his red eyes I gasped and took a step back
-hello I'm matt
He сказал(-а) with a musical voice he took a step closer I didn’t know what to do I just stood still and looked at him I didn’t want to die I wanted to face edward someday and take my……………………..
-you don’t look scared ,now why is that?
Does always vamps want their victims to be scared? I shuddered at the memory of James and sighed
-why do Ты care don’t Ты want to suck my blood and kill me??
I asked bored what a stupid vampire!
-actually no , I have been alone for so long maybe 100 years или еще I'm really not a Фан counting years……….
I cut him off
-so Ты don’t want to kill me?
-no
-so what do Ты want to do with me?
-I don’t know if your lucky and I could control my thirst I will like to change Ты and by some miracle Ты know what I am , how do Ты know did Ты know others?
-yes my BOY FRIEND that I HATE very much and his family
I сказал(-а) my voice full of anger and hatered
-wow your bf was a vampire?
He asked stunned
-so why do Ты hate him?
I told him the story and when the story ended there was sadness in his eyes
-Why are Ты sad?
I asked him but he changed the subject
-First of all I don’t know your name? now that's еще important than my sadness
-I'm Bella ,Bella swan
-I Любовь your name its Italian isn’t it?
-yes but Ты didn’t answer my question?
-your stubborn aren’t you?
He laughed
-I am, so answer my Вопрос !
I demanded
-you know Ты should be scared of me but here Ты stand arguing with me!!!
He сказал(-а) stunned again
-I'm really not like everyone else , and I know I cant escape from Ты if I wanted to , now answer my Вопрос why were Ты sad?
I groaned under my breath
-Bella I was like Ты 100 years назад I lived in Лондон I had 3 sisters and 2 brothers we lived together then one день I saw this beautiful girl in the woods I went closer to see who she was we talked and talked and talked every день then she told me the truth , what she was but I didn’t care I really loved her one night she came into my room and сказал(-а) she wanted to change me into a vampire after 3 days I was like her but we were so happy together we lived in Alaska years passed and then….. then one день a big army of vampire attacked her I tried to save her but I couldn’t my gift wasn’t useful enough……………..
He looked so sad then he looked at me and forced a smile on his face and continued
-after searching fore years to see why they killed her I discovered why.
He stopped and sighed I really wanted to know why?
-why did they kill her?
I asked sadness in my voice
-long before I was born she used to live with this coven um, шерри, херес , Sarah, Mary, Alex, Christopher ,carol ,Irina and her.
-what was her name?
I asked maybe I’ve heard of her
-Suzan , she had red hair ……. She was so beautiful but now I have moved on not going to ruin my life cr…………
I cut him off
-I know what Ты mean
I sighed
-Bella would Ты stay with me foreve?r we could be together Ты know you’re the first person I told ypu this
-me too Ты just know my story
I сказал(-а) and moved closer to him something inside me told me his not dangerous and if he was I had nothing to lose!
-will Ты ??
He asked again hoping I would say yes I thought about it I felt kind of complete with him ,not like edward like jake kind of, like I could tell him anything and besides I had nothing to lose edward had moved on so should i.
-yes.
I сказал(-а) a little happy and sighed he moved closer to me took in my sent and said
-thank Ты I really didn’t like being alone.
And he moved on to my neck still taking in the sent then he pulled over
-what if I cant do it??
He сказал(-а) pain in his eyes he wasn’t as good as edward in holding an emotion less face I liked it at Список I could be sure what he was feeling
-I know Ты can do it , some have confidence
I smiled trying to comfort him
-you act like like I don’t know what to say!!?
He сказал(-а) frustrated
-just do it please
Then he bite me
(chapter 5)
(Edwards pov )
Me and my family were staying with the denalis Tanya as always was flirting with me well that helped a little to get distracted from Bella just a little bit everyone picked a room and got settled everyone but me they were a room short so Tanya suggested I could stay in here room until they built another room 2 weeks passed but she always made an excuse not to make that extra room so we decided not to
Still weeks passed and became months and Tanya never gave up! She was trying to make me forget Bella and be with her rosali bugged me like always thinking about the benefits being with a vampire like Tanya and how after years Bella will Переместить on and marries someone that she could be with, Alice and jasper went to Лондон for their 23 honey moon .
One день I was thinking maybe rosali was and is right I should forget Bella and Переместить on I talked with Carlisle and he thought it would be better not to intrude in bellas life again so one день I walked up to Tanya and told her I have made my mind she was so happy jumping around Пение and……………..
This was the first time I kissed a vampire it wasn’t as good as it was with Bella how she kissed me and didn’t want to let go I didn’t either but I was scared I would hurt her and if I ever hurt her I will never forgive myself I just needed to forget her and not go back to her so she could have a normal life and have a family.
Alice hated me for this she thought I’ve cheated on Bella so she wasn’t as nice as she waswitrh me and Tanya in the past.
One день when I was playing chess with Emmett Tanya called me from our room
-edward,honey phone!
Who can it be? !maybe Alice или rose calling from their shopping
I ran to are room Tanya laughed at my face I was worried and surprised my emotions were mixed then she handed me the phone and I kissed her on the lips
-hello?
I asked seriously
Then someone screamed and threw the phone on the ground. was that Bella??
I called her Главная maybe she would answer Bella answered the phone subbing
-Bella,Bella can Ты hear me?sor…………………………..
Then she screamed again and threw the phone on the ground I was so worried what have I done to her??
Tanya came to comfort me
-edwa………..
Then Alice came in the room shouting at me
-I told Ты ,you idiot !!how could Ты do this?? huh huh ?????? what happened to your Любовь for Bella?? huh??
What happened to my Любовь to Bella? I left her so she could be happy! Did she have any idea how much it hurts to think of her being with someone else in the future? How much it hurts to think I will never see her again?
-Do Ты know what this phone call is going to do to her??? there she sits crying all day! And here Ты are being all lovy- dovy with Tanya!!!??
Everyone came to see what is going on jasper trying to comfort her
-what's going to happen to her??
Esme asked worried for Bella. Alice looked at me disgust ,and turned around to esme
-i don’t know! She's changing her mind every second! One секунда she wants to jump of that damn cliff and the other………..
She trailed of
-and know she's trashing out the kitchen! breaking everything!
She showed me her vision Bella subbing and breaking everything like, like I couldn’t describe it she was broken how could I?!
Alice grabbed jasper and left the room
-where are Ты going?
Emmett asked Alice
-since no one here cares about Bella I'm going to help her! if she's still alive !!
-I’ll come with you, Ты comin rose?
Emmett turned around to face rose she really wasn’t happy to go anywhere near Bella but she didn’t want to be without him here
-ok ,for you
-were coming to
esme said, taking Carlisle hand now she even hates me I'm a real monster now!
Carlisle looked at me are Ты coming son? Ты know its your choice.
I just nodded then Irena and Carmen came in and asked jasper what happened I didn’t want to listen to the rest so I ran outside and stopped beside Alice she turned her back on me trying to see bellas future but she couldn’t see anything and that made her еще frustrated
-Alice, I didn’t want this to happen I thought if I live her she could have a normal life, get married have kids, ……………………..
I sighed I hated myself the only thing I wanted now was that Carlisle shouldn’t have bothered to change me I don’t deserve this life I wish I was dead and Bella would have a normal life maybe dating mike или Eric I have ruined her life
-lets go Alice called everyone apparently she made an reservation
We drove in silence everyone thinking about Bella and what will happen to her
We got to the airport and got are tickets on the plane I heard jasper trying to reason with Alice
-Alice Ты don’t know how much pain edward is in its making me miserable! He did the right thing they weren’t meant to be he couldn’t just change her……………..
-but she was his soul mate they were meant to be I saw her like us they were both happy…..
She remembered her vision thinking what a jack жопа, попка I am from ruining her life my life and every thing this pain was worse than the venom changing me driving me crazy jasper tried to calm me but he couldn’t, I even broke my seat!
We got to forks in 6 hours and took a taxi to bellas house Charlie's car wasn’t there maybe he was at the station trying to find Bella but there was someone in the house Emmett went in first then Alice ,jasper, esme, Carlisle, me and rose I recognized who it was one of bellas childhood Друзья Jacob black and to my surprise he was a shape shifter when he saw us he stood up too face us jasper was comforting him and it worked then he walked towards me and said
-how could Ты do this to her!
Filthy bloodsucker
-and before she disappears to god knows were she told me to tell Ты something
-what?
I whispered
He showed me every thing how she broke everything what she сказал(-а) well I cant judge her if she hates me I hate myself my family hates me everyone hates me!
Alice came and asked Jacob what happened jake told everyone then we decided to go and Поиск fore Bella Emmett,Rosalie went south esme,Carlisle went northalice and jasper went west and I went east I really wanted to find her and explain to her everything that happened….
After 3 hours of searching no one found anything we all gathered around to talk
-its been raining before we came so we cant follow her sent and we didn’t find anything
-we didn’t find anything either
-me to
So we explored the city she was nowhere Alice and I searched the sea but still nothing so we went back to Alaska and I went away to be alone I deserved it.
(end of chapter 5¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬)
We got to forks in 6 hours and took a taxi to bellas house Charlie's car wasn’t there maybe he was at the station trying to find Bella but there was someone in the house Emmett went in first then Alice ,jasper, esme, Carlisle, me and rose I recognized who it was one of bellas childhood Друзья Jacob black and to my surprise he was a shape shifter when he saw us he stood up too face us jasper was comforting him and it worked then he walked towards me and said
-how could Ты do this to her!
Filthy bloodsucker
-and before she disappears to god knows were she told me to tell Ты something
-what?
I whispered
He showed me every thing how she broke everything what she сказал(-а) well I cant judge her if she hates me I hate myself my family hates me everyone hates me!
Alice came and asked Jacob what happened jake told everyone then we decided to go and Поиск fore Bella Emmett,Rosalie went south esme,Carlisle went northalice and jasper went west and I went east I really wanted to find her and explain to her everything that happened….
After 3 hours of searching no one found anything we all gathered around to talk
-its been raining before we came so we cant follow her sent and we didn’t find anything
-we didn’t find anything either
-me to
So we explored the city she was nowhere Alice and I searched the sea but still nothing so we went back to Alaska and I went away to be alone I deserved it.
(chapter 6)
Bella pov
The pain was was to much, I couldn’t understand what was happening , my neck was burning , the burning took over my body it changed минута by minuet it grew it rose I wanted to scream this pain out but that probable isn’t a good option ppl will think I'm weak! I clenched my teeth together wishing I never existed suddenly the burning changed! it left my neck! I was relived that the pain had lessen but a new pain started in my chest my сердце was was ripping its way out of my chest the sound of my сердце filled my ears it was getting on my nerves the sound continued for hours или days ,maybe years? Then finally my сердце stopped! i felt stronger better then I heard light footsteps coming towards me
I opend my eyes every thing was bright I could hear the high way………….
-Bella?
I stood up and looked at him he was so hot! And beautiful!
-wow!
-are Ты ok? Do Ты need anything?
I shook my head and walked closer to him I saw every line of his face he had a scar on his neck when I saw it I gasped!
-got that when I wanted to protect suzi
-does it hurt?
-it did! but know I I don’t even feel it
-do Ты feel thirsty?
-no
-so why are Ты Актёрское искусство weird?
-it just…to much to take in…………………..you know???
-yes at first your confused. I was to
he сказал(-а) comforting patting my arm wow! now he didn’t felt cold ,he felt kind of warm
-do Ты think I have a power?
I asked him wishing I had one
-I dont know I discovered my power years after I was created
-what's your power?
-um I can teleport
Wow teleport that's so cool
-like Ты could teleport every where?
-yes like I teleported us here from forks
-where are we?
I asked curios
-in London
-wow I’ve never been to Лондон before!
We talked for an час about every thing! It was weird that I could think so fast!
Then he asked
-Bella Ты should be thirsty Ты know? Its not normal! Every new born I knew even me when they ere changed they were crazy………….thirsty …I even forgot Ты are a new born!
-is that wrong?
I asked offended
-yes! its not normal! Aren’t Ты thirsty?
Now that he mentioned it my I could feel a burning
-now that Ты mentioned it,it does but I could ignore it
-you can ignore it!! Wow ! Ты knoe I'm nearly 1500 years old and when I smell blood its hard to control my thirst but I could control it because I have practiced! Your just 2 hours old!
-maybe that's my power
I said
He looked at me fore 5 секунды and said
-may be it is if Ты put it that way
-but Ты should hunt its important it gives Ты strength to live
-ok what are we hunting?
-humans
-humans!!!! Why?
-because there yummy and mouth watering and don’t worry these humans are kind of dead…
-you drink dead humans blood! ugh!
-no! no! they are not dead I just сказал(-а) that to comfort you
-so Ты lied to me!
Oooh I hate liars so much how can he do………………….
-I didn’t lie look I hunt old people and the ones that are going to die или some hikers…..
-well that's better! so Ты don’t hunt animals?
-no! they taste awful!
-really they are that bad?
-you could taste it fore your self!
-ooookay
-so lets go and hunt!
-kay! but were are we going?
-To the forest there should be some hikers there and Животные if Ты like!
-lets go
I could run so fast we raced when we got to the jungle there was no sent of humans so I wanted to taste animal blood I followed a dears sent and caught it poor thing couldn’t run faster then I sank my teeth in its neck it was warm and good but it stinked! I just liked the warmth but it wasn’t pleasant matt was right!
-how was your dear?
-ugh!you were right it tasted awful I just liked the warmth.
-Told you!
Then he paused
-what do Ты smell?
I took in the air around Mmmmmmmmmm
-hikers
I liked my lips suddenly I was so thirsty when he saw me like that he said
-so go for it!
I followed my instincts and saw two hikers one of them looked 60 and the other looked younger maybe45 или 50 I lunched for the older one and saw matt lunching for the younger one
When I sank my teeth in neck a frenzy beginned the blood was warm and DELICIOS! It just suited me well! When I was done I let go of him and faced matt he was already don and starring at me
-what?
-you were so fascinating!
-glad that I amused you
I hissed
-so do Ты want еще или your done?
-I'm perched!
-so lets go!
-could Ты teleport us there?
I wanted to know how it was?
-sure take my hand and close your eyes
I took he's hand and closed my eyes when I opened them we were at the cottage!
-WOW!
-yeah its pretty good
-yeah it is pretty cool!
Edward left me. edward left me. I couldn’t cope with it how could he leave me? he loved me didn’t he? I was subbing so hard that I couldn’t breath I was picturing his hard emotionless face when he told me he never loved me или wanted me every time I thought about him I subbed harder, my hole body was shaking, it was raining and my hole body was wet I was freezing but I didn’t care I rather die than live without him.im crazy the guy left me and I don’t want to live without him!
My body was freezing and my head was about to explode when I heard someone calling my name
-Bella,Bella,Bella…..
I didn’t recognize the voice but I got up to go to the voice my legs gave out they hurt pretty bad I tried to answer but my voice didn’t came out the voice got closer
-Bella,Bella
I saw a tall man running toward me he looked me in the eye
-are Ты alright?
I wanted to laugh at what he сказал(-а) “yeah my bf left me and I'm great” I kept it to myself cause he would think I'm crazy I just shook my head .he helped me to get up but it was like I didn’t have control of my feet it was disconnected! So he picked me up and put me on his shoulders I wanted to object but I still couldn’t talk all i could think of was edward and every moment we had together so I broke into subs again
-its ok Bella don’t think about him its ok
How did he know? Was he spying on me? Is he…………………………………
-I found her but she doesn’t stop crying
-oh Bella honey are Ты ok? Lets take Ты Главная ok?
I still couldn’t talk Charlie took me home, dr. snow checked me and сказал(-а) I had a cold so I went upstairs to change.
10 days later
I was so depressed i wouldn’t talk to anyone I, wouldn’t eat I couldn’t even sleep! I wasn’t who I was before, I was a different person I tried to pretend in front of Charlie that I'm ok but I think I failed . every день after school I went by the Cullen's house to check if their back ,but nothing. in school everyone tried to be nice to me and invite me over but I just ignored them, I Остаться в живых 13 kg in 10 days ,under my eyes were black and Charlie doesn't talk to me he thinks it only make things worse dr. snow visited me twice and wants me to see a shrink! And if I visit a shrink they would probably chain me up if I tell them the truth: “did Ты know my bf is a vampire and his vampire brother attacked me cause I got a paper cut and he wanted to drink my blood so my bf left me because 1. He thinks he's dangerous 2.the most imp reason he doesn't Любовь me”
Charlie tried to protect me from dr. snow and told him that I’ll snap out of it in a few days at least Charlie was hoping, he didn’t give up on me.
2 days passed and I was still crying I felt my other half was missing или my сердце isn’t beating.
I woke up and got ready for school when I heard Renées voice I went to see what's going on
-oh Bella honey are Ты ok look at you! Your so skinny…………….. she broke into subes I hugged her to calm her down then Charlie came with a bag in his hands
-Bella your going back with your mother Ты cant be here anymore your not Ты anymore I don’t want to be the one………………
I cut him off
-I don’t want to go! Dad why are Ты doing this to me?
i screamed at him then I grabbed the bag out of his hand and threw my clothes every where then I went in my room and started crying why does Charlie wants me to leave? Thousand Вопросы ran into my mind then I heard a knock on my door Charlie opened the door and came in
-Bella Ты know I don’t want Ты to leave Ты know he's not coming back he's not calling he's not sending letters Bella he's not coming back Ты have to accept that!
-well I cant!!
- Bella your moping around your lifeless is he worth this?
Moping around that stung .
-I want to get ready for school.
I сказал(-а) and and closed the door in his face I got ready and went to school in school no one talked to me not that I mind I liked it или at least Angela asked how I feel and stuff ….
Today school was boring like always and in biology I would just stare at Edwards empty сиденье, место, сиденья and imagined what would it be like if he was still here секунды passed like hours when school ended I drove to la push. I parked my car and walked on the пляж, пляжный when I got to the cliff I went and stood on the edge of the cliff trying to imagine what would it be like when I jump I was standing there fore 30 min или еще when someone touched my shoulder I turned around to see who it was
-Bella? What are Ты doing here?
-hi jake I was just watching the sunset .
and imagining how would it be like if I jumped
-How are Ты Charlie is worried about Ты , Billy is bugging me to come and see Ты and I just thought Ты need some Космос to figure this out
-figure what out.
I asked suspicious
-um_um Ты know edward I mean I know he left Ты but its not worth it Bella look at Ты ,your not that happy fun person that I knew, your lifeless
-why does everyone tells me that, there is nothing wrong with me and I'm fun and happy. My voice broke at the last word
-Bella wake up he is not here your destroying yourself . he whisperd
I crossed my hands trying to hold my self then I glanced at the cliff again maybe I should wait when he's gone then I’ll jump and rest in peace he followed my gaze and frowned
-what where Ты doing at the edge of the cliff?
he asked still frowning oh god he's on to me then he's going to stick around here and, I cant rest in peace
-nothing, j-just watching the sunset and feeling the cool breeze on my face like I said!
- ok , um if Ты ever needed to talk to anyone Ты know I will always be there fore you, don’t you?
-yeah thanks jake
he hugged me it was kind of weird and he's skin was hot like he had a fever
-are Ты alright? I thing Ты have a fever ,your skin is so hot
-um yeah yeah sure I should go bye
-bye.
That was weird what's wrong with him?! I standed there for a few еще минуты and then I went back to my car.
When I went Главная Renée was still here talking with Charlie I ignored them and went up stairs to do my Главная work
When my Главная work was done I took a душ to relax myself and then dressed in my pj
-Bella honey I made ужин come eat with us
- I'm not hungry mom!
then she came up stairs and came in my room
-Bella Ты didn’t even had lunch! Please come eat!
Then she came and hugged me and kissed my forehead, then grabbed my hand and took me downstairs .
-hey bells how was your day?
-the usual and um I saw Jacob black
-that's good ,he's a sweet kid
- yeah
-mmmm something smells good! Renée cooked макаронные изделия, макароны for you, your Избранное !
Charlie сказал(-а) smiling hoping I would eat something tonight
-great but I'm not hungry
Charlie frowned
-Bella why…um why…. Never mind
He sighed I knew what he wanted to ask Bella why are Ты doing this to your self?
I watched Renée and Charlie eat and then went to my room my life was empty it didn’t even mattered if I died .I brushed my teeth and went to bed
I was in the forest running and I kept falling down trying to chase edward no matter how fast I ran I kept losing him then it started raining I was all wet but I didn’t give up cause I knew if I didn’t chase him my life would be useless I kept running and finally I caught him I went to talk to him but then Jacob came and grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me away from him no matter how hard I hit him he just kept running and saying some nonsense about edward and his family being dangerous. I woke up crying it was 3:00 AM I wanted to sleep but I couldn’t 3 hours passed I got up and got ready to go to school I was really hungry so I had блины and decided to walk to school. while I was walking I thought about edward I really didn’t want to think about him cause it hurt too much but I couldn’t help it I didn’t had anything else to think about , I was trying to imagine what he was doing right now he could be hunting ,be with another vampire perhaps Tanya Alice told me how much she loved edward that made me very angry and jealous I stopped walking and leaned on a дерево I couldn’t walk anymore cause i couldn’t breath it was like I had no longs whenever I think about them this happens its like I'm being ripped in two pieces when I heard someone behind me some part of me wished it was edward when I turned around I frowned it was Jacob I hate him so much I think its because of the dreams I was having he always tried to take me away from edward
-hi
Jacob сказал(-а) with a grin I didn’t like him but some part of me did, god what's wrong with me I wish I didn’t have that some part its making me crazy!!!
-hi
I сказал(-а) coldly trying to avoid that some part
-are Ты ok? Your white
-yeah I'm great just walking to school
-I thought your school starts at 8:00 AM
-yeah I didn’t feel like driving so I wanted to walk slowly
(end of chapter 2)
I was in the forest running and I kept falling down trying to chase edward no matter how fast I ran I kept losing him then it started raining I was all wet but I didn’t give up cause I knew if I didn’t chase him my life would be useless I kept running and finally I caught him I went to talk to him but then Jacob came and grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me away from him no matter how hard I hit him he just kept running and saying some nonsense about edward and his family being dangerous. I woke up crying it was 3:00 AM I wanted to sleep but I couldn’t 3 hours passed I got up and got ready to go to school I was really hungry so I had блины and decided to walk to school. while I was walking I thought about edward I really didn’t want to think about him cause it hurt too much but I couldn’t help it I didn’t had anything else to think about , I was trying to imagine what he was doing right now he could be hunting ,be with another vampire perhaps Tanya Alice told me how much she loved edward that made me very angry and jealous I stopped walking and leaned on a дерево I couldn’t walk anymore cause i couldn’t breath it was like I had no longs whenever I think about them this happens its like I'm being ripped in two pieces when I heard someone behind me some part of me wished it was edward when I turned around I frowned it was Jacob I hate him so much I think its because of the dreams I was having he always tried to take me away from edward
-hi
Jacob сказал(-а) with a grin I didn’t like him but some part of me did, god what's wrong with me I wish I didn’t have that some part its making me crazy!!!
-hi
I сказал(-а) coldly trying to avoid that some part
-are Ты ok? Your white
-yeah I'm great just walking to school
-I thought your school starts at 8:00 AM
-yeah I didn’t feel like driving so I wanted to walk slowly
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….
After chit chatting with jake I started walking again when I got to school the parking lot was full, so I hurried to class.
At lunch break I sat with Angela and Jessica they were talking about this sale at port Ангелы .Angela asked me if I wanted to go with them but Jessica wasn’t happy with that Idea and I really wasn’t in the mood to hang out with them so I сказал(-а) no.
After school I went to la push again and sat on the edge of the cliff thinking about my life about edward, Charlie ,Renée , jake ,myself………………………… my head was spinning I stood up but my feet slid of the edge and I was falling I screamed then a hot hand caught me and turned me around it was jake.
-oh god um ,um thank Ты
I сказал(-а) panting
-y-your welcome
-I thought I was really going to die !! I never thought jumping from here is that scary i………………
-have Ты been planning to jump of this cliff?
Jake asked what have I told him I recalled are conversation ,ooooh I think I told him too much
-no , no why should I ever do that ??? I mean I'm not crazy!
And he might come back some день I added in my mind
-OK
He сказал(-а) suspicious
-I, um I should go now , bye
And I ran to the улица, уличный and walked back to Главная when I got Главная I went and took a душ and cooked fried рыба fore Charlie and called him at work to see what took him so long
-hi dad where are you
-hey Bella, there was an animal attack and some hikers are missing were trying to find out some clues I will be Главная in one час okay?
- sure be careful
-always am bye
-bye
Then I hung up the phone and went to my room I was thinking about today when an idea popped in my mind it wasn’t a very good idea but still it might work I took my phone out of my pocket and called edward I was hoping he would answer when a musical voice сказал(-а)
-hello?
This wasn’t edward или any of his family members it was a females voice
-could I talk to edward?
-sure, edward honey phone!!
Did she call him honey then she laughed and there was a Поцелуи sound WHAT????? Edward was Поцелуи another vampire???
-hello?
Edward сказал(-а) I couldn’t take it so I throw my phone at the Стена and it broke in two pieces I was so shocked I was here sitting not able to Переместить on crying all день and there he was sleeping around with female Вампиры I was so furious that I didn’t know what to do?
When the phone down stairs rang I thought it was Charlie but then a musical voice сказал(-а)
-Bella Bella can Ты hear me? Sor…………
I screamed at the phone and throw on the ground I was subbing so hard that my legs gave out and I fell on the ground then the phone rang again didn’t that stupid thing broke I answered the phone still subbing but it wasn’t edward
-hello
I сказал(-а) still subbing
-hey bells its Jacob………..
I really wasn’t in the mood to talk to jake I screamed again subbing harder I was hanging up the phone when jake сказал(-а)
-Bella r Ты okay?
He asked worried
-NO!!!!!
I screamed and hung the phone I got up and throw everything on the ground I broke every glass dish the таблица and lots of other stuff that the house looked like a утиль, барахло, мусор yard then I fell on my knees and started crying that I couldn’t breath all I could think about was how much I hated edward then the door flew open and jake and his friend sam came in they were both shocked when they saw what I did to the house
-Bella are Ты okay what happened did Ты do this????????????
-get out !!!!!!
I shouted and punched the floor with my two hands and I kept saying get out , get out
- Bella please stop we want to help!
Sam сказал(-а) worried that I Остаться в живых my mind I wasn’t thinking I just opened my мотылек, моль and started shouting
-you want to HELP huh how can Ты help me??? No one can help me!!!!!
Tears raced down my cheek
-is it about edward или the cullens? Bella we know what they are just tell us! please
They both asked I wasn’t thinking and opened my big mouth again
-yes it is why do Ты care?
I сказал(-а) and then added in a whisper
-I want to be alone and die
(end of chapter 3)
And I ran to the улица, уличный and walked back to Главная when I got Главная I went and took a душ and cooked fried рыба fore Charlie and called him at work to see what took him so long
-hi dad where are you
-hey Bella, there was an animal attack and some hikers are missing were trying to find out some clues I will be Главная in one час okay?
- sure be careful
-always am bye
-bye
Then I hung up the phone and went to my room I was thinking about today when an idea popped in my mind it wasn’t a very good idea but still it might work I took my phone out of my pocket and called edward I was hoping he would answer when a musical voice сказал(-а)
-hello?
This wasn’t edward или any of his family members it was a females voice
-could I talk to edward?
-sure, edward honey phone!!
Did she call him honey then she laughed and there was a Поцелуи sound WHAT????? Edward was Поцелуи another vampire???
-hello?
Edward сказал(-а) I couldn’t take it so I throw my phone at the Стена and it broke in two pieces I was so shocked I was here sitting not able to Переместить on crying all день and there he was sleeping around with female Вампиры I was so furious that I didn’t know what to do?
When the phone down stairs rang I thought it was Charlie but then a musical voice сказал(-а)
-Bella Bella can Ты hear me? Sor…………
I screamed at the phone and throw on the ground I was subbing so hard that my legs gave out and I fell on the ground then the phone rang again didn’t that stupid thing broke I answered the phone still subbing but it wasn’t edward
-hello
I сказал(-а) still subbing
-hey bells its Jacob………..
I really wasn’t in the mood to talk to jake I screamed again subbing harder I was hanging up the phone when jake сказал(-а)
-Bella r Ты okay?
He asked worried
-NO!!!!!
I screamed and hung the phone I got up and throw everything on the ground I broke every glass dish the таблица and lots of other stuff that the house looked like a утиль, барахло, мусор yard then I fell on my knees and started crying that I couldn’t breath all I could think about was how much I hated edward then the door flew open and jake and his friend sam came in they were both shocked when they saw what I did to the house
-Bella are Ты okay what happened did Ты do this????????????
-get out !!!!!!
I shouted and punched the floor with my two hands and I kept saying get out , get out
- Bella please stop we want to help!
Sam сказал(-а) worried that I Остаться в живых my mind I wasn’t thinking I just opened my мотылек, моль and started shouting
-you want to HELP huh how can Ты help me??? No one can help me!!!!!
Tears raced down my cheek
-is it about edward или the cullens? Bella we know what they are just tell us! please
They both asked I wasn’t thinking and opened my big mouth again
-yes it is why do Ты care?
I сказал(-а) and then added in a whisper
-I want to be alone and die
Chapter 4:
Jake came closer and helped me to get up then sam came in and started to push the broken dishes out of my way I stood up not meeting his eyes and looked at the mess I made ,and I was sure that someday I will get my revenge from edward
-Bella do want us to take Ты to a hospital??or do Ты want to talk about this ?
Then sam spoke
- Bella we can help Ты with anything and as jake сказал(-а) ,we know about the Cullen's ,what they are.
I looked at him and said
-if someday Ты saw the Cullen's tell them how much I hate them
Jake and sam looked at me confused And I stormed out of the house not caring where I
Was going I ran as fast as I could deep into the jungle and to my surprise I didn’t even tripped once I continued running when I saw a boy he was 16 или 17 with blond hair he came closer when I noticed his red eyes I gasped and took a step back
-hello I'm matt
He сказал(-а) with a musical voice he took a step closer I didn’t know what to do I just stood still and looked at him I didn’t want to die I wanted to face edward someday and take my……………………..
-you don’t look scared ,now why is that?
Does always vamps want their victims to be scared? I shuddered at the memory of James and sighed
-why do Ты care don’t Ты want to suck my blood and kill me??
I asked bored what a stupid vampire!
-actually no , I have been alone for so long maybe 100 years или еще I'm really not a Фан counting years……….
I cut him off
-so Ты don’t want to kill me?
-no
-so what do Ты want to do with me?
-I don’t know if your lucky and I could control my thirst I will like to change Ты and by some miracle Ты know what I am , how do Ты know did Ты know others?
-yes my BOY FRIEND that I HATE very much and his family
I сказал(-а) my voice full of anger and hatered
-wow your bf was a vampire?
He asked stunned
-so why do Ты hate him?
I told him the story and when the story ended there was sadness in his eyes
-Why are Ты sad?
I asked him but he changed the subject
-First of all I don’t know your name? now that's еще important than my sadness
-I'm Bella ,Bella swan
-I Любовь your name its Italian isn’t it?
-yes but Ты didn’t answer my question?
-your stubborn aren’t you?
He laughed
-I am, so answer my Вопрос !
I demanded
-you know Ты should be scared of me but here Ты stand arguing with me!!!
He сказал(-а) stunned again
-I'm really not like everyone else , and I know I cant escape from Ты if I wanted to , now answer my Вопрос why were Ты sad?
I groaned under my breath
-Bella I was like Ты 100 years назад I lived in Лондон I had 3 sisters and 2 brothers we lived together then one день I saw this beautiful girl in the woods I went closer to see who she was we talked and talked and talked every день then she told me the truth , what she was but I didn’t care I really loved her one night she came into my room and сказал(-а) she wanted to change me into a vampire after 3 days I was like her but we were so happy together we lived in Alaska years passed and then….. then one день a big army of vampire attacked her I tried to save her but I couldn’t my gift wasn’t useful enough……………..
He looked so sad then he looked at me and forced a smile on his face and continued
-after searching fore years to see why they killed her I discovered why.
He stopped and sighed I really wanted to know why?
-why did they kill her?
I asked sadness in my voice
-long before I was born she used to live with this coven um, шерри, херес , Sarah, Mary, Alex, Christopher ,carol ,Irina and her.
-what was her name?
I asked maybe I’ve heard of her
-Suzan , she had red ……. She was so beautiful but now I have moved on not going to ruin my life cr…………
I cut him off
-I know what Ты mean
I sighed
-Bella would Ты stay with me foreve?r we could be together Ты know you’re the first person I told ypu this
-me too Ты just know my story
I сказал(-а) and moved closer to him something inside me told me his not dangerous
-will Ты ??
He asked again hoping I would say yes I thought about it I felt kind of complete with him ,not like edward that I hate now, like I could tell him anything and besides I had nothing to lose edward had moved on so should i.
-yes.
I сказал(-а) a little happy and sighed he moved closer to me took in my sent and said
-thank Ты I really didn’t like being alone.
And he moved on to my neck still taking in the sent then he pulled over
-what if I cant do it??
He сказал(-а) pain in his eyes he wasn’t as good as edward in holding an emotion less face I liked it at Список I could be sure what he was feeling
-I know Ты can do it , some have confidence
I smiled trying to comfort him
-you act like like I don’t know what to say!!?
He сказал(-а) frustrated
-just do it please
Then he bite me
(end of chapter 4)
I ran as fast as I could deep into the jungle and to my surprise I didn’t even tripped once I continued running when I saw a boy he was 16 или 17 with blond hair he came closer when I noticed his red eyes I gasped and took a step back
-hello I'm matt
He сказал(-а) with a musical voice he took a step closer I didn’t know what to do I just stood still and looked at him I didn’t want to die I wanted to face edward someday and take my……………………..
-you don’t look scared ,now why is that?
Does always vamps want their victims to be scared? I shuddered at the memory of James and sighed
-why do Ты care don’t Ты want to suck my blood and kill me??
I asked bored what a stupid vampire!
-actually no , I have been alone for so long maybe 100 years или еще I'm really not a Фан counting years……….
I cut him off
-so Ты don’t want to kill me?
-no
-so what do Ты want to do with me?
-I don’t know if your lucky and I could control my thirst I will like to change Ты and by some miracle Ты know what I am , how do Ты know did Ты know others?
-yes my BOY FRIEND that I HATE very much and his family
I сказал(-а) my voice full of anger and hatered
-wow your bf was a vampire?
He asked stunned
-so why do Ты hate him?
I told him the story and when the story ended there was sadness in his eyes
-Why are Ты sad?
I asked him but he changed the subject
-First of all I don’t know your name? now that's еще important than my sadness
-I'm Bella ,Bella swan
-I Любовь your name its Italian isn’t it?
-yes but Ты didn’t answer my question?
-your stubborn aren’t you?
He laughed
-I am, so answer my Вопрос !
I demanded
-you know Ты should be scared of me but here Ты stand arguing with me!!!
He сказал(-а) stunned again
-I'm really not like everyone else , and I know I cant escape from Ты if I wanted to , now answer my Вопрос why were Ты sad?
I groaned under my breath
-Bella I was like Ты 100 years назад I lived in Лондон I had 3 sisters and 2 brothers we lived together then one день I saw this beautiful girl in the woods I went closer to see who she was we talked and talked and talked every день then she told me the truth , what she was but I didn’t care I really loved her one night she came into my room and сказал(-а) she wanted to change me into a vampire after 3 days I was like her but we were so happy together we lived in Alaska years passed and then….. then one день a big army of vampire attacked her I tried to save her but I couldn’t my gift wasn’t useful enough……………..
He looked so sad then he looked at me and forced a smile on his face and continued
-after searching fore years to see why they killed her I discovered why.
He stopped and sighed I really wanted to know why?
-why did they kill her?
I asked sadness in my voice
-long before I was born she used to live with this coven um, шерри, херес , Sarah, Mary, Alex, Christopher ,carol ,Irina and her.
-what was her name?
I asked maybe I’ve heard of her
-Suzan , she had red hair ……. She was so beautiful but now I have moved on not going to ruin my life cr…………
I cut him off
-I know what Ты mean
I sighed
-Bella would Ты stay with me foreve?r we could be together Ты know you’re the first person I told ypu this
-me too Ты just know my story
I сказал(-а) and moved closer to him something inside me told me his not dangerous and if he was I had nothing to lose!
-will Ты ??
He asked again hoping I would say yes I thought about it I felt kind of complete with him ,not like edward like jake kind of, like I could tell him anything and besides I had nothing to lose edward had moved on so should i.
-yes.
I сказал(-а) a little happy and sighed he moved closer to me took in my sent and said
-thank Ты I really didn’t like being alone.
And he moved on to my neck still taking in the sent then he pulled over
-what if I cant do it??
He сказал(-а) pain in his eyes he wasn’t as good as edward in holding an emotion less face I liked it at Список I could be sure what he was feeling
-I know Ты can do it , some have confidence
I smiled trying to comfort him
-you act like like I don’t know what to say!!?
He сказал(-а) frustrated
-just do it please
Then he bite me
(chapter 5)
(Edwards pov )
Me and my family were staying with the denalis Tanya as always was flirting with me well that helped a little to get distracted from Bella just a little bit everyone picked a room and got settled everyone but me they were a room short so Tanya suggested I could stay in here room until they built another room 2 weeks passed but she always made an excuse not to make that extra room so we decided not to
Still weeks passed and became months and Tanya never gave up! She was trying to make me forget Bella and be with her rosali bugged me like always thinking about the benefits being with a vampire like Tanya and how after years Bella will Переместить on and marries someone that she could be with, Alice and jasper went to Лондон for their 23 honey moon .
One день I was thinking maybe rosali was and is right I should forget Bella and Переместить on I talked with Carlisle and he thought it would be better not to intrude in bellas life again so one день I walked up to Tanya and told her I have made my mind she was so happy jumping around Пение and……………..
This was the first time I kissed a vampire it wasn’t as good as it was with Bella how she kissed me and didn’t want to let go I didn’t either but I was scared I would hurt her and if I ever hurt her I will never forgive myself I just needed to forget her and not go back to her so she could have a normal life and have a family.
Alice hated me for this she thought I’ve cheated on Bella so she wasn’t as nice as she waswitrh me and Tanya in the past.
One день when I was playing chess with Emmett Tanya called me from our room
-edward,honey phone!
Who can it be? !maybe Alice или rose calling from their shopping
I ran to are room Tanya laughed at my face I was worried and surprised my emotions were mixed then she handed me the phone and I kissed her on the lips
-hello?
I asked seriously
Then someone screamed and threw the phone on the ground. was that Bella??
I called her Главная maybe she would answer Bella answered the phone subbing
-Bella,Bella can Ты hear me?sor…………………………..
Then she screamed again and threw the phone on the ground I was so worried what have I done to her??
Tanya came to comfort me
-edwa………..
Then Alice came in the room shouting at me
-I told Ты ,you idiot !!how could Ты do this?? huh huh ?????? what happened to your Любовь for Bella?? huh??
What happened to my Любовь to Bella? I left her so she could be happy! Did she have any idea how much it hurts to think of her being with someone else in the future? How much it hurts to think I will never see her again?
-Do Ты know what this phone call is going to do to her??? there she sits crying all day! And here Ты are being all lovy- dovy with Tanya!!!??
Everyone came to see what is going on jasper trying to comfort her
-what's going to happen to her??
Esme asked worried for Bella. Alice looked at me disgust ,and turned around to esme
-i don’t know! She's changing her mind every second! One секунда she wants to jump of that damn cliff and the other………..
She trailed of
-and know she's trashing out the kitchen! breaking everything!
She showed me her vision Bella subbing and breaking everything like, like I couldn’t describe it she was broken how could I?!
Alice grabbed jasper and left the room
-where are Ты going?
Emmett asked Alice
-since no one here cares about Bella I'm going to help her! if she's still alive !!
-I’ll come with you, Ты comin rose?
Emmett turned around to face rose she really wasn’t happy to go anywhere near Bella but she didn’t want to be without him here
-ok ,for you
-were coming to
esme said, taking Carlisle hand now she even hates me I'm a real monster now!
Carlisle looked at me are Ты coming son? Ты know its your choice.
I just nodded then Irena and Carmen came in and asked jasper what happened I didn’t want to listen to the rest so I ran outside and stopped beside Alice she turned her back on me trying to see bellas future but she couldn’t see anything and that made her еще frustrated
-Alice, I didn’t want this to happen I thought if I live her she could have a normal life, get married have kids, ……………………..
I sighed I hated myself the only thing I wanted now was that Carlisle shouldn’t have bothered to change me I don’t deserve this life I wish I was dead and Bella would have a normal life maybe dating mike или Eric I have ruined her life
-lets go Alice called everyone apparently she made an reservation
We drove in silence everyone thinking about Bella and what will happen to her
We got to the airport and got are tickets on the plane I heard jasper trying to reason with Alice
-Alice Ты don’t know how much pain edward is in its making me miserable! He did the right thing they weren’t meant to be he couldn’t just change her……………..
-but she was his soul mate they were meant to be I saw her like us they were both happy…..
She remembered her vision thinking what a jack жопа, попка I am from ruining her life my life and every thing this pain was worse than the venom changing me driving me crazy jasper tried to calm me but he couldn’t, I even broke my seat!
We got to forks in 6 hours and took a taxi to bellas house Charlie's car wasn’t there maybe he was at the station trying to find Bella but there was someone in the house Emmett went in first then Alice ,jasper, esme, Carlisle, me and rose I recognized who it was one of bellas childhood Друзья Jacob black and to my surprise he was a shape shifter when he saw us he stood up too face us jasper was comforting him and it worked then he walked towards me and said
-how could Ты do this to her!
Filthy bloodsucker
-and before she disappears to god knows were she told me to tell Ты something
-what?
I whispered
He showed me every thing how she broke everything what she сказал(-а) well I cant judge her if she hates me I hate myself my family hates me everyone hates me!
Alice came and asked Jacob what happened jake told everyone then we decided to go and Поиск fore Bella Emmett,Rosalie went south esme,Carlisle went northalice and jasper went west and I went east I really wanted to find her and explain to her everything that happened….
After 3 hours of searching no one found anything we all gathered around to talk
-its been raining before we came so we cant follow her sent and we didn’t find anything
-we didn’t find anything either
-me to
So we explored the city she was nowhere Alice and I searched the sea but still nothing so we went back to Alaska and I went away to be alone I deserved it.
(end of chapter 5¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬)
We got to forks in 6 hours and took a taxi to bellas house Charlie's car wasn’t there maybe he was at the station trying to find Bella but there was someone in the house Emmett went in first then Alice ,jasper, esme, Carlisle, me and rose I recognized who it was one of bellas childhood Друзья Jacob black and to my surprise he was a shape shifter when he saw us he stood up too face us jasper was comforting him and it worked then he walked towards me and said
-how could Ты do this to her!
Filthy bloodsucker
-and before she disappears to god knows were she told me to tell Ты something
-what?
I whispered
He showed me every thing how she broke everything what she сказал(-а) well I cant judge her if she hates me I hate myself my family hates me everyone hates me!
Alice came and asked Jacob what happened jake told everyone then we decided to go and Поиск fore Bella Emmett,Rosalie went south esme,Carlisle went northalice and jasper went west and I went east I really wanted to find her and explain to her everything that happened….
After 3 hours of searching no one found anything we all gathered around to talk
-its been raining before we came so we cant follow her sent and we didn’t find anything
-we didn’t find anything either
-me to
So we explored the city she was nowhere Alice and I searched the sea but still nothing so we went back to Alaska and I went away to be alone I deserved it.
(chapter 6)
Bella pov
The pain was was to much, I couldn’t understand what was happening , my neck was burning , the burning took over my body it changed минута by minuet it grew it rose I wanted to scream this pain out but that probable isn’t a good option ppl will think I'm weak! I clenched my teeth together wishing I never existed suddenly the burning changed! it left my neck! I was relived that the pain had lessen but a new pain started in my chest my сердце was was ripping its way out of my chest the sound of my сердце filled my ears it was getting on my nerves the sound continued for hours или days ,maybe years? Then finally my сердце stopped! i felt stronger better then I heard light footsteps coming towards me
I opend my eyes every thing was bright I could hear the high way………….
-Bella?
I stood up and looked at him he was so hot! And beautiful!
-wow!
-are Ты ok? Do Ты need anything?
I shook my head and walked closer to him I saw every line of his face he had a scar on his neck when I saw it I gasped!
-got that when I wanted to protect suzi
-does it hurt?
-it did! but know I I don’t even feel it
-do Ты feel thirsty?
-no
-so why are Ты Актёрское искусство weird?
-it just…to much to take in…………………..you know???
-yes at first your confused. I was to
he сказал(-а) comforting patting my arm wow! now he didn’t felt cold ,he felt kind of warm
-do Ты think I have a power?
I asked him wishing I had one
-I dont know I discovered my power years after I was created
-what's your power?
-um I can teleport
Wow teleport that's so cool
-like Ты could teleport every where?
-yes like I teleported us here from forks
-where are we?
I asked curios
-in London
-wow I’ve never been to Лондон before!
We talked for an час about every thing! It was weird that I could think so fast!
Then he asked
-Bella Ты should be thirsty Ты know? Its not normal! Every new born I knew even me when they ere changed they were crazy………….thirsty …I even forgot Ты are a new born!
-is that wrong?
I asked offended
-yes! its not normal! Aren’t Ты thirsty?
Now that he mentioned it my I could feel a burning
-now that Ты mentioned it,it does but I could ignore it
-you can ignore it!! Wow ! Ты knoe I'm nearly 1500 years old and when I smell blood its hard to control my thirst but I could control it because I have practiced! Your just 2 hours old!
-maybe that's my power
I said
He looked at me fore 5 секунды and said
-may be it is if Ты put it that way
-but Ты should hunt its important it gives Ты strength to live
-ok what are we hunting?
-humans
-humans!!!! Why?
-because there yummy and mouth watering and don’t worry these humans are kind of dead…
-you drink dead humans blood! ugh!
-no! no! they are not dead I just сказал(-а) that to comfort you
-so Ты lied to me!
Oooh I hate liars so much how can he do………………….
-I didn’t lie look I hunt old people and the ones that are going to die или some hikers…..
-well that's better! so Ты don’t hunt animals?
-no! they taste awful!
-really they are that bad?
-you could taste it fore your self!
-ooookay
-so lets go and hunt!
-kay! but were are we going?
-To the forest there should be some hikers there and Животные if Ты like!
-lets go
I could run so fast we raced when we got to the jungle there was no sent of humans so I wanted to taste animal blood I followed a dears sent and caught it poor thing couldn’t run faster then I sank my teeth in its neck it was warm and good but it stinked! I just liked the warmth but it wasn’t pleasant matt was right!
-how was your dear?
-ugh!you were right it tasted awful I just liked the warmth.
-Told you!
Then he paused
-what do Ты smell?
I took in the air around Mmmmmmmmmm
-hikers
I liked my lips suddenly I was so thirsty when he saw me like that he said
-so go for it!
I followed my instincts and saw two hikers one of them looked 60 and the other looked younger maybe45 или 50 I lunched for the older one and saw matt lunching for the younger one
When I sank my teeth in neck a frenzy beginned the blood was warm and DELICIOS! It just suited me well! When I was done I let go of him and faced matt he was already don and starring at me
-what?
-you were so fascinating!
-glad that I amused you
I hissed
-so do Ты want еще или your done?
-I'm perched!
-so lets go!
-could Ты teleport us there?
I wanted to know how it was?
-sure take my hand and close your eyes
I took he's hand and closed my eyes when I opened them we were at the cottage!
-WOW!
-yeah its pretty good
-yeah it is pretty cool!
Photo by Steve McAlister
View from Isabella's room...
